Abu

.unlike before, i dedicate to an idea, rather than a person. i detest your mentality. i despise your ego. your motives drive me into a wall cluttered with pictures of our past. they are all me sitting on the floor alone. and you know WHY im on the FLOOR!? because you told me that if i wasnt careful, i would fall. i figure, if i sit on the ground, i have less room to fall. and furthermore, i am alone in all these pictures because you fooled me. you fooled me into believing that i was worth too much for people. you told me i deserved better than the world. and this relates me by myself how? thats right, bitch, it doesnt! so i tell you this in hopes you dont understand... ive found the people youve tried to keep me from and it was the worst no best mistake i ever made.. you are a LOVER I DONT HAVE TO LOVE. but wheres my smile, wheres the happiness? i just wanted to be your little nothing. just one in a million. Throw me in head first besides him and him and even him too, and the rest of the ones i don't know about. pick me out when you want me and use me like a crayon until my color clashes with your background. c.r.