About Me

Hi! I can go by [Ash]ley, Dawn, and my new fav. Ash Dawn V. ; if you like. hee hee.
I'm totally random and I like to talk about pretty much everything.
Jesus Christ is my lord & savior & I'm alot closer to god than most would believe. ♥
I love shopping! Gah!! It's more of an addiction really...especially @ Mac & Sephora 4 makeup!! Try not to support my habit but if you feel the need 2 then by all means I won't throw myself in front of you..lol.
Vitamin Water...wow. Where do I begin? lol. I'm hooked for life and I'm never seen w/out one in hand. It's like happy in a plastic bottle. :]
I used 2 think I had sum pretty crappy friends but I've come 2 find that I have sum of the greatest friends that have always been on the sidelines that I never even recognized.Especially my best friend Mags &...
My Bestie Jenn! ♥ I'm sorry it took me so long to drop the others and realize what amazing ppl you all are. I love you guys!! It just took me sumtime 2 figure out that people don't change, they just find new ways to lie to you.
I love baking cakes n cupcakes & what not wen I'm bored...I cook occasionally too.
I love taking random, funny, awesome, gorgeous pictures with everybody!! Smile :D
I love getting all philosophical on ppl and making them think about things they never really do. Deep down I've always believed that I'm meant for sumthing big. Now I'm just waiting...
I get easily addicted to good music. lol. I can listen to one great song over and over and over again and never get sick of it. It's sum weird complex...
I hate being taken advantage of and basically being used. It leaves you with the worst feeling ever. I'm a really helpful person but I'm only nice to people who are deserving of kindness that I know will return it...in other words..and may I quote a certain friend, "Ima Bitch!" lol.
First impressions are everything to me! So make a good one! I don't really like judging people but sumtimes I slip, I mean I am only human. But people who have a habit of judging people regardless of whether its for appearance, wealth, race, speech, intelligence, or any other thing that makes us unique are definitely not gonna get along with me. Sorry.

.Judge Me, Fk You.

I love to laugh and I'm constantly joking around. I can be pretty silly just to make u smile or laugh. But I know when to be serious too.
I really like to write basically everything. Songs. Poems. Novels. Pretty much anything. I love drawing too. Painting, drawing, sketching, designing clothes, shoes, and everything else can keep me entertained for hours. I figure if they don't make it the way you want it then why not make it yourself?
I'm just really laid back and spastic at the same time. lol. I'll make stupid faces at u in the rear view mirror. I'll look at the stars w/you [spiderman style if necessary] I'll paint sumthing for you. I'll take random pics w/u. I'll stand up 4 you. I'll give you hugs! I'll skip across the freeway w/u [umm...maybe not..] I'll sing u 2 sleep. I'll buy u snow cones & dessert! [^_^♥] I'll stay up w/u till the next sunrise [dawn].
Music. It's one of the most important things in my life. It swims through my blood and lives in my lungs. I love to sing and dance. It's my secret let go process. It helps me feel more like me. I wanna be famous. lol. :]
Last but definitely not least I hate drama but oh how drama loves me! Geez! If you're drama or you plan on adding me just to argue save urself the embarrassment. Ur not gonna win! Arguing is my thing and I always win.
Let's be friends! If you're not gonna talk to me then don't bother adding me pls. I mean what's the point of being friends if you never talk? shitty friendship. lol. Cmnt me or message me niggs!...or not u know whatever. ha ha... :D
♥He stole my [heart] so I stole his last [name]♥ With/out a doubt the most important person in my life! ♥ ♥My Wonderful Gorgeous Adorable Husband John♥ Yes! We're too Fkn Cute!♥
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Yup that's right! Signed personally, shipped to my house, with a we love you note! I'm pretty much a bamf when it comes to my band ♥:D

♥He only comes to me in my dreams so sleep becomes addicting...♥
My heart is happily owned by the most amazing individual that I have ever had the privilege of loving. He's the reason I find myself getting up every morning for. Everything about him is perfect and I know this because other girls notice wen he walks by too. [lol] But that's ok because I know he only has eyes for me & i 4 him. Our love is so strong, nothing can break it. He's the person I hope 2 wake up 2 every morning for now and for the rest of my life. He's so warm and cuddly and just right! Wen I'm in his arms I know that I will never have 2 worry about anything going on in the world other than the sound of his heart beats. He's ALL mine & and I'm ALL his! So [yes] guys...Sorry! but I'm taken & always will be...♥

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♥My Idols♥

Miss Hayley Williams! [Gorgeous. She does what I dream of doing 4 a living!!]

Rachel Bilson [She's just beautiful and so adorable!]

We Roll Mad Deep Yo ♥["love. my angel on silver lines."]♥

"Take it or leave it." Were the words you chose over mine. So much reminds me of you and I miss your smile. 10:01 and this night is gone. I spent it ill while the world moves on. If time alone were the brush that paints with solace and misfortunate, my life would be a work of art. And I've seen this all before. Things shouldn't have gone this far. We shouldn't have gotten so close. But what made me believe? Was it the girl who made him forget all he's known. Every time he looked into her eyes. Or was it the boy who decided to give up his heart, and run away. Today is gone, tomorrow is mine but I'm still alone. (Keep breathing, keep dreaming, and keep singing for you). Bleeding out so much more, spilling blood since you've left. If I had a second chance id live a life waiting to death. So I walk to the store. I spent a buck fifty in quarters to buy the ring you said you liked, cause I'm thinking of you now. Now I drive to the coast. The place where I drown all my fears. Let the water set me free. I'm screaming can you hear? Or is this the end of everything I loved? Are we destined for more? Why can't you look me in the eyes and tell me what you want to. I know you want to so bad! But I've seen this all before. Things shouldn't have gone this far. We shouldn't have gotten so close. What made me believe? It was you who made me forget all that I've known. Every time I looked into your eyes. And it was me who decided to give up my heart and run away. Today is gone, tomorrow is mine, but I'm still alone.

