i love God...i love my family...i love my best friends...i least love myself..how do i say this..well that's the way it is!!anihoo...i'm a registered nurse who really doesn't wanna be one..but it turned out to be as a no choice option..so now im practicing it sumewhere in the PI..im praying that someday i would be able to do what i want..which turns out to be a secret....hahaha!!! i love music..Gospel to be exact..also r and b, reggae in secular world!!nyahahay! i can sing but not good enough to brag about....im a very choosy person..but i don't know why i get to attracted to very impssible people!!! weird huh!! more to say..but i have to think for them still.... also...im an extremely lovable person..:) pretty but nice..chubby yet sexy...adorable and annoying at times...straightforward...sometimes misleading...haha!! mysterious in many ways..hard to please..daw!!pero mababaw naman ang kaligayahan!! suplada na mataray pa..daw!!!hmmm...sguro nga..if i don't like u..i never will!!so better not hope for it..hahaha!!! topak talaga ako..extremes ang mga bagay na nagugustuhan ko..yung mga imposible!!basta! i easily believe..easily fall in love that's why the distance remains..it really should!!but sometimes doesn't.. Stupid..in short! impatient yet cheerful..kaya di halata!!hihihi... pilosopo...mayabang..good advicer, trustworthy..loyal!!sobra nga diba??...pintasera, but i don't believe in first impressions last..vain, sumtyms... has a very good sense of humor..malambing..as in..makatao..makahayop..makabagay..makalugar!!! hehehe..korni na ba!!! I THINK my being manic is attacking me again...hehehe...mixed attitudes??we all have 'em!!! Ayt???tell me somebody who denies not having such...you are not deceiving me but yourself!! anihooo..these are just some of the proofs on how confusing my life is..reaallyyyy confusing and weird..!!! but i'm still on the track..hmmm don't worry..still the same lainey!! actually this is i think..LAINEY!! hahaha...ang gulo talaga...i still have fear in God that's why i tend to think about doing crazy things that would end up to me as only fantasy or a dream..coz as i've said they really are crazy..that i would end up not doing bcoz..i simply fear God.(which i know for a fact..remains to be a sin..)hahaha...gulo ba???The Lord is merciful..oh please forgive me!!! But on the brighter side...God loves me so much that He never let me do them...for if not my life would definitely be miserablE!!! Thank you Lord for the grace and mercy..and Your Faithfulness..ofcourse!! GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS!! pick me, choose
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