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Apparition

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About Me

My name is Courtney.
My heart lives in the hands of this girl:

Her name is Rachel.

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I go to school and I work. I don't have time for anything else which makes me kind of grumpy most of the time, and by kind of grumpy I mean really. I could totally kick your ass, and if you think I won't, think again. December is going to be the best month of my life. I sing, or well I try to. I play the trumpet and just about every other instrument imaginable. I'm in marching band and yes, that makes me a total dork but I love it so fuck you. For the first time in my life, I just might be what some would call happy. Music makes my heart beat


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My Interests

[Music]

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is different, unique, and not afraid to be themselves. Anyone that can speak their mind without caring what others think.

Impress me...maybe I want to meet you

Music:

[30 Seconds to Mars]
[A change of Pace]
[A Static Lullaby]
[A Thorn For Every Heart]
[The Academy Is...]
[Action, Action]
[Alexisonfire]
[Amber Pacific]
[Anberlin]
[Armor For Sleep]
[As I lay Dying]
[Atreyu]
[Autopilot Off]
[Bayside]
[BEDlight for BlueEYES]
[Bedouin Soundclash]
[Beloved]
[Ben Folds]
[Billy Joel]
[Bleed the Dream]
[Boys Night Out]
[Brand New]
[Breaking Benjamin]
[Bright Eyes]
[Chasing Victory]
[Circa Survive]
[The Classic Crime]
[Coheed and Cambria]
[Cursive]
[Cute Is What We Aim For]
[Dashboard Confessional]
[Death Cab For Cutie]
[The Early November]
[Eighteen Visions]
[Emery]
[The Fall of Troy]
[Fightstar]
[Finch]
[Finger Eleven]
[Flogging Molly]
[Flyleaf]
[The Format]
[The Fray]
[From Autumn to Ashes]
[Frou Frou]
[Funeral For a Friend]
[Glasseater]
[Gym Class Heroes]
[Halifax]
[Hand to Hand]
[Haste the Day]
[He Is Legend]
[Hellogoodbye]
[Hidden In Plain View]
[Hit the Lights]
[Imogen Heap]
[Jimmy Eat World]
[June]
[The Junior Varsity]
[Less Than Jake]
[Letter Kills]
[Mae]
[Mayday Parade]
[Minus the Bear]
[Motion City Soundtrack]
[Nickelback]
[Northstar]
[October Fall]
[Panic! At the Disco]
[Pixes]
[Plain White T's]
[The Postal Service]
[Punchline]
[Quietdrive]
[The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus]
[Rise Against]
[Saosin]
[Scary Kids Scaring Kids]
[Secondhand Serenade]
[Senses Fail]
[Sherwood]
[Silverstein]
[Silversun Pickups]
[The Spill Canvas]
[Spitalfield]
[Straylight Run]
[Strung Out]
[Taking Back Sunday]
[Thousand Foot Krutch]
[Thrice]
[Thursday]
[Underoath]
[The Vandals]
[Waking Ashland]

Movies:

[Anything Tim Burton]
[Horror Flicks]
[Finding Nemo]
[The Holiday]
[The Da Vinci Code]
[The Lord of the Rings]
[Pirates of the Caribbean]
[Donnie Darko]
...I'm sure there are PLENTY more...

Television:

[CSI]
[Family Guy]
[Spongebob Squarepants]
[The Simpsons]
[Aqua Teen Hunger Force]
[Fuse.tv]
[South Park]
[Law and Order]
...and again I'm sure there are others...

Heroes:

my grandmother 3 i miss you so much

My Blog

tonight the screaming hurts

I’m not sure what the deal is lately, but, I’m finding myself to be very easily irritated.  I can’t figure out any reason as to whyother than I can’t remember to take my ...
Posted by Apparition on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:38:00 PST

Dance by yourself and think of me when you do

I swore itmade a pact with myselfthat I, Courtney Gordon, would never fall in love again ever.  I knew deep down that it would just be easier to steel away from everything and everyone that me...
Posted by Apparition on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 09:54:00 PST

April Sixteenth

For those of you who asked me "What happened?!"...here's my view.It was April. Just weeks earlier, spring took root in the campus community of Blacksburg, Virginia. A time of rebirth, this season br...
Posted by Apparition on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:10:00 PST

Chicago’s A Phone Call Away and I’ll Be Up All Night...

A touch to sear the skinMy heart beatsRapid.Irregular.My body screams I love youYet,I'm a million miles away.Really,I'm not that far,But this distance is killing me.And, oh god,I can't breathe.It seem...
Posted by Apparition on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 09:09:00 PST

Falling more in love with the distance put between us...

Dear Green Eyes, Your beautiful intoxication is taking its toll. It has sunken to the depths of my mind. An hour into a ten hour drive and I realize that I fell in love with you. I fell in love wit...
Posted by Apparition on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 03:02:00 PST

Car Rides Spark Epiphanies

Warm summer nights, melding with the change in seasons. We're stuck somewhere between winter and fall. The leaves on the trees bleed their colors, until they dissipate, for they alone cannot survive t...
Posted by Apparition on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 07:28:00 PST

Anxiety chokes me like razor wire...

"Breathing Is So Going Out Of Style"I'm my own worst enemy,Thoughts imploding my mind.A firefight,And bullets sear my brain,Take route through my veins,Leaving an impact in my heart.My emotions deluge...
Posted by Apparition on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:00:00 PST

Cross your heart and hope to die, you know I do...

Lagging completelyThis lack of sleep is starting to get to me.Tired 5 a.m. eyes stareA blink here or thereMoistens, masks the burning sensation.Delusional occurrence,Becoming more predominant.I'm not ...
Posted by Apparition on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 02:05:00 PST

Love is patient, Love is kind....

"Come Between Everything"The ties that bind our hands are on our necks and we're strangling for our final breath. We pass the torch along to our kids; we're burning there minds, but we can't touch the...
Posted by Apparition on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:49:00 PST

I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm...

"Worlds Worst Hypocrite"I'm awareThat I once scratched out words on paperThey read:"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"Bold.Underlined.It was a nice gesture,A montage if you will.A wake up call,Far f...
Posted by Apparition on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:38:00 PST