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anastasia!

...losing the game never felt to satisfying...

About Me

My name is anastasia marie or staci for all the ones who dont know me at all. I was condemned to this hell hole before i was even born. Alas, i couldnt imagine living any where else, everyone i know is here. Although that isnt say much, most everyone is fake and will stab you in the back any chance they get. i am a pretty blunt person, and i dont put up with anyones bullshit. anything else, just ask.Contact Table Generated with MyWackoSpace
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My Interests

I like to go to live shows, recently went to Portland and saw Aiden and Silverstein(He is Legend didnt play) But it was still a good show. My Favorite show that i went to was Showbreed and He is Legend. They were AMAZING. I especially like to go the local show, when they have them which isnt that often. I like to hang out with the few true friends ive got. I love to go party with all my friends!! "WE like to get fucked up and do fucked up shit!" If i could only count all the nights spend to the early morning drinking cheap beer. I love it! Thank you all for giving me the best memories i could wish for!!

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

I love all sorts of music. KRUSH KLAMATH!!! THE ROE!! IN HER MEMORY!! DEAR WHOEVER!! FALLING CLOSER! The Faint, Showbread, He is Legend, 30 Seconds to Mars, Jack Off Jill, Scarling, Thrice, Atmosphere, The Spill Canvas, Jedi Mind Tricks, Under the Influence of Giants, Gym Cless Heroes, Shiny Toy Guns, Mindless Self Indulgence, Neon Blonde, My Ruin, Kidney Thieves, A Perfect Circle, A Static Lullaby, The Killers, Gorillaz, From Autumn to Ashes, Justen Timberlake, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS!!! and way too many more to type!!

^Check Them Out!^

Movies:

I mostly like comedies, or SCARY movies! My favs would have to be SAW 1, 2 and 3, House of 1000 corpses, The Devils Rejects, Requiem for a Dream, Crank, Unleashed, Fearless, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Pirates of the Carribean 2, Thirteen, and The Weather Man.I love NIGHT AT THE ROXBURY!!

Television:

I LOVE LAW AND ORDER!!! But i dont really watch any TV.

Books:

I dont read as much as i use to but if i do read, its mostly biographies or true crime. Requiem for a Dream is a good book! Love and Death, Go Ask Alice,

Heroes:

Gary Ober at the Red Hot Pussy Liquors.

My Blog

The end of someting so dear

Translucent dreams and a never ending feardrown my existance in every shape, every formLost in hope-in a feeling that was NEVER thereIt was a false story but it felt so realIt lingers on like a never ...
Posted by anastasia! on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:45:00 PST

Paranoid Delusions

hello again my darling...so nice to see your diseased face.Oh so charming and repulsive at the same time    decievingYou play tricks on my mindtake me to the hidden layers of shameful g...
Posted by anastasia! on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 02:09:00 PST

blank

Sunsets to the end of timeStopping-NEVERIm along for the rideDrown my sorrows in the endless bottleAlways ready for a refillTake me down to the bottom of the oceanI forget to inhale the air my life be...
Posted by anastasia! on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 09:34:00 PST

My death....

Load up the shotgun and take me out of the equation2 minus 1 still equals zero.Without you i am nothing.I might as well end it.The lonley nights as you ignore meI sit here defeated.You break my heart ...
Posted by anastasia! on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 10:53:00 PST

searching..

Tