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____________________________________________________________ ________________________________________ "A deep thinker.
Cold at times, but will surprise you with caring deeply for the homeless, but not so much for someone closer. A bit of a social climber. Very hard on himself. Always thinking the worst is around the corner. very VERY opionated. A hot mess at times. Alter ego of a british fellow after 5 Jamesons....approximately. Stupidly honest. A whore at times. A boy's boy. Loves to be adored. Anyone around him adores him, male or female. Enjoys the attention regardless of your sex. A life long friend, as long as you dont carry drama. A future designer. Can write his feelings better than verbally expressing them, to the point of provoking tears. A truth-seeker for himself. Smarter then he wants people to know. A broken wing fixer. A black sheep. A saver, not a sharer. Oh, and did I say a HOT MESSS?"
-Anonymous Truth Box comment. 12/30/08 ____________________________________________________________ ________________________________________
I AM:
The hunter who's killed by his dog. The statue burnt down into lead. The problem you don't want to solve. The lover who dies in his bed. The doctor with a needle in his arm. The cartoon that makes you feel sad. The secret that everyone has. The cancer that never turns black. The actor who's scared to perform. The sunshine that hides in the clouds. The father that couldn't be found. The cuckoo that never flew south. The Christian that cannot forgive. The dreamer who jumps off the bridge. The sinner who hates how he lives.
The liar who gets what he gives.
I AM ME.
LITTLE BITS:
I adore coffee and coffee shops. The more eclectic/non-commercial they are, the better. I'm a huge art fan; be it photography, photo manipulation, rendering and graphic design. I enjoy furniture and architecture, especially those things with an overall dark, industrial, neo-modern and/or futuristic apect. I must have a mechanical mindframe, because I am very attracted to all things electronic and mechanical. I absolutely adore music (see below). I'm frequently seen in Hollywood, at the beach when the weather permits, and on the road, driving aimlessly. Music is my hidden agenda, my driving aperature.
BUENO:
art..music..driving..coffee..being clean..rainy days..cityscapes..indy films..electronic gizmos..elipses and parenthesis(...)..hairstyles and colors..doc martins..some degree of organization..EuroChow(officially the coolest restaurant in existance)..fashion..adobe products..symmetry..traveling..psychology (the human mind and behaviors in general)..nightclubs..books..fiction(C.S.Lewis,Terry Pratchet books, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings)..Donna Karen..writing..learning/education..nighttime(I'm waiting for the night to fall)..my car.. tim burton..girls with short hair..strategically place tatoos and piercings..Kenneth Cole..mechanical and futuristic things..the gym..spinning music..pin-ups..strategic lighting..individuality..Leonardo Da Vinci..Sanjay Kothari..Lucky Strikes..pomade..music..God
NO BUENO:
most people..Sara Mohr..anybody else on the road with me..excessively hot weather (i.e. Phoenix)..ignorance..speed bumps..being sick..anything Abercrombie... anything..lazy people..team sports..rap music..randomly placed/thoughtless tatoos and peircings ..country music..bad hygine..feeling "stuck"..drugs, all of them (yup, including pot)..people with no goals/interests/motivation..flies..ants..death metal music...the list is endlesssssssssssssss........

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

sub·cul·ture:

A subculture is a set of people with a set of behaviors and
beliefs, which could be distinct or hidden, that differentiate
them from the larger culture to which they belong.

Subcultures can be distinctive because of the age, race, ethnicity, class, and/or
gender. The qualities that determine a subculture as distinct may be aesthetic,
intellectual, religious, political, sexual, or a combination of these factors.
Subcultures are often defined via their opposition to the values of the larger
culture to which they belong, although this definition is not universally
agreed on by theorists. Members of a subculture will often signal their
membership through a distinctive and symbolic use of style. Therefore, the
study of subculture often consists of the study of the symbolism attached to
clothing, music and other visible affectations by members of the subculture.



My Blog

I miss you...9.12.06

I can't believe how much I miss you already. Well, both of you. Actually, all three of you. It's times like this when I wish I wasn't an over-analytical bastard. To the first:    &n...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 00:19:00 GMT

This one's for you

I feel so far away from love 'Cus I can never get enough Like the kid with the cookie jar And if I came back from the grave for a while Would you, could you make a dead man smile I´ll wear you on my a...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 03:12:00 GMT

11.8.05 11:59pm

  What's more amazing to me than how fast time flies, is how often we don't even realize that it's past us at all.     Music does have that strange intrinsic ability to lead us ba...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 23:58:00 GMT

7.29.05 1:43am

manipulations grow subtly, yet you're still rushing. don't you know you're my summer night, the breeze blowing across my cheek. i've waited and waited. have i got the point? clasp my chest. i feel mov...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jul 2005 17:07:00 GMT

What did she say?

Where are we? What the hell is going on? The dust has only just began to fall, Crop circles in the carpet. Sinking. Feeling. Spin me around again and rub my eyes. This can't be happening. Whe...
Posted by on Mon, 23 May 2005 02:13:00 GMT

5.10.05 7:22am

I am so sick and tired of assumptions. They are like a sickness, a disease that spreads through, divouring all that was once known to be true. Assumptions are like a poison that spreads throughout o...
Posted by on Tue, 10 May 2005 07:27:00 GMT