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About Me


E·lec·tro· Bar·bar·ella Her name is Ni·C·ki. She's a cosmetologist currently working her ass off. A crazy fashionista with a mind of her own and a dirty mouth to match. Her personal motto is: You're nobody until somebody hates you! Detoxin' her life -- one step at a time, in a constant search for what is real and what isn't (liars and fake people are her biggest pet peeves). A BMW fanatic and driver. She'd like to live like that song "Time To Pretend" by MGMT except for that one part at the end where they choke on their own vomit and die...in which case she'd like to find another song that would perfectly describe how she'd like to spend the remainder of her days, but she has yet to find one. Anyway, she's a girl who has woken up and has risen from the ashes... and is one hundred percent completely in love and finally in tune with reality . A chick with a strange obsession with electronic and industrial rock . A Human iPod (seriously. try me). Dubbed the nicest girl you'll ever meet by a bunch of drunk people. Song writer extraordinare, with a quick tongue to match. Always undersexed -- never underestimated (at what she does). Forever into tattoos , the rock lifestyle, loud music , and an occasional cigarette. Obsessed with her sidekick and texting and can never let it go. Boys with tattoos and sexy attitudes make her bite her lip and wanna do very dirty things. She's known to hold interesting conversations about anything and never feel uncomfortable. Strange -- but not in a bad way. Just strange enough to keep you on your toes and wondering! She pushes your buttons to see how far she can go. Only quiet because you don't know her, or you're a stupid bitch(in which case, she doesn't need to affiliate herself with you)... I am who I am. I dont have to prove myself to anyone anymore.
AIM - © RuinMePerfectly ©

Yes, this is my tattoo.I'm not some scene chick stealing it off of some other trendy scene girls page :]

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

Nice People. Oh, and taking yourself too seriously can be a dangerous thing. One of the most admirable characteristics a person can have is to be able to laugh at themselves. Therefore, if you can not laugh at yourself -- we won't get along. And Recently I have realized that I CAN NOT STAND people who are fake and untrue to themselves, people who are whipped, and people who are weak. If you fall into any of those categories, go home and don't waste my time. I can see right through you... and apparently my backbone is a lot stronger than yours.

Music:



- You name it. I probably own it. But I love...

- Nine Inch Nails
- The Faint
- Garbage
- Fleetwood Mac
- Sublime
- Muse
- Robyn
- GreensKeepers
- Stevie Nicks
- Fischerspooner
- Hellogoodbye
- Teen Hearts
- Something Corporate
- No Doubt
- Jack's Mannequin
- Yelle
- The Killers
- Presets
- Peaches
- The Living End
- Ben Folds
- JULIEN-K
- Bassboosa
- The Rapture
- Tinstar
- Metric
- Curve
- Lucky Boys Confusion
- Venus Hum
- Moving Units
- Fall Out Boy
- Ladytron
- Analog Sway
- Mayday Parade
- Shiny Toy Guns
- Cartel
- Mad Caddies
- Thrice
- Dashboard Confessional
- Sia
- Ok Go
- Gary Glitter
- Depeche Mode
- Lindsey Buckingham
- Lady Gaga
- Jonezetta
- Birthday Massacre
- Real McCoy
- Air
- The Offspring
- Motion City Soundtrack
- The Flaming Lips
- The White Tie Affair
- Marilyn Manson
- Paul Oakenfold
- Forever The Sickest Kids
- Goldfinger
- Weezer
- Zero 7
- The Gym Class Heroes
- Kill Hannah
- Regina Spektor
- Modern Talking
- P!nk
- Eisley
- I Am X
- Porcupine Tree
- Orgy
- Silverchair
- Death Cab For Cutie
- T.A.T.U
- Jimmy Eat World
- Dormlife
- Frou Frou
- The Aggrolites
- Mazzy Star
- The Pet Shop Boys
- Groove Coverage
- NoFX
- Good Charlotte
- Brand New
- Tin Tin Out
- The Foo Fighters
- New Order
- The Academy Is...
- Origa
- Augustana
- Front Line Assembly
- Morningwood
- Bright eyes
- Goldfrapp
- Blondie
- September
- Travis
- Yazoo
- Collide
- Front Line Assembly
- Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra
- Kate Nash
- The Bravery
- Something For Rockets
- White Town
- KMFDM
- Madonna
- Incubus
- Taking Back Sunday
- Green Day
- Skinny Puppy
- The Bravery
- Alkaline Trio
- Bernie Larsen
- Smashing Pumpkins

