Emo Goth Hippie Metal~Head Freak

About Me

My name is John, call me what you like. I was born May 8th, 1988. I'm 5'11" at 165.lbs. I have dirty blonde hair, and blue eyes with a greyish tint. I play guitar, have been for six years. I consider myself a musician. I Have alway said
" You can tell what kind of mood someone is in by what they are playing, and how they are playing it. "
I am usually an extremely chyll person. I can be irate at times. Believe me or not, I enjoy that "Akward silence", but it depends on who i'm with. I will listen to anyones opinion or views. Poeple always talk about being some sort of sterio-type, I think it's kind of immature. I'm not a leader or a follower, nor do I want to be either one. I am open minded, and when I don't seem like it, that is because I think my view is better, but that doesn't mean I didn't take what you said into considertion. I think knives, fire, and my guitar have to be the coolest inventions ever maid. I love the woods. I basicly grew up in them, thats where I feel the most at home. I like my "coffay" with "frechvinella" milk and ten packs o' sugar in a 20oz cup from wawa's. I listen to music just about ever waking moment. I wont say I do cause that would be a lie. I'm done for now. So leave me some comments like a friend should do. It would be really amazing if you acually read and then left a comment on my blogs, cause those are the comments that mean the most to me.
Get This or Die!
† 3-0-3-0-1-5-0 †

"I'm very confused about my demise. I'm scarred of the past, and the secrets they hide. Kill off the worms, bleed out the pain, something inside of me has opened up again."
† 1-5-0-1-1-0-1 †

"Possibly it could survive. Reaking havoc till the day you die. Turn out the lights, tell everyone it happened. If you hold on just a little more, breathing only lets you bleed, now hold your breath untill you choke, and you can never see." exemplified
† Y-1-5-0-1 †

"Embrace all the systems, they work from inside. I'll tell you the truth, then I'll tell you a lie. Way past debate, till you learn the new omen. You decrease untill I increase."

My Interests

What I Likes
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My Music.

My Guitars.

My Knives.

Fire.

People who arn't affraid to be.

Existance within the human mind.

Conspiracy Theory's!

Phycology.

Sporatic people.

My Hats.

My Belts.

The color purple.

Experiments!

Those weird silent moments.
(they are peaceful.)

Jack daniel's!

Energy.

White hair!

Black lights!

Cigarettes.

Wolves.

Quantum Physics.

Theorys on Time Travel.

Spontanious Rapping!

My dog tags.

My Glove's.

What I Dis-Likes

Bad Music!

Fake Peoeple!

Money.

Not Having any.

Normalness.

Beans!

Religion!

Poeple who force it onto others.

Poeple.

Even the white one's!

The Governemt.

& The Fact I don't run it!

My computer.

K-Mart!

Unmotivated Musicians!

A Christmas Story! (the movie)

Trends.

Ocean County Jail!

Sand at the beach.

Public Restrooms.

Smelly Fuckers!

Window Lickers.

Anti-beaver shavers.

Figuring this shit out..

I'd like to meet:

No one, People = Shit!

Music:

Music is my life, i wouldn't exist with out it.

† -C-K-Y-

† Your Blood My Honer

† -H-I-M-

† Haste The Day

† Kittie

† KoRn

† Chimaira

† Killswitch Engage

† Spineshank

† Type O Negative

† Machine Head

† Stone Sour

† Fear Factory

† Sepultura

† Blackout Skies

† Atreyu

† Nirvana

† Red Hott Chillie Peppers

† Tool

† Linkin Park

† Callisto

† Dead to Fall

† Norma Jean

† This Day Will Burn

† Immortal Souls

† Slipknot

† I.C.P.

† Poison the Well

† As I Lay Dying

† Jack Johnson

† Brand New

† Queens of the Stone Age

† System of a Down

† NOFX

† Marilyn Manson

† Dio

† Element Eighty

† My Chemical Romance

† The Goo Goo Dolls

† Blink*182

† SuM*41

† Rancid

† Megadeth

† A Perfect Circle

† Black Label Society†

† Unearth

† Children of Bodom

† Trivium

† The Black Dahlia Murder

† The Whores Trophy

† The Dillinger Escape Plan

† Fall Out Boy

† Panic at the Disco

† Trust Company

† The Foo Fighters

† Metallica

† Pantera

† From Ashes Rise

† Green Day

† MXPX

† Chevelle

† Breath of Silence

† Hawthorne Hights

† Obsessive Compulsive

† Rammstein

† The Chariot

† Balance of Silence

† Bloodhoude Gang

† Mutual Flame

† Nevermore

† Avoidance of Doupt

† Cavalier King

† GNaR KiLL

† Balance of Silence

† Napalm Death

† Dragonforce

....I think I will stop for now.

Movies:

American History X

Fight Club

Requiem for a Dream

Full Metal Jacket

HAGGARD

Television:

I hardly ever watch T.V. anymore.

Books:

I enjoy reading, it really depends on what though. I'm not exactly what books I enjoy the most, so I will do this on a later day.

Heroes:

CIG & Mr. 07

G A F..m Bm D

My Blog

"The Silence of Sorrow"

The forest was darkWith a greyish tintWhile dead leaves fallingVanished in mistThe air's more than humanYet no less than cloudsA silence so full of painCan scream so very loudBattles were fa...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 10:13:00 PST

"Waking in Sleep"

He is surroundedYet He is aloneNo one can save HimIf no one is HomeHe knows you're thereAnd will not respondFeeling emptyHis thoughts are goneHe takes a walkInside His mindTo find the girlfeeling divi...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 09:52:00 PST

The one true love.

He's so frustrated And He can't let it out Inner voices can't be heard So He's got to scream and shout He hears the silence so loud When ever she's not around She whispers in His ear Screaming ...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 09:41:00 PST

"Without Love's Embrace"

Death has risenHis presence is strongIndustrial chainsMark His lavishing songHe lives in DarknessWith nothing but silenceHe worships the painAnd loves Her violenceLove is pure heartedShe's also a bitc...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 10:44:00 PST

Decayed Saving Souls

He's dressed in decayAnd circled by timeWhen the music is stopedHell seems divineHe's not GodNor is He the DevilFor He is HimselfAnd thats a lot betterKnives and Fire in one SoundThats what He cravesI...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 10:38:00 PST

Holding Down my Pain.

TodayI'll color my wrist redHolding down the fightwishing I was deadNot knowing who is right Hold my anger downPure of love and timeI just want your painAnd all I have is mine And there is no prayer ...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Tue, 30 May 2006 06:12:00 PST

a clue to who i really am.

Everything that follows thisis right off the top of my headnone of it is pointless...take your time. but don't read slow.Men who kill for a thrillsurely they will knowwhat its like to be lostthrough s...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Fri, 26 May 2006 10:28:00 PST

More for the reason of a reason of....

The beauty that dwells within the sacred flameIs so desirable, yet so frailIts calming light leads souls astrey, but the light in its self remains untaimedYou can never catch its esence or beingI tell...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Tue, 09 May 2006 01:26:00 PST

My last love song.....

While I was away also.... I wish I could show you this. That is more than a song. Its something more. Closer to the heart. As days go by. I look into your eyes. Have they lost their light, or i...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 07:01:00 PST

How can I help you die.....?

While I was away.... First you will lose something that is part of you, and your connection to the world will be cut off. Somethings must not be said... Security in shadows of the dead... I can...
Posted by -F-|6|-U-|6|-C-|6|-K- #1501 on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 06:53:00 PST