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About Me


Myspace profiles often sound trite and pretentious, so this is all you get. A Generic survey, that is.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Carolyn but a lot of people call me Cat.
Birthday: Early August.
Birthplace: WA.
Current Location: Bellingham, WA
Eye Color: Blue, grey, or green. OoooOo they change color!
They're actually a dark blue ring surrounding a grey field with orange spots, but who's being specific? *looks around*
Hair Color: Dark brown.
Height: I have shrunken from a victorious 5'6" (fuck you, trebek), to a diminutive 5'5". :(
Right Handed or Left Handed: Very, very dominantly Right-handed, but at my last job I had a lot of time so I learned how to write a little with my left. It was awesome, you should have been there.
Your Heritage: A whole ton of irish and swedish, with pinches of german and english with a dash of italian. I'm a cracker-ass euromutt! Haha :D There are so many cracker-ass euromutts with similar genetic composition, it's nuts...we obviously multiply too much.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Unbelievably painful (but so cute) little black flats.
Your Weakness: Oh man. Where do I start?
I fall ass over teakettle for men I can't really have. I'm writing a terribly heartbreaking story about it now except that it's science fiction so no one will know it's secretly about ME!! *Rubs hands together maniacally* MY EVOLL THOTS SHALL REMAIN FOREVER ELUSIVE! SUCCESS!
I also fall in love with inanimate objects. Melancholy, idyllic, and unrequited, all. Pointless and painful.
Animals. I love them and adore them and instantly go retarded for them. They are funny and perfect and I want like 80 some day.
I have the tendency to martyr myself out.
I hurt and injure myself -- A LOT. It's impressive, really. I've got stories for days.
Some social situations, ACK! I totally clam up. I have mild social anxiety.
Manipulation. I'm the easiest person to manipulate, and it really sucks sometimes. I'm an incurable sucker for a sob story, pity play, guilt trip, or what appear to be the emotional needs of others even when they aren't real. It gets old.
I'm an over-empathetic bleeding heart pansy.
I also tend to have a periodically-emerging wicked attitude problem to overcompensate for being that way.
The soulfully-colored eyes / dark hair combo. Sigh.
Nerds. Always nerds.
Weather -- Sun, rain, wind, thunderstorms, I love it all!
Anything outside, really.
Procrastination like whoa.
Blowing off my responsibilities to go frolic.
I think too much. It never shuts the fuck up.
Ninjas?
I'm an over-analytical pain in the ass.
I feel things too deeply.
Your Fears: *cracks knuckles*
Heights. spiders (though that one is getting better), airplanes used to be huge but that just suddenly disappeared, ummmm physical pain and injury, horrible accidents that I will have no control over, diseases, driving behind people on the freeway that have something in tow (boats, logs, pipes, yard equipment, furniture, canoes, bikes, whatever) because I am ABSOLUTELY convinced that it's going to fly through my windshield and decapitate me! o.O Sociopaths, dying a helpless and panic-inducing death (drowning, burning alive), *EEK!* THE DARK! Including deep space *shiver* Which is strange because I love it too.
Your Perfect Pizza: Olives and green bell peppers. Or a Greek.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I haven't even started my LAST New Year's resolutions, so what's the point!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Haha; LOL. I use both religiously though. Probably because I'm always smiling and laughing at...well, everything...and have an irrepressible urge to convey that to others :)
Thoughts First Waking Up: OH SHIT! What time is it?!
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes. My feet are pretty cute too though.
Your Bedtime: Whenever something isn't keeping me up.
Your Most Missed Memory: Summers on the water, the old family dog Sneak, and my brother Ted.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke. Pepsi kind of sucks.
Have you Been in Love: Fuck yes I have and it sucks. I have met a lot of people and done a lot of dating, but loved just a few. And it ruins me.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Hmmmmm. I'll answer another day.
Your Personality Is Idealist
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
The Three Question Personality Test
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Armand Van Helden - oh wait, already did once! *dies* It was almost perfect. I let him know he changed my life and even got a hug out of it, without gushing or being an idiot. Definitely a first for yours truly (not embarrassing myself, that is). But then my dipshit friends at the time went and made a scene and got all over him and freaked out even though they had no idea who he was, so I had to walk away. Aw.
Stephen Hawking. How humbling would it be to meet the smartest person alive?!
Brian Greene and Timothy Ferris, since we're on the subject of nerds. But especially Brian Greene <3 Helllooooooo hot nerd.
Lupe Fiasco and Common, both I love - MMM they have that Chicago soul...
A-trak. He's adorable and super talented. Honestly I'd settle just for seeing him play again. That is close enough.
Angelina Jolie, Natalie Portman, Milla Jovovich, or Ziyi Zhang. They are all exquisite, amazing women who kick serious ass.
Jake Gyllenhaal. Despite youngster swooning I've realized he actually is a really talented actor.
John Stewart. I love that guy! I used to have a wicked crush on him because of his big, smart, funny nerdo brain but thankfully I've outgrown it, lol...
Steve Carrell. I miss stephen vs. Steven *snickers* shit was priceless.

My Blog

minuit a maison du chat (how i learned to cram my face volume something or other)

TONIGHT! We had a thai-style fusion-like meal. by "WE" i mean me, cooking for one, and my imaginary audience i digress. /wristsChicken satay / orange chili glaze served with cucumber sauce to dipFrie...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 02:25:00 GMT

wtf am i?!

checking the roots of my last name, i found something i'd never seen before. maybe because i was always clicking on the obvious stuff, and this time i dug a little. who knows. anyway, i might be roman...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 16:15:00 GMT

a few updated goals

a) be more highly motivated when pictures need to be edited. right now i've got three separate files that need all kinds of attention, and several hundred more just sitting on my camera alone :( FAIL....
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 18:53:00 GMT

it ain't easy bein green.

so i was looking over the horizon on my way home just now, and i thought to myself "wow, it is awfully super white and blurry today". there is almost no blue in the sky despite not being very many clo...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 12:57:00 GMT

WOOT! snooooooow.

mai steez, check dem. check dem cuz you no can has. ...k, they aren't that hot, but i'm too apprehensive to buy the ones i really want (wanna try THOSE on first, whereas these were cheap enough that i...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 21:52:00 GMT

awe-inspiring pollution

i don't know if any of the rest of the PNW is getting this effect or if it's just here in bellingham, but these past two days the sun and moon have been pretty bizarre. to say the least. the skies hav...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 21:05:00 GMT

when being a complete asshole online just isn't enough, do it to your landlord!

Seriously, this shit makes me laugh so hard that I a) can't breatheb) snort a bunch of times in a row (filling up my quota for the month in one fell swoop)c) hit my head really hard on the desk at wor...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 21:29:00 GMT

you know what i loooooove?

i really, really love it when i go pre-emptive seasonal online shopping and then see the exact same pairs of snowboard pants i just got done looking at played all over the ad space backstage on my pag...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 22:52:00 GMT

a most nostalgic primate

a packed bag and a backward glance, another quick view in the mirror at the picture receding behind me (/imprint.), and a drop in my stomach as i take off. wrapped in a warmth tinged with just a hint ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 May 2009 23:02:00 GMT

dear brain,

stop.please.
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 01:44:00 GMT