Movies:



I really don't like to watch a lot of movies (I can't sit still long enough). But here are some of my favorites:
- Anchorman
- Step Brothers
- The Wedding Singer
- Waking Life
- Knocked Up
- The Birdcage
- Zoolander
- The Land Before Time
- Any 007 Film
- Super Bad
- Animation by Don Hertzfeldt
- Spanglish
- Mean Girls
- 50 First Dates
- Amadaeus
- Sylvia
- Cloverfield
- The Sweetest Thing
- Ever After
- Elf
- The Dark Knight
- Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby
- Remember The Titans
- Unleashed
- Romy And Michelle's High School Reunion
- My Cousin Vinnie
- Any Tim Burton Film
- Blades Of Glory
- The Wedding Crashers
- 4o Year Old Virgin
- Amelie

Television:


- The Simpsons
- Cowboy Bebop
- South Park
- Family Guy
- Reno 911
- The Matchmaker
- King Of The Hill
- Ghost Hunters
- The Oblongs
- Jon And Kate Plus 8
- Invader Zim
- Miami Ink
- Naked Josh
- TLC Shows
- America's Next Top Model
- I Love Lucy
- Strangers With Candy
- Mad TV
- Any Game Show. Im a sucker for game shows.
- Futurama
- Sex And The City
- A Haunting

Books:

My Favorite Book is "The Bell Jar" By Sylvia Plath.

Heroes:


-*Dita*

-*Trent*
-*Kat*

-*Max Martin*

-*Marilyn*

-*Brandon*

- *Kevyn Aucoin* R.I.P

-*Sveh*

-*The hot bitches at...*

My Blog

Going To California

You all know that I'm obsessed with music and making mixes...So I'm taking a trip to California and I want some California inspired tracks to listen to while packing and enjoying the beach life. I don...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 10:42:00 PST

SeXxX

Bwa hahahahahaha a day in the life of a woman's head.You know, I don't understand why everyone keeps calling us sluts. I'm a good girl. Yeah me too, hell I just went to church the other day!Here's a s...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 02:08:00 PST

A Realization

Words can't really explain how I feel at the moment. After getting clearance from my doctor to start walking again (after 3+ months of being stuck in bed), I jumped at the chance and began to explore....
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 08:42:00 PST

Recovery prt 2

I took my first little itty bitty steps on Tuesday :) aw. 
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 09:09:00 PST

And It Hurts With Every Heart Beat

Just because I'm losing Doesn't mean I'm lost. Doesn't mean I'll stop Doesn't mean I will cross. Just because I'm hurting Doesn't mean I'm hurt Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve No b...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:45:00 PST

: ] As It Stands...(my recovery)

Cuz everyone asks...- I spent about 3 weeks in the hopsital and one week in a rehab center to learn how to do "basic" functions. - I was released from the hospital in great spirits despite what you al...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 11:07:00 PST

My music

Before the accident I was working on a solo project and demo. let me know what you think.Unfortunately i've only got me one demo, but please be my friend and support me and my gimpy ways ;) hahahawww....
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Thu, 01 May 2008 05:23:00 PST

Surgery Day

After my 11 day stay at the hospital, I woke up this morning at 4:00 AM compelled to write a blog. Todays the day of my surgery, which I ever so desperately need since the night of my accident where I...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:34:00 PST

I must stay positive

Well, I've been in the hospital for a full week now kiddies. I've had a whole week to just kinda kick back,watch, and observe life in a whole new perspective. As most of you know, I had gotten into a ...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 07:51:00 PST

"I should have known"

I should have seen it coming. I should have fucking known... How could I let you play with me? I don’t even know...I’m such a fool. I can’t believe I let you in my life. You broke th...
Posted by })i({ Nicki })i({ on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 01:13:00 PST