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About Me

I am from a small town and I always hated that. But as I got older I realized that being from a small town is so much better. People are real and friends are really friends and not just some fake ass guy trying to just be friends to get what he wants or some stupid bitch acting like something she wishes she could be. I would doing anything for my friends and help them as much as I could because I know they would do the same for me but it is really family that matters the most to me in my life. They have always been there for me whether I was right or wrong.I am pretty shy till you get to know me. So most people take it as me just being snotty. Dont get me wrong. I can be snotty but trust me you will know. I just like to live my life to the fullest because it can be taken away from you just as fast as it was given.

[-Doll Face-]

Live Journal

It's better to be hated for who you are, than loved for who you are not

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

My Interests

Marilyn Monroe. Black Roses. Stillettos. Tattoos. Diamonds.Reading. Art. Chinchillas. Music. Piercings. MAC

I'd like to meet:

Smart ass-yet a sweetheart. Is that possible? Yes it is. I am engaged to him

He makes me smile and He makes me laugh.

Shut the window, love. Keep the world outside

.. .. Faith L0st

.Dark Desires.

Music:

Divide.Augustana.The Bravery. AFI. The Used. HIM. Guns N Roses. The Faint. Much The Same. HIMSA. The Smiths. Tsunami Bomb. NIN. Blondie. Lylah. Placebo. Pretty Girls Make Graves. Kill Hannah. Run Run Run. Thursday. Strawberry. Finch. Avenged SevenFold. Still Life Projector. Stereotactic. Brand New.

Movies:

Little Black Book.True Romance. Beetlejuice. Pretty Woman. Some Like It Hot. The Crow. Edward Scissorhands. Gia. Unfaithful. Nightmare Before Christmas. What Dreams May Come. Blow. Prey For Rock & Roll. Party Monster .Alice In Wonderland.Kill Bill.

Books:

Paint It Black. Blonde.House of Leaves.Every Breath You Take

My Blog

Time To Go

Bobby and I have been talking about moving again. I want to get out of Bakersfield. It's hot here and I dont like most the people here either. We went to O.C. to get away from everything for a couple ...
Posted by Tay on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:02:00 PST

Old Friend & New Ones

Over the weekend Bobby had to do a photo shoot for RZST. So instead of using the same people over and over again we had some friends from O.C. come to Bakersfield. We went to a lot of cool and creepy...
Posted by Tay on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 02:03:00 PST

FUCK BAKO

I HATE THIS TOWN.. THIS PLACE IS DEPRESSING. TOO MANY CLOSE MINDED PEOPLE. TOO MANY THAT THINK IF YOU DONT GO TO CHURCH THAN YOUR NOTHING. WELL FUCK OFF. I CANT WAIT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE. TOO M...
Posted by Tay on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 05:23:00 PST

immature little girls

I hate Bakersfield, the bros in the town and the young girls. Dont be nice to my face and all buddy buddy, talk shit to me about someone freak bitch girl. Then turn around and be all buddy with her an...
Posted by Tay on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 09:16:00 PST

Life Goals

I personally have never really had any big goals. I just always looked at life as what ever happens, happens for a reason. The one thing I have always dreamed of doing is modeling. It's a hard busine...
Posted by Tay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When Someone You Love Dies

You Dont Lose Them All At Once You Lose Them In Pieces It still seems like yestserday that you were with us. I already know how it feels to lose somebody you really love but to lose you...well it w...
Posted by Tay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Any Minute It Could Be Over

After a busy day at work I came home to sit and check out LiveJournal. Of course the first persons LiveJouranl I always look at is Stef's. I start to read her latest entries and I get news about her...
Posted by Tay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

NO BLACK

So this Saturday I have to go to a Wedding in Newport Beach on a boat.. Oh course it's an early morning wedding so I can not go in all black. Considering I have red and black hair it is hard to find ...
Posted by Tay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Amazing Band

Waking up to a phone call from my manager saying it's slow just come in at noon. Made me a very happy little girl. More sleep for me :) Considering I was working a short shift my day went by pretty...
Posted by Tay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

PhotoShoot For Rezistance

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Posted by Tay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST