J'abdique mon triomphe personnel...

About Me

I AM 20 YEARS OLD AND I STILL DIDN'T MENAGE TO DEVELOPE MY OWN INDIVIDUAL INTERESTS AND AN INTERNALLY BASED IDENTYTY AND I THINK THIS FACT MAKES ME A QUIET SAD AND EMPTY PERSON.The only things I know, are that I love to write poems, essays, collect magical "snapshots" by the use of words and shortstories. I draw, I make collages... I like my BLONDE and CURLY hair, the colours RED, VIOLET, DARK-BLUE, PETROL, DARK-GREEN, BROWN, BLACK, GREY, COPPERTONES and CHAMPAGNE or CREAM. I am a very visual person, but I like subtile things. I guess there is a lot to tell about me, my personality and so on, but these are rather trivial things that in the end lead to a bad reputation or make people uncertain.My weakness is adaption, I try to adapt to often and this makes me a mediocre copy...being like this hurts and causes pain and it is nothing more than hypocricy.

My Interests

Literature, movies, mythology, art...and everyhing else that can express minds and hearts...things which make you understand philosophy, religion, history, psychology, political thoughts...

I'd like to meet:

You are a
Social Moderate
(43% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(18% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat
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Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

Music:

BjÃ¶rk, Sigur RÃ³s, Portishead, PJ Harvey, JosÃ© Gonzales, Trespassers William, Fiona Apple, Beck,Kean, Groove Armada, City Smog, Garbage,Placebo,Marylin Manson, Peter Gabriel, Sting,Interpol, Editors, R.E.M., Tracy Chapman,Counting Crows,Deftones,Heather Nova, The Jesus and Mary Chains, Mazzy Star, Katie Melua, Gnarles Barkley, Madrugada,Muse, Moldy Peaches, Adam Green, The Cranberries, Bloc Party, Sinead O`Connor, Sade, Amy Man, Enio Morricone,Cat Stevens, Ash,Morrissey, Sued, The Smiths, Pink Floyd, Marillion,The Beatles, Richard Ashcroft, The Verve,Sarah McLachlan, Team Sleep, Skin, Skunk Anansie, Starsailor, Blur, Aretha Franklin, Count Basie, Duke Ellington, Ella Fitzgerald, Rasputina, Air, Teddy Thompson, Cerys Matthews, DULCE PONTES, Enio Morricone

Movies:

Stealing Beauty, Elizabethtown, Corpse Bride, Onegin, Joint Venture, Lumikuningatar`s Snow Queen, Damage, The Red Shoes, Fenster mit Aussicht, White Oleander, Marie Antoinette,

Television:

...waste of brain and time.

Books:

J.R.R. Tolkien, Alessandro Baricco, Isabel Allende, E.T.A. Hoffmann, Georg BÃ¼chner, E.A. Poe, Jeffrey Eugenides, Val McDermid, Marya Hornbacher, Joyce Maynard, Andreas SteinhÃ¶fel, Irvine Welsh, Victor Hugo, Arnaldur Indridason, Passalina, Virginia Woolf, Oscar Wilde, Jane Austen, J.D. Salinger, Gustav Meyrink, Franz Kafka, John Irving, F.Scott Fitzgerald, Hannah Green, Jorge Semprun, Andrzej Szczypjorski, Michail Bulgakov, Vladimir Nabokov,

Heroes:

People who have the luck to be honest in every situation, people who know who they are.

My Blog

I am so sad today sigh ...

If I was able and if I had the time to, I would cry all day long...who cares? There are so many, many reasons for my beautiful and sad mood today...who cares? I want to freeze time and nature right no...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 09:58:00 PST

Only I know what I want to say by that...not even Miss Gibbons!

Portishead - Glory Box Lyrics I'm so tired, of playingPlaying with this bow and arrowGonna give my heart awayLeave it to the other girls to playFor I've been a temptress too longJust. .Give me a reaso...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 11:54:00 PST

Song of the Hour

...who doesn´t feel and think that way sometimes?"Right Where It Belongs"See the animal in his cage that you builtAre you sure what side you're on?Better not look him too closely in the eyeAre you sur...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST

What the fuck???? L§$%&=)`*+'''...

VIVA schauen macht ja schon eh krank genug, aber heute hätte ich am liebsten meinen Kopf gegen die Tastatur hämmern können, denn:man höre und staune...die, der deutschen Sprache nicht mächtigen, Mich...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 04:39:00 PST

SIGH.....hmmm...

when I was 15 I really loved that song, it´s not extraordinary, but nice:Singer: Elizabeth fraserComposer: Craig ArmstrongTHIS LOVEThis loveThis love is a strange loveIn that it can lift a loveThis lo...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 05:58:00 PST

Video killed the radio star.

Dieses Lied ist kritisch...die medien verpesten unsere Hirne....aber doch macht es gute Laune....I heard you on my wireless back in Fifty TwoLying awake intent at tuning in on you.If I was young it di...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 05:37:00 PST

So sind sie...die Bloggs....

Irgendwie sind nur noch die blogs interessant, welche die Welt restlos kritisieren...Selbstmord? Nein! Ach Quatsch...jeden Tag gibts eine Schwarze Komödie im Woody Allen oder Monty Python Stil gratis....
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 10:09:00 PST

Ist das arm! ...Idiotie, ICH, die Welt und die Philosophie.

ich frage mich im moment, habe ja eh nichts besseres zu tun als den ganzen lieben langen tag vor mich hin zu philosophieren. zum vor sich hin vegitieren bin ich zu hyperaktiv, zu pefektionistisch...tu...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 11:50:00 PST

I am bored.

TEN EMOTIONS.1. are you missing someone right now?: Julia, Silvia and Mila 2. are you happy?: after great days I am extraordinary depressed 3. are you talking to anyone right now?: I don`t ...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 08:07:00 PST

Snow Queen

Snow QueenI remember November daysI remember December nightsYour soft, long lashes I try to touchI remember all our timesWell, I remember all your doubtsWe dance at the Blue HourThe bluest and saddest...
Posted by J'abdique mon triomphe personnel... on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 04:52:00 PST