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PONDERWANDER

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About Me


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I am trying to learn to be more open. I don't like sharing, and I try to keep my emotions hidden. I don't trust you enough if I don't know you, and too much if I do. I don't like dumb people. I care too much too. I'm never as pissed as I look either.

Warning! by Jenny Joseph

When I am Old I will wear Purple!When I am an old woman, I shall wear purple - - With a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me. And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves and satin sandles, And say we've no money for butter. I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tired and gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells and run with my stick along public railings, and make up for the sobriety of my youth. I shall go out in my slippers in the rain and pick flowers in other people's gardens and learn to spit! You can wear terrible shirts and grow more fat and eat three pounds of sausages at ago, or only bread and pickles for a week, and hoard pens and pencils and beermats and things in boxes. But now we must have clothes that keep us dry, and pay our rent and not swear in the street, and set a good example for the children. We must have friends to dinner and read the papers. But maybe I ought to practice a little now? So people who know me are not too shocked and surprised when suddenly I am old, And start to wear purple!

My Interests

Friends, family, swimming, boys (more fun and much better then girls in general),over-coming concupiscence,music, weight lifting,happiness, personal fullfillment, philosophy, reading, living, fun.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet whom ever comes my way, no one in particular really. I have no interest in the famous. Celebrities are people too, just with more money, and more emotional problems then I would never want to deal with.

Music:

a m b i e n t and far too many more to write down, and most of which I don't know the name or the band. I can generally get into what ever is thrown at me, unless it's bad.

Movies:

hmmm. lets see: Party Monster, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Donnie Darko, About Schmidt, the Good Girl, Total Recall, Fight Club, Boondock Saints, American History X,Everything's Illuminated, Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream........a bunch more, those that are either dark or funny anyway...normally nothing sappy, although those types of movies are fun to make fun of.

Television:

The Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, an occasional episode of the Real Word or some other dumb show on MTV, and most everything on the Discovery /Natural Geographic/History Channel , whatever......i don't really watch TV all that much. I tend to have better things to do.

Books:

A Storm of Swords, A Clash of Kings, A Game of Throwns, the Fountainhead, the Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Fevre Dream, The Tarzan series, Ad Nauseum, Solipsist, Crime and Punishment, The Color Purple, Animal Farm , Wise Blood,...Apathy, anything BY CHUCK Palahniuk One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest,Junkie, Haary Potter's okay but i dont get tooexcited about it, etc...i forget a lot of titles
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Heroes:

My DAD and Grandma . Anyone who defies conformity, and lives life the way they want to.