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janah maria

The value of an idea lies in the using of it♥♥

About Me

my name is janah.
I was born in Barstow, California.
Moved to Antelope after 6th grade.
couldn't STAND IT, until now...
I am a SENIOR at Center High.
Class of 2008!
I am 16 years old
I hate the fact that age affects my life.
I love my friends and family.
I would NEVER trade them for the world!
I have an AWESOME boyfriend named Kris!
&& i LOVE him very much!
I can come off as a bitchy or sarcastic person.
But I never have ANY intentions of hurting anyone.
When I first meet people:
* i get really shy
* i get very quiet
* i act very reserved
But those 3 things are NOTHING that describe me!
I absolutely love being loud and crazy. And being a complete dork at times!
I like to be very laid back and easy-going
then I love being SPONTANEOUS !
I love being different and original. I am not known as one to follow that wanted trend.
I rebel against things that are forced upon me and I’ve become very independent from it.
I’ve figured out that sharing isn’t so much caring but an opportunity for you to get hurt, but you sometimes need to give people a chance...
I love attention! I don’t always like to be the center of it, but once in a while is nice.
I have high expectations out of life
and higher expectations for myself.
I need to be self-dependent later in life and starting now seems like a good thing...


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i wanna understand where your coming from...
...but it doesn't help when you don't tell me what you think about things.
i wanna be there for you...
...but it doesnt help when you dont tell me what's wrong.
i wanna love you unconditionally...
...but its hard to when you hide things from me.
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you...
but i can't if you never let me in...

i do love you. but now, i just need you to let me♥

I Do Believe ♥
I Truly Do Need You

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Music:

i like rock music mostly.

all types:
10 Years
1000 Foot Crutch
12 Stones
30 Seconds To Mars
32 Leaves
40 Below Summer
ACDC
Acroma
Adelphi
Adema
AFI
Alkaline Trio
All-American Rejects
Allele
Amber Pacific
American Hi-Fi
Atomship
Avril Lavigne
Bayside
Big Dismal
Black Label Society
Blink 182
Bowling For Soup
Boys Night Out
Boysetsfire
Buckcherry
Bullet For My Valentine
Burn Season
CKY
Cold
Coldplay
Course of Nature
Creed
Crossfade
Day of Fire
Demon Hunter
Disturbed
Dogfight
Drop Box
Drowning Pool
Early November
Earshot
Element 80
Epidemic
Erase the Grey
Evan's Blue
Evanescence
Everybody Duck
Faktion
Fall Out Boy
Finch
Flaw
Foo Fighters
The Fray
Fuel
Funeral For A Friend
The Furnace
Further Seems Forever
Godsmack
Good Charlotte
Grease Soundtrack
Green Day
Hawk Nelson
Head Automatica
Hellogoodbye
Hidden In Plain View
Hinder
Home Grown
Hurt
Ill Nino
Incubus
Interpol
JamisonParker
Jenoah
Journey
The Killers
Killswitch Engage
Lacuna Coil
Less Than Jake
Lifehouse
Linkin Park
Lynrd Skynrd
Machine Head
Mad At Gravity
Maroon 5
Metallica
Millencolin
Mudvayne
My Chemical Romance
Nickelback
Nirvana
No Use For A Name
No Warning
Nonpoint
The Offspring
One Less Reason
PaPa RoacH
Pillar
Project 86
Puddle Of Mudd
Pulse Ultra
Ra
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Revis
Rise Against
Seether
Senses Fail
Shattersphere
Shinedown
Silverstein
Simple Plan
Sinch
Skid Row
Skrape
Slaves On Dope
Social Distortion
Socratic
Something Corporate
StainD
Starting Line
Steel Train
Stereomud
Stockard Channing
Stone Sour
The Strokes
Sum 41
Switchfoot
System of A Down
Taking Back Sunday
Third Day
Tommy Lee
TooL
Unwritten Law
The Used
Weezer
Young Love

Heroes:

*Brother: Josh *
*Friends: Mario, Jessi*, Jessica & Jenny *
*The Most Awesomest Person/BF EVER: Kris *

Defined:
Anyone who basically inspires me to be something so much more.
Anyone who is always there for me when i need them.
Anyone who is a real person.
Anyone that has something to live for.
& Anyone who strives for the best in life and for their dreams.

That, my friends, is a TRUE hero. and im SO lucky that i have 6 of the GREATEST people in my life. To push me toward my dreams...

I ♥ you guys!

My Blog

[life] directions

You know, sometimes everything in your life doesn't go the way that you want it to. When you thought you knew where you were. Or you thought you were someone that your not. Its kinda funny how life wo...
Posted by janah maria on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:30:00 PST

uncertainty

i dont really know what im feeling right nowor even for like the past couple of daysim not sure if it a feeling of everything going wrongor a feeling of pointlessness and uselessnessits hard to explai...
Posted by janah maria on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:59:00 PST

doubt

self doubt is an embracing thingim not quite sure if we can ever surpass itconstantly thinking about the things your doingand thinking about the situations your in ever wondering if your truly happyor...
Posted by janah maria on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:08:00 PST

2-PaRtEr

PART 1 so i think that im content with where i am right now in life. i have numerous things that i've always wanted. and honestly, right now i cant think of anything that cud change that. but everyone...
Posted by janah maria on Sun, 20 May 2007 08:07:00 PST

perfection

so my mood is very weird right now, and im not sure exactly what im going to say right now. but i think there's something about people that makes a person feel so angry and horrible inside. like peopl...
Posted by janah maria on Thu, 17 May 2007 05:44:00 PST

=\

i dont know how i feel about all of that it saddened me and it made me feel VERY uncomfortable basically i miss that i miss feeling that way oh well thats my loss no one will know what im taling about...
Posted by janah maria on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:52:00 PST

stream of consciousness [2]

i think that this would honestly probably be a great decision for my life. i just think its to hard to make that step. i think that going to a different school next year will tear me apart. i've spent...
Posted by janah maria on Fri, 11 May 2007 07:27:00 PST

stream of consciousness

hmmm....i think i've given up on a lot of things. to pursue another. i feel like i've lost so many friends for the love i've always wanted. i feel like i'vegiven up on a few hopes and dreams that i ha...
Posted by janah maria on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:08:00 PST

validity of dance...

i've noticed lately that my dreams and my aspirations are not necesarily that of which is on my mind. but its something unique. its something thats there, but im not fixated on it. and im not quite su...
Posted by janah maria on Sat, 05 May 2007 02:56:00 PST

wondering, forever wondering...

i spiral in reality changes the way we view life. to see it from a different perspective. or to get the perfect view from the start. dependant all on your outlook on life. how you perceive someth...
Posted by janah maria on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:31:00 PST