Okay so if you don't already know it...My father is a minister so I've always been in the church but we all go a little left at some point. So I rededicated my life back to Christ in July of 2006. Since then God has really taken some time to mend some broken places in my heart. And because of my faithfulness to him this time around he has shown himself to me repeatedly by tripling my business. Being real I am sincerely the nicest person and it seemed to me as though I was always being hurt while people who were boldly triffling lived in bliss. I didn't really understand why God would allow me to suffer so much when I always kept his word so close to my heart. Why my mistakes always seemed to be magnified and others seemed to go ignored. But the truth is God made me unique...he set me apart from my peers and allowed me to suffer early aware that I would get through it, but so that I would grow faster. Why? Because he needed to use me at an early age! Perhaps he intended for me to come to this revelation earlier but I was distracted from God's will for me because of my own plight. So what's my point? I'm changed. I am different now then I was even last week. But to whom much is given much is required. And I realized that there is still one barrier that I have not broken. A barrier that will continue to hold me back. Forgiveness! I've NEVER been one to hold a grudge. I didn't even know how. I've wanted to sometimes and just couldn't. It wasn't in my nature..but somewhere along the line; in all of the drama, hurt, & betrayal, I learned how. And it really hurt me more than it hurt the people I was holding grudges against. So Friday at Church God told me to let it ALL go. To Make ammends with those who have hurt me & with those I've hurt. Pride is a tricky thing. And I've NEVER been one to apologize when I knew my actions were provoked...but like I said I have changed! And the truth is even if the way someone treated me was wrong...and I know this is cliche...but...two wrongs don't make a right. So with that said...I may have already spoken to some of you and forgiven you and/or asked for your forgiveness...but to those of you whom I have forgotten...or did not realize that I affened...I AM TRUELY SORRY! It's so liberating to let it all go! And I sincerely hope that every person who has been hurt can at some point do the same. This was God's way of teaching me humility...which I asked him to do. Like I said I'm honest...EVEN with MYSELF. And I hope that my honesty...My boldness...my lack of fear of putting MYSELF out on the table has really made a difference. Inspired you even to forgiven and to asked to be forgiven. So that YOU can heal...so that you can move on to a new chapter in your life without carrying the baggage of the past with you! Love ~B
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Our Greatest Fear .. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --"''"--
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same
As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.
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Most people would describe me as painfuly or refreshingly honest.& Don't ask me if you don't want the truth.& But my words no matter how bitter or how sweet they may be, always come from a good place.& I believe only real friends will tell you the truth.& And even when I can't stand you I'll give you at least that.& I'm a true woman of virtue!& I am a "Guy's Girl."& I love sports...and I can play you in almost all of them.& My favorite sport is Football!& I am still a girl so I do like "girl stuff" too.& I was a double dutch coach, cheerleader and a competition gymnast for several years.& I LOVE to dance!& I've done ballet, jazz, urban, tap, & praise dance.& My favorite past time...is probably eating!& And I can burn...So whatever you're hungry for...I got you!
I’m pretty much a lil bit of everything. Not too much and not too little. That goes for both physical and personal attributes.
I'm a native of Plainfield, NJ...but recently moved to Newport News, VA.& I miss & love home...but I am NEVER moving back! Every job I've have for the past 3 years has been related to money in some sort of way...which is why I decided to start my business as a Personal Financial Analyst. I meet with clients every day and teach them the fundamentals of how money works and how I can make it work for them. Basically I assist my clients with investing in Money Markets accounts, Mutual Fund accounts, IRAs, Life Insurance, & Legal Services. I'm currently licensed in the State of Virginia but will be license in NJ soon. So if you are in need of my services please contact me at [email protected] .
In addition to that, my second business is as a Senior Independent Beauty Consultant with Mary Kay.& This job is for R&R. I basically make money playing with and teaching my customers about skin care & cosmetics. The money in this industry is easy and my favorite part is I get to travel all over the country on business trips to places I've always dreamed of visiting plus I can deduct it all on my taxes!!!
Visit my website at: www.marykay.com/blewis81420 for more info or to order from me!
Lastly I have a 9-5 working for the City of Hampton at City Hall in Consolidated Procurement and I am still a VERY part time college student.
With all of this on my plate you'd wonder how I fit anything else in, but, I always manage to make time for God. Because I know that through him I can do all things I attend Living Water Christian Fellowship in Newport News, VA. Visit www.stevenwbanks.org for more info on the ministry.
And last but definately not least...LOVE...I am very much in it with a man I've know for over 8 years. I have and will always make time for him. We are getting ready to take that next step. I LOVE YOU...And baby I hope you know...you got a THROWBACK for real!...a woman who can juggle cooking, cleaning, a good job, 2 businesses, a wiz with money, beautiful, and at the end of the day knows how to laugh. They don't make 'em like me no more...and that's the truth! So if you're a "Throwback" woman like me...Much Love & Hold it Down!!! Show your daughters what REAL Women are made of! Love You All... AND DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE YOUR LOVE IN MY COMMENTS BOX!!!
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