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and she made you better than you'd been before

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they are

About Me


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Myspace BackgroundsTen days. By myself. In Biddeford. UPDATE! lol I'm a Medical Biology/Biochemistry major at the University of New England in Maine in the 'big city' of Biddeford. So basically I have no life and have to take 18 credit, full-capacity semesters till I’m 87...ok not really. But it does require me to do organic chemistry homework until my eyes bleed. It’s cool though, I guess…not the whole eye bleeding part, though I know a few people who would enjoy that :). I'm not even really sure why I keep calling myself a double major when I still haven't gotten the proper approval yet...oh well, I work as hard as a double major. I do love the whole med-scene though; be nice to me…one day you may end up on my operating table.
I have two puppies...Puddles (yes, Pbizzle is a puppy...) and Rosie. Rosie’s a year old and already smarter than pbiz…she tortures my poor bizzle. Its kinda fun to watch…then again bizzle is pretty doopid. I had a fish named Naked, but he is a casualty of unpredictable dorm temperatures and/or gross Maine water. I also have really awsome friends...like Kramer, in Shippensburg, my other half of a normal person...and Chrissy, my lesbian/my person at CONDOM. I’m stuck in Maine for spring break because…I’m an RA, but my skankbag’s visiting me over her spring break and my Neekay will be up the last weekend in March.
I’m kind of excited for summer…I’m not gonna lie. Shore trips and my almost Puerto Rican tan and screenroom nights and MCAT food orgies and a plethora of concerts. Hopefully. The only one I’ve found worth going to so far is warped; unfortunately there’s like, 3 other good ones that play…the first week in May. I need to be in ME till May 10th. Oh well…I’ll find something good.
Random sidenote, I’m thoroughly convinced my dorm is haunted. Not like, hella creepy, I-cant-sleep-here haunted…but it makes strange noises and turns off appliances randomly. I used to attribute the random noises to other people being here…but I’m one of 6 people in this building right now and it makes the same sounds….and 10 minutes ago my plugged-in computer turned off while I was using it. Creepy. And someone back me up on this…there are footsteps coming from the ceiling. I’m on the top floor. They still happen when the building’s empty. You can add that to my list of wild theories.
Haunted dorm aside, I have a thing for quotes and clever song titles and I tend to put up really random away messages, like the time people thought I was going to kill myself...read the rest of the message before you panic people. Anywho, heres a good quote I got from a friend that I didnt wanna put in the sidebar because it was too long:
"Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit so have fun, fall in love & say what you want to say & do what you want to do, regret nothing & don't let people who don't matter bring you down. In life we do things, some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads, but they all make us who we are: if we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn't be at the exact place we are today, so just live, make mistakes, and have wonderful times, but never second guess who you are; where you have been and most of importantly where it is that you are going. Laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the memories, ignore the pain, love and learn, forget and forgive because remember you only have one life to live. Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances; losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past and realizing what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger."
For Grandpop
“You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one “

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

Mel Gibson is god.

And Bob Saget

Music:

Too many to list...How about favorite quotes instead?
"And she made you better than you'd been before. And she told you bad things you wished you could change, in the lazy summer. She told you laughing down to her core, so she would not cry as she lay in your lap. She said, 'Nobody here can live forever,' quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer." [Dashboard Confessional]
"No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't." [Marilyn Monroe]
"But I am cleaning up so well. I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself." [Dashboard Confessional]
"Be nice to everyone you meet; they're fighting a battle you know nothing about."
"It's hard to lead the life you choose when all your lucks run out on you." [GooGooDolls]
"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, day and night, to make you everyone else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight. Never stop fighting." [E.E. Cummings]
"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity." [Henry Van Dyke]
"Save me, oh God. For the waters have come up to my neck." [Psalm 69]
"You'd like to think that you are invincible. Well, weren't we all once? Before we felt loss for the first time..." [Dashboard Confessional]
"With enough courage, you can do without a reputation." [Gone with the Wind]
"This day will happen whether or not you get up" [John Ciardi]
"Fear less, hope more
Eat less, chew more
Whine less, breathe more
Talk less, say more
Hate less, love more
and all good things are yours."
[Swedish Proverb]
"I think your whole life shows in your face and you should be proud of that." [Lauren Bacall]
"I wish it didn't have to be so bad..." [Blink 182]
"Is it something I'll regret? To want what I can't have?" [Blink 182]
"Can't you see that I wanna be here with open arms? Its empty tonight, and I'm all alone. Get me through this. Do you notice I'm gone? Where do you run to so far away? I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so." [Finch]
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I cannot accept,
And the wisdom to know the difference."
[Prayer for Serenity]
"Its hard to get around in a six-foot town when you're ten feet tall" [Big and Rich]
"Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vunerable. Impossible." [Secondhand Serenade]
"...when I get older I would understand. Well I finally did. I learned something from these two men. I learned to give love and get love unconditionally, you have to accept people for what they are, and I learned the greatest gift of all, the saddest thing in life is wasted talent." [A Bronx Tale]
"If the medication works, could I be the way I was? In control?" [Sugarcult]
"There's no such thing as the perfect soulmate. If you meet someone and think they're perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction cause your soulmate is the person who pushes your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit." [Madonna]
"So much for so much more." [Dashboard Confessional]
"And when the lights all went out, we watched our lives on the screen. I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene." [My Chemical Romance]
"Today I will be too calm for worry, too noble for anger, and too strong for defeat. Today I will believe anything is possible...I will walk through fear without hesitation. Today I will stand for something; today I will make a difference."

Movies:

South Park: Bigger, Longer, Uncut. , We Were Soldiers, Star Wars (lol, it was REALLY funny...), Shrek, School of Rock (band trip?), Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, Dawn of the Dead, Lethal Weapon 3, Patriot, Saving Private Ryan, RAY!, you know I actually saw the Notebook the other day and liked it?, Chicago, Passion of the Christ, Passion of the Jew, Schindlers List, Beauty and the Beast is my favorite Disney movie, PeeWee's Big Adventure, Not Another Teen Movie, Super Troopers, Saved

Television:

GREYS ANATOMY!!!, South Park, Will and Grace, random talk shows when nothings on (Maury! lol), the food network, Discovery Health until it goes off the air :(

Books:

GRAYS ANATOMY!!! Ok, so I'm a dork...

Heroes:

Kramer, Marilyn Monroe (lol)