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Tearin.

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A coma might feel better than this, attempting to discover where to begin.

My Blog

my life as of now.

I guess I decided to start writing again. I'm not really sure maybe because I don't have much else to do while Carla and Zachary sleep for two hours each day. I've been getting in touch with the other...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 10:26:00 GMT

Play It Again, Sam.

I think I may have figured out what my life is all about. I wish that were true. I can't seem to figure out what I want or who I want these days. Sometimes it's hard to sleep at night knowing I'll hav...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 09:14:00 GMT

Try Try Try

I won't lie to anyone. The last month was probably the hardest month I've gone through in awhile. It started off alright but I just kept failing miserably at everything I TRIED to do. I TRIED to find ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:29:00 GMT

Tired

I find myself waking up in the middle of the night lately. It takes hours for me to get back to sleep, even if I can barely hold my eyes open. I toss and turn under my covers, wondering what could be ...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 14:44:00 GMT

Sic Luceat Lux.

I seem to have a very different view on life then most of my friends do these days. Relationships seem rather pointless as well. Why would anyone want to fall in love just to have it all taken away fr...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 14:50:00 GMT

My Life As Of Now

I have been doing too much thinking lately. Not just about silly girl things, like boys and whether I look pretty or not. I am beginning to question my entire existence again for the first time in yea...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 07:01:00 GMT

It’s Been About A Month

So it has been about a month. A month without actually being with you. A month pretending. A month since I've been able to look at you without crying. A month since I made my own choices. Since you an...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 06:50:00 GMT

1:44 AM Current Thoughts

Right now it is one forty four in the morning. I just got done watching half of the movie The Love Guru. I'm extremely tired but am having trouble with sleeping lately no matter how tired I seem to be...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 05:44:00 GMT