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Natural Born Killer

You're always thinking about me...

About Me

I'm 22 and much to noones surprise, I'm sure - atleast no surprise to anyone who knows me, Ive found myself in yet another Shane type/pisces-aquarian situation.I know Ive grown as a person since I last edited this thing. However Im not sure Ive progressed immensely and I suppose its ok in some respect because everyone has their own journey and own speed at which they develop or experience. However i cant help but at times do what i always do and metaphorically/psychologically beat the sh*t out of myself. One of the only things that keeps me being my smiley self and having hope for the future is being a part of a positive change in someone elses life. Or knowing i was the catalyst or atleast was the support that got someone into their own and as a result became able to carry on by themselves and have the confidence they couldnt find and see the beauty they couldnt see or recognize the intelligence they couldnt realize. You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.
Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile


What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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brought to you by Your Birthdate: February 22
You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.
Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true
Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid
Your power color: Silver
Your power symbol: Square
Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

LAYOUT BY: The East Coast

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

my naked man. " The Naked Man" posted in blog. .::I'd LiKe 2 MeEt nOn-AsShOliSh TyPeS. NoT fAKe aLwaYs A pLus. I'm NoT EveR aWaRE Of What IM lOokEn 4. AnD i DoNt kNoW iF IlL eVEr bE AwARe wHeN i FInd iT. JusT pEoplE ThAt HaVe "soMeThinG 2 SaY" eVeRy OnCe In A wHilE::.Take the quiz: "Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~"

Pretty girl By;Sugarcult
If you get told all the time your beautiful but you don't believe it. You can never find that one special person that you've been looking for...but your a pretty girl right? It does'nt make sense to you...if your beautiful but you always seems like theres no guys who like you...to you love is an excuse to get hurt...and don't worry your just like me. Aquarius

You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra
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Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say? Pisces

You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio
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My Blog

an effort at the impossible

phew! oh my god ive been working on this hardcore. i got the inspiration and instead of being the more easy going relaxed perfectionist ive been more of a determined self involved strict perfectionist...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 06:09:00 GMT

Long Overdue addition to my postings of poems

"Modern Athena" I stand beside you         &nb sp;     In your timid garden   You, our modern Athena     ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 20:15:00 GMT

A typical Shane Paul blog

So yea...here it is - a ruff draft atleastso far "Trouble"Was my guard - my intentional oblivion Perceived as irreverance? Is Cupid teaching me a lesson or am I being blessed?Is all of this...my heart...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 02:55:00 GMT

For those who might inquire about what I desire in a man

"The Naked Man"My life - mundaneMy dreams - eroticI still remain saneYet my love - stoicMy eyes - a squeeky faucetDripping with tears, of yearningMy heart - a flameFlickering, trying to forgetIts desi...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 05:16:00 GMT

Disorders of the Dissassociative

Part 1?"Have I asked myself what it means to me?" , just the question alone (without stating my purpose for this "regurgitation") is provoking.  Naturally my response was, "Uhh...(insert: chuckle...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:18:00 GMT

Eager to Be Blind - (ruff draft 1)

Looking back...(on my still ongoing expedition of self-discovery)I found myself sailing through the unpredictable seas of love.    All the while searching with inquistitionFor assurance...
Posted by on Fri, 12 May 2006 03:46:00 GMT

survey thing

whats your full name ?Tha Shit a.k.a Shanewhats your fav sport/ hobby ?Getting lost in creationwhats your fav movie?Probably Girl, Interrupted or Shark Talewhats your fav video game?Ren and Stimpy for...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Apr 2005 03:51:00 GMT

Dont think cuz I understand, I care.

"Whatever" I'll just deal, I say And yet, it breaks my black stone indifferency of a heart Eyes with oceans but, at bay A face - with dry skin - soaked with stationary, imagi...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Mar 2005 19:46:00 GMT

the brand spankin new testament

"TRANSCENDENCE" Blood, Beauty Normality, Ignorance Transcendence...into, what? Nothing, probably As the numbing prevails The need The blood seems cold As the eyes of beholders Capture a...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Mar 2005 13:23:00 GMT

Took me 3 yrs to finally decide this was done

i was 14 when i wrote the first draft. "That is all I can see" Hey I dont feel so good! Often as the appearance of the moon I get mad Mad? Mad, like I'm in a craze My body g...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Feb 2005 08:26:00 GMT