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About Me

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I am a reclusive person when I am alone. It is not that I will not come out into the world alone, just that if there is no one there to enjoy it with me I seldom see the meaning. I am empathic, basically that means if I see a beautiful work of art I can like it, But if I see someone else looking at that same art, I pick up on their reaction and it significantly changes my appreciation for the piece. See I tend to see the brush strokes, the colors, the orientation, the mechanical, logical side of the world. Many times this prevents me from seeing the picture at all. I am a complicated person to understand and hard to get to know, but there is a side to me that very few people have ever taken the time to find. Those people have been the dearest friends I have ever known. So if you do not mind looking deeper then the exterior you might find the loyalty and honor that come from a true friend. I am alone because the world has become superficial all around me, and I refuse to join them.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Who would I like to meet? Thatâ€™s easy. I am looking for people and that special person, which is willing and capable of giving to me the same loyalty, respect and love that I offer. I do not feel that it would be fair to myself to give in to people that do not hold the same standards in life as I. Though it is hard to find people of honor in this world today, I must hold on to the faith that they are out there somewhere.When I am in love, I do not shop or even concern myself over the possibilities with other women. Being faithful is an act of the mind not the body. If you understand these things I have said and agree then you are the kind of person I seek to meet.I am also looking for others in my area that follow a path of nature. Others that would like to gather and talk over coffee about all manor of things. Who knows perhaps a fellowship of the mind and soul would bring new found meaning to life.

My Blog

more about opportunities

I find it very ironic that I've made a vow to myself to stop passing up opportunities or letting opportunities just pass me by; and today my brother drops by and not only do we go hang out for the day...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 21:52:00 GMT

Lost opportunity

Lost opportunity I have experienced death thousands of times in my life. I do not look at death is a loss; in fact, I look at it as a release from this life of turmoil and tragedy, to something far mo...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 10:04:00 GMT

Blog counter

I wish MySpace had a counter for each blog. I can see here that I have one post for the day one post for the week and 66 blogs told. I can see that I've received 97 comments and on each blog it shows ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 04:57:00 GMT

Random words

Here's the thing, I woke up at four o'clock this morning and started writing a story about a dream that I had and I think I will post the beginning of the story, but as I sat there trying to write thi...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 04:49:00 GMT

Visions of Hell

Visions of Hell Its six o'clock in the morning and here in lay unable to sleep again. In the time before I sleep my mind makes me relive deeds that dare not speak. But should I happen to drift...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 13:14:00 GMT

Green Eyes

Green Eyes My eyes have not been green in so long that I have forgotten what it feels like to be truly content. I once knew a girl that could read my eyes. After sex she would simply look into...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 03:17:00 GMT

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Wow it is 3am I must be stupid. I cannot blame this one on insomnia sense I think I slept right through Sunday. May be I still can blame insomnia sense I only got like 8 hours of sleep last week. This...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 10:16:00 GMT

The shot that took his life away

The shot that took his life away He was a very girly looking man, but Jacob never had any doubts of his true abilities as a man. By the age of 16 Jacob had already killed his first man. H...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 03:59:00 GMT

Epiphany

Epiphany 3. a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience. &...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 05:59:00 GMT

you read it and tell me what the hell it is

I am some place, like a class or a group but I am old and the others are young, like 6-10 at the oldest and there is a woman she is chasing me around the room trying to make me talk to her. I climb up...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:47:00 GMT