tonight the screaming hurts |
I’m not sure what the deal is lately, but, I’m finding myself to be very easily irritated. I can’t figure out any reason as to whyother than I can’t remember to take my ... Posted by Apparition on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:38:00 PST |
Dance by yourself and think of me when you do |
I swore itmade a pact with myselfthat I, Courtney Gordon, would never fall in love again ever. I knew deep down that it would just be easier to steel away from everything and everyone that me... Posted by Apparition on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 09:54:00 PST |
April Sixteenth |
For those of you who asked me "What happened?!"...here's my view.It was April. Just weeks earlier, spring took root in the campus community of Blacksburg, Virginia. A time of rebirth, this season br... Posted by Apparition on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:10:00 PST |
Chicago’s A Phone Call Away and I’ll Be Up All Night... |
A touch to sear the skinMy heart beatsRapid.Irregular.My body screams I love youYet,I'm a million miles away.Really,I'm not that far,But this distance is killing me.And, oh god,I can't breathe.It seem... Posted by Apparition on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 09:09:00 PST |
Falling more in love with the distance put between us... |
Dear Green Eyes, Your beautiful intoxication is taking its toll. It has sunken to the depths of my mind. An hour into a ten hour drive and I realize that I fell in love with you. I fell in love wit... Posted by Apparition on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 03:02:00 PST |
Car Rides Spark Epiphanies |
Warm summer nights, melding with the change in seasons. We're stuck somewhere between winter and fall. The leaves on the trees bleed their colors, until they dissipate, for they alone cannot survive t... Posted by Apparition on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 07:28:00 PST |
Anxiety chokes me like razor wire... |
"Breathing Is So Going Out Of Style"I'm my own worst enemy,Thoughts imploding my mind.A firefight,And bullets sear my brain,Take route through my veins,Leaving an impact in my heart.My emotions deluge... Posted by Apparition on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:00:00 PST |
Cross your heart and hope to die, you know I do... |
Lagging completelyThis lack of sleep is starting to get to me.Tired 5 a.m. eyes stareA blink here or thereMoistens, masks the burning sensation.Delusional occurrence,Becoming more predominant.I'm not ... Posted by Apparition on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 02:05:00 PST |
Love is patient, Love is kind.... |
"Come Between Everything"The ties that bind our hands are on our necks and we're strangling for our final breath. We pass the torch along to our kids; we're burning there minds, but we can't touch the... Posted by Apparition on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:49:00 PST |
I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm... |
"Worlds Worst Hypocrite"I'm awareThat I once scratched out words on paperThey read:"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"Bold.Underlined.It was a nice gesture,A montage if you will.A wake up call,Far f... Posted by Apparition on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:38:00 PST |