The collegiate phase of my life has finally come to a close; hello real world, I am sooo not ready for you. Since graduation, it has been one set-back after another- and I'm not talking minor, insignificant speed bumps, I refer to career-altering, life-changing roadblocks. But alas, that is life, eh? We must do what we can with what we have and truck on. So I was at yet another crossroads whereupon I had to choose between two jobs and I chose the one that seemed most appropriate for me at this particular point in my life. It may not be the best pay, but I loved the atmosphere of the facility and the institution's philosophy, and hence I chose it over another position that may have paid better. Alas, for me, it is not about money, but rather loving what you do.I read alot, though when I was still taking my undergrad classes, rarely did I indulge in what was required with a few exceptions. On a similar note, I'm a first-class procrastinator in all that I do (for the most part). I work best under stress, what can I say? And unfortunately (or in the grand scheme of things, was it perhaps fortunate?), I have had nothing but stress until just yesterday when it seemed my world was opened back up before me and all the possibilities I wasn't able to see finally began to materialize once again. Since graduation, I have made a multitude of sacrifices, and sometimes it seemed to me and to others that I was sacrificing myself and my life, but in the long run, I feel those sacrifices have strengthend me and my faith that people can overcome their obstacles and eradicate the negative forces that cloud their vision (something I needed to be reassured of in order to best meet the needs of the individuals I will serve) and I know those same sacrifices definitely will have had a powerful impact on the man I will always love. I've been to hell and back numerous times with him, but he saved me from myself before he began to truly lose his grip, which then allowed me to learn the lessons of patience, forgiveness, hope, and unconditional love, and in the end I think we both will rise out of the ashes to become more powerful and successful than we could have ever previously imagined.I'm sarcastic as hell and tend to be cynical. My sense of humor can be best described as both dark and immature. I'm a perfect paradox, a walking contradiction. Basically, I "waste" my time reading all the news I can handle (and more), historical fiction, non-fiction, sci-fi, philosophical greats, education journals, etc. etc. I also write when the inspiration so arouses me.I'm not big on tv, though I typically have some ridiculous news program on in the background (yes, even FOX, because it never hurts to keep tabs on one's 'opponents') IF I'm not listening to music. However, when I really have the desire to sit back and sip on a cup of coffee and be lazy, I tend to watch the Sci-fi, History, and Discovery channels. Well, and the Daily Show, sometimes Southpark. But mostly, I read, write, listen to a lot of music, and am an active and engaged American...Wow, yeah, so I sound a tad neurotic. Caring about things never tends to go over so well with the common folk...That being said, theres your preview.
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.
What's Your Hidden Talent?
You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans.
What's Your Religious Philosophy?
People Envy Your Compassion
You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
What Do People Envy About You?
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?
Your Love Element Is Fire
In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
Avoid: Water
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly
What Element Is Your Love?
Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are a Rainbow
Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!
You are best known for: your beauty
Your dominant state: seducing
What Type of Weather Are You?