Music:

His Story...

I have come to find that perfection is not a adjective. It does not live in a painting, a song, or a moment in oneâ€™s lifetime. Itâ€™s not like all the commercials depict; when a woman opens a small velvet box to find her boyfriend bent on one knee and a diamond ring inside. That is only a fraction of what perfection could try to be described as. Itâ€™s not only a feeling of overwhelmed bliss. I have learned that it lives within a person. A being so incredible youâ€™d have to look twice and feel his pulse just to make sure that he wasnâ€™t just a figment of your imagination. Heâ€™s the perfect prayer in a desperate hour. He's the love of my life. He always knows the ideal thing to say and w/out fail always says it at the perfect moment. He never ceases to amaze me. It hurts to be apart for even the smallest amount of time. I could never, even in my dreams, create such a heart & soul so faultless to be put into such an incredibly amazing person. To put into words what he truly means to me would be impossible. He, without a doubt, will always have the key to my heart. It beats for him and only him. He's my world. My everything. There's not a day I don't wake up just 2 see him or a night I don't go to bed just to dream of his kisses. His smile makes my whole day better no matter how horrible it started out. When we first met, our hearts were tattered and strung along a road of broken promises and hollow â€œI love youâ€™sâ€â€¦but weâ€™ve come to find that our hearts have mended and weâ€™ve learned to trust again; making our bond that much stronger for each other. Iâ€™m so glad that I have the opportunity to love someone as astounding as him.

Chpt. 1. "I turned to see him staring at me with my favorite smile so exquisitely strewn upon his perfect face. We sat in silence as I so acceptingly stared back at him in all his glory. I took the moment to burn every feature of him into my memory. His perfect jaw line that so carefully etched itâ€™s way into his high cheek bones. With his porcelain skin fixed gracefully over this bone structure. His gorgeous brown eyes that I could sink into for days, held the same warmth that his amazing smile did. It was all carefully organized and hid behind those faultless pristine pink lips. I sighed. â€œWhatâ€™s wrong babylove?â€ he asked in his silky resonating tone. I couldnâ€™t speak. So instead I moved ever so slightly you could have sworn time itself stopped and I slowly pressed my lips to his. Our eyes closed so naturally as we both reluctantly pulled away. I blinked out of the spell his kisses always left me under and remembered to breathe again. My heart raced and echoed in my ears. My rib cage gathered all of itâ€™s strength to try to control my heart from jumping out of my chest and into the palm of his delicately crafted hand. He smiled that sly smile of his again." - [LP"]C.

My Blog

So I conformed a bit. 100 things! ^_^

1 I wanna become pro @ Gears of War but I've never even played. lol2 My iPod is like my child; if I had a child.3 Until yesterday I had never dropped my camera.4 I love asian food.5 I could eat it eve...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 03:26:00 PST

Gun violence & Wut it has 2 do w/YOU!!!

Ok so for the record this isnt 4 any of the following ppl:1 Jenn & Gabe2 John & Joe3 Fred, Mags, Chick, or anyone else im personally close to 4 My parents.5 Any1 i have met in the past r 4 the...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 02:36:00 PST

Birthday Weekend Pictures!!! [Finally!!!]

Dinner My GirlsMy GuysMy ParentsThe GroupMy HusbandAfter dinner came...NUMBERS!!! :DThe Fkrs Who Kidnapped My Camera After Numbers..lol.ok you guys ya'll got ya'lls pictures so stop asking!! ha ha jk...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Thu, 10 May 2007 07:28:00 PST

.John.

Im lying on the floor and he walks in. He gives me an awkward tilt of his head but decides to join me instead of asking questions. He takes my hand and its spinning dizzy air as I stare into his eye...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 05:25:00 PST

Imperfection At It's Best [poem]

Imperfection At It's BestI am an avid lover. Capable of illuminating a room, And creating sound. Im electric and if u don't watch your step, U just might fall for me. I've been known 2 break a fe...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:25:00 PST

Poem For Sale Readers For Hire

Just let him know I tried. All those nights I made sure I was preoccupied. It was only friendly fire. I've got a gun for sale and a sniper for hire. A box of bullets with etched in tears. A barre...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:33:00 PST

Chpaters Left Unwritten

This is stuff I've written that I never put up...they're not neccesarily poems or stories...they're just things I've written...and they're not really chapters..its just how i organized them...take it ...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:51:00 PST

.Never Again.

the scortched tissue peeled back from ur lifeless heart, exposing you for what u truley are, ur beautiful, and this proves it, ur perfect, inside and out, never again, never again, i wont ki...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:39:00 PST

All For YOU!!

"The calm before the storm was a love all for you" The rain came down so hard, I barely noticed your screams, The water hid your tears, And drowned you in all your dreams, The lightenin...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:10:00 PST

Never Take Friendship Personal

There's a hatchet got a knife When I awoke there was nothing real in this life But dreams are so intoxicating, (intoxicating) When you're doing this alone Gun, rope, brick on the way But words have no...
Posted by Ashley [Stole His Heart & Last Name] ™ on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 06:21:00 PST