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Annavus Ketneiz.

flesh is heretic, my body is a witch, i'm burning it.

About Me

AIM- SuvannaROFLZ
5647409 holler.
Language is just our way to explain the wonder and glory of the world. To deconstruct. To dismiss. People can't deal with how beautiful the world really is, how it can't be explained. My goal is not to uncomplicate my life, my goal is to uncomplicate myself. Ever since the story of Adam and Eve in the bible, humanity has been a little too smart for its own good. Ever since eating that apple. These cosmetic drugs, those mood tranquilizers and anti-depressants, they only treat the symptoms of the bigger problem. Every addiction was just a way to treat the same problem. Drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it's all just another way to find peace. To escape what we know. Our education. Our bite of the apple.
So I decided that typing out an "about me" section that flatters myself is simply retarded, because I'm not a very flattering person. So here's how it is if you don't already know.
I fuck people over, a lot. Don't act surprised if it happens to you and don't waste your time calling me names and calling me immature because I'm already completely aware of my personal qualities.
My mind is crazy, I think a lot, I get confused a lot, therefore I don't know what the fuck else to write. Figure it out for yourselves.

My Interests

Philosophy, Marijuana, Kayaking, Adventures, Shows, Parties, TEAL, spiced rum, Affection, Long car rides, Swedish Fish, Newport 100's, Photography, Violin, Piercings

I'd like to meet:

Smart, open-minded people. Give me a good conversation. Teach me something.

We thrive on emotions, we thrive on CHANGES. New faces, new feelings. We want commitment but it's not in our nature. Whatever [not WHOMEVER] created us specified in our genes the same that was specified in other organism's genes. The three things necessary to survive are the three things that should be necessary for us to do. Consume food, sleep, and reproduce. Nothing more, and nothing less. Yet we've found a way to somehow, mutate and evolve our species. Much different than the first "version" of us that once roamed the earth. They didn't care about careers, marriage, beautiful houses, commitment. We are controlled by emotion and greed. Love, and hate. Yet one thing of importance remains the same - sexuality and strong emotion. Together they collide and often times create jealousy, the worst, most destructive emotion. A somewhat volatile form of hate. We know commitment is nearly impossible for most. So why is the the most likely, natural thing to happen so destructive? Cheating.People grow and change and long for new experiences and new people. We should try to adjust to the fact that NOTHING lasts forever.

Music:

Amon Amarth, Moonsorrow, Opeth, Clint Mansell, The Smashing Pumpkins, Nokturnal Mortum, Summoning, Agalloch, Morbid Angel, Strapping Young Lad, Sleep, Orphaned Land, Necrophagist, Dying Fetus, Pink Floyd, Pain of Salvation, Mastodon, Pig Destoyer, Demons & Wizards, Rage Against the Machine, Anaal Nathrakh, Sublime, Wintersun, Stone Temple Pilots, The Doors, Doomsword, Nevermore, Bathory, Alice Cooper, The Game, Deicide, Carcass, Crebain, Celtic Frost, Krisiun, Neurosis, Skinless, N.W.A., Tupac, and more.

Movies:

Requiem for a Dream
The Basketball Diaries
American History X
American Beauty
The Pianist
Party Monster
Girl, Interrupted
BLOW
Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas
Fight Club
Rock Star
Harold & Kumar go to White Castle
Friday

Television:

ROBOT CHICKEN

Books:

Beowulf, The Lovely Bones- Alice Sebold, Diary- Chuck Palahniuk, Night- Elie Wiesel, Choke- Chuck Palahniuk

My Blog

Everyone should just have a blog with a survey.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:SuvannaBirthday:July 17, 1990Birthplace:Backus HospitalCurrent Location:PrestonEye Color:HazelHair Color:Black & Blonde[currently]. (Natural is dark brown)H...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 02:51:00 PST

Norwich State Hospital 11/30/06

Today Izzy didn't go to school, and as a last minute idea we decided to return to the Norwich State Hospital since it was light outside and it would be much easier to maneuver through the buildings an...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:06:00 PST

Digging up the past, reminiscing, & moving on.

Today when I was looking through my photobucket album, I found a lot of old & semi-recent photos that made me think a lot. & I was thinking back to the good times that I had this summer and l...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:53:00 PST

Crazy shit.

This seriously has nightmare potential... width="425" height="350">..>...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:18:00 PST

I used to be able to tolerate it, but I can NO LONGER stand the straightedge/hardcore movement.

I really have come to dislike hardcore/scene music and people.There have been several hardcore bands that I've deemed decent in the past, but fuck it. A few decent bands don't suffice for an entire g...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:32:00 PST

I am so much stronger than I was before.

So, here we go. Yet another blog; essentially, me bitching about life as always. It's all good. Listen up. So it's been awhile since I've updated all YOU cool MySpace kids about my life. I've been goi...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:26:00 PST

Permanence.

My friend: realize that you aren't my friend. Permanence is in high demand, but it's non-existent. If I begin to confide, do stop me. If I begin to love, do stop me. If I begin to care, do stop me....
Posted by Suvanna™ on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 03:41:00 PST

My life and some of the people in it is more amazing than I used to think.

And extremely long rant! Hooray! =] Fucking read it. I make some damn good points, nigga. Blogs are a good way to let everyone who calls themselves your "friends" find out what's going on with you...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:12:00 PST

The ocean - my healing place.

The ocean is the most amazing and relaxing place to be.Going there today seemed very important to me, and gave me time to sort out all my thoughts and get my mind right again.Especially after the extr...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:55:00 PST

September 9th-September 10th. Confusion and happiness.

[Please note that the sequence of these events are not completely accurate...some events have been displaced on this timeline.]Lexi and I.Smoked a cigarette on the train tracks.Ate subway.Listened to ...
Posted by Suvanna™ on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 01:01:00 PST