Everything is not okay. |
I just have to say sorry to all of my friends that I've been neglecting. I've been withdrawn and progressively more depressed since October. So nothing against any of you, I'm just still fucked in the...
Posted by Solinar on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:40:00 PST |
Such a lonely day, and its mine. |
I'm going fucking crazy right now. My hubby has been in Texas on a business trip since Monday. It's just not natural for a husband and wife to be apart this long. I kept waking up last night like...
Posted by Solinar on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:42:00 PST |
Coming out of the Crazy Closet |
First off, before I begin, I ask you to throw out any preconceived notions and/or judgements you may have about me and just read this with an open-mind.
I feel I may have misled a lot of you by hiding...
Posted by Solinar on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:39:00 PST |
Yesterday’s Struggle |
So life's not all peaches 'n cream, and she lived happily ever after. I spent the entire day yesterday dying to drink and arguing with myself and my husband about how I should be able to have just one...
Posted by Solinar on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 08:55:00 PST |
I am so HIGH! |
High on life that is! I feel so great, it's amazing. And I'm HAPPY! Just felt the need to share that.
*edit* stupid embed thing isn't working.. guess I'll just change my main page song then for...
Posted by Solinar on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:35:00 PST |
Happy Happy Joy Joy |
The world isn't as intimidating anymore, in fact, it's quite the opposite. While I was lost in an alcoholic depressed state all those years, I knew that I was bringing everyone down with me. What I di...
Posted by Solinar on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 08:48:00 PST |
Patience is a Virtue |
I've realized what has been making this so difficult for me lately. It's my impatience. My life is fear-driven and when I finally get up the balls to do something, I want people to notice and acknowle...
Posted by Solinar on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 07:42:00 PST |
By the power of Grey Skull! |
Day 34!
So these past couple of weeks have been extremely rough. I'm just barely hanging by a thread. I've got to step-up my participation in the AA program. I guess I've just been half-assing it. Onl...
Posted by Solinar on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:44:00 PST |
Milestone |
30 DAYS! I've been sober for 30 days today! I get a chip next time at AA woot! lol
Seriously though, I can't believe how much I've changed in the past couple of weeks. I have hit some rough spots, but...
Posted by Solinar on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:42:00 PST |
This is your brain on drugs |
Remember those commercials back in the day with the frying pan and the egg? I had a dream that kind of reminded me of those commercials, and I'd be willing to bet that my subconcious had this dream on...
Posted by Solinar on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:41:00 PST |
