i'm sixteen years of age. i have an amazing boyfriend, lance alan baker jr. nothing can compare to how much i love and care about him. i can be very simple minded. yet i also think things through way to much. i don't belive in god, but i think there is a higher power. evolution is true according to me. alot of people call me a bitch, but i don't thnk of myself as one. i just see myself as brutally honest. i will tell you anything striaght up. no hesiation. pres. bush is a incompitant monkey. and he is not making the united states any easier to live in. i think that the world is gonna end sooner than expected. don't think i'm crazy for saying that, but it sounds very likely to me. many people say that the beach is the world to them and it is the best place in the world. and i completely agree. but for different reasons. the beach is where i have no care in the world. and where i can relax. i don't care if it is 90 degrees or 30 below. i want to go to the beach year round. and also i pretty much live for summer. world peace is the one thing i want to see before i die. i have goals in life that i want to go for. i want to smile all i can and i want to love and i want to make a difference in the world, even it is a small one. the world can always use improving. everyone makes mistakes. i know that i ahve made huge mistakes in my life. and i know i can't take them back. but they are big regrets in my life. i'm scared for the future. but then again i'm very excited for it. i just don't know what to exect. and that scares me. me getting distracted is very very well known. i do if way to offten. i love to dance. it is very fun.
my life is hard. i cry alot. and i laugh alot. everyone has their own opions and own thoughts on life. and i have mine. so don't tell me i'm wrong. because you can't have an opinion that is wrong. my veiw on life is, "live life the way you think you should live it"
i live, i breath, i let it rain on me. i sleep, i wake, i try hard not to break. i crave, i love, i've waited long enough. i feel. i make believe it's real. i hope, i stand. i try as hard as i can.
i can be very controling, and i'm aware of that. i am trying to change. but it's difficult for me to do it. because i've been controlling my whole life. i will change, but it will take some time. many people see me as a bad person or make me out to be a bad person. but i'm not. or at leaset i don't try to be. i'm changing the ways i look at things. and the way i act and think. but some things i can't and won't change.
DOO ITTTTT.
