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d e z ♥

Beautiful Nightmare ♥

About Me

17. Senior. FHS. Capricorn.
I'm bisexual , with a strong GiRL preference.
I'm single. Make me interested.
I'm waiting for someone to take my breath away ♥
My sister is the most amazing person in the world.

I hate Chinese food.
I'm totally a Democrat .
I love romance, like whoooa.
Don't lie to me and say I'm beautiful .
McDonalds chicken nuggets are the best thing ever.

I'm dying to find someone who loves me for my mind.

WTF its Dez

( MY POST SECRET. )

I COULD HAVE ANOTHER YOU IN A MINUTE.

My Interests


Katherine Moennig has my heart. Depth. Romance. Relationships. Intelligence.

I'd like to meet:



The Adorable Ones
Not only is Bobbi my strength, she's my entire world. I would die instantly for her with a smile on my face. No one could ever come between us.
Adrianna is like my sister, and I love her as one. We have our inside jokes, AND we don't need alcohol to have a good time (altho we usually do haha). I love her to death, she's close to my heart.. even tho she's straight! Ick. :]

Many people misunderstand Julie , but she's my best friend. I wouldn't have made it through half the shit I have without her. No one understands me like she does. I adore her.

I love Liz becuz she's so wild and crazy. She means a lot to me, and I hope she never changes. No one can lick carpet as good as her! =)
I will never forget Sam as long as I live. She's beautiful, funny, and has impacted my life so much. She's such a great person, and deserves the best.

I love hanging out with Tiffanie . She is like my little sister. She may look sweet and innocent, but she's a real kick back kinda gal. Hanging out with her is a blast, she's so fun to be around.

Kasey is one of those girls that you see, and instantly fall in love with. What's honestly not to love? She's so gorgeous, and friendly as heck. You can't help but fall for her.
As soon as I met Maribel I knew she was special. She caught my attention right away. It took everything out of me to keep my heart from bursting when she talked to me. She is so beautiful, inside and out.
Crazy? Yes. Beautiful? Yes. Amazing? Yes. Veronica is all of these things. I love this girl so much. She is so very close to me. We have a strange relationship, but it works for both of us. I hope she never changes, I adore her just the way she is.

Heroes:

Dude. The Care Bears! Haha. My sister Bobbi is my hero, and I love her so much! People who stand up for themselves.. aren't scared to be who they are. Wont change anyone else. People who rebel against what's wrong.

My Blog

Counting Stars Wishing I Was Okay

Someone actually thought I was bisexual last night.Normally, everyone thinks I'm straight.(EWWWW.. I don't know why.. I must "look" it or something..)But when I went to the center, he said I looked bi...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 06:15:00 PST

Everyone But Me Knows

Sooooo.. I need to get back into the GAY community.At my school, there are only boys.EWWWWWW.The only girls there that are gay are either:1. Taken.2. Not interested.3. Been with Bobbi. I need to have ...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 01:52:00 PST

I Can Hear The Angels Laughing

Ha. So I saw John tonight. I really miss that boy. Right now I'm at Adrianna's house. We're getting wasted on tequila (Jose Cuervo).. again haha. I miss Sam and Maribel.. those girls are truly amazing...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:54:00 PST

Things Will Never Be The Same

THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS"Over And Over"I feel it everyday it's all the sameIt brings me down but I'm the one to blameI've tried everything to get awaySo here I go againChasing you down againWhy do I do...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 01:03:00 PST

It Was Only A Kiss..

Uggggh. I hate when people fucking lie to me. I hate it more when I can tell they are lying. You're looking right at me, and you're fucking lying to me. Why? What do you have to prove..?  ...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 02:14:00 PST

Wait, WTF?

Sooooo.. I'm single. WTF? Kay. Erik wont be in work until Friday. He got suspended. PFFFT. Jack is "done" with me. When it's my family he should have a problem with.. I miss Chris.. but the Chris that...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 06:59:00 PST

She Goes Left, And You Stay Right

Isn't funny how when you want someone, they don't want you? Or when someone wants you.. you don't want them? OR! When you want someone, and you actually get them.. you don't want them anymore? How do ...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:48:00 PST

If That's Your Girl, Better Watch Your Back

I like girls. Yeeeah. So deal. :]...
Posted by Dez ♥ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 12:31:00 PST

Ha. Gurgle.

Soooooo.. I love you. Yuuup....
Posted by Dez ♥ on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:27:00 PST

JACK iS A FUCKiNG LiAR

Jack cheated on me. I'm so done with that piece of shit....
Posted by Dez ♥ on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 08:06:00 PST