Hey everyone. I see that most of you have written what has been going on with you, so I am going to give you something to read too. I LOVE JOEL. He is the best husband I could have. He puts up with me and all my flaws. He loves me no matter what. He takes care of me like no other man would. I have two beautiful sons. It feels so good to be a mom. I look at them and feel an overwhelming since of love that I have never experienced before. You will never understand until you have your own children. It can be hard work at times, but the support of Joel and his brother Dameion makes the job a lot easier. Big props to those single moms. They must be the strongest women on earth. I know there are times that I get tired and Joel and Dameion are there to relieve me. Then I start to think if I had to do it on my own, there would be no rest.
Being a mom has made be want to have a closer relationship with God. I have always believed and relied on him, but as a mom I need God more than ever. Prayer is the only thing that can protect you and your family. Prayer is th only thing that can change your and your family. With Caleb and Josshua having to grow up in this crazy world, my prayers is what is going to save them. My mom's prayers saved me, so I must do the same for them. Too many times I have I feel like it could have been me that died, but my mom's prayers saved me. In high school when all the parties ended in gun shots and yet it did not stop me from going, I know my mom's prayers saved me. I'm learning to not be scared of what can happen, but pray for saftey and protection and give it to God. Living in Copmton I can't be scared of what can happen, but rely on GOD to protect my family.
I love all my friends. It seems like now that we are older we are all spread out. The friends I do have in San Diego I don't have time to visit them because I'm spending time with my parents, sister, nieces and nephew. I need to have a party to get all my San Diego friends together. That is the only way I will be able to see them. ALl of the rest of you who is out of Cali. I'll be on the East Coast next April and will try to hit ya'll up. Tameka in the Mid-west you will just have to have your own trip. With Joel's mother and brother being in Lousiana you know that is a proiority trip once a year. Everyone else will have to be seen on the extra trip. But if your my friend you know how much you mean to me no matter how much I don't see you. Love ya all HOOOOLLLAAAA girls layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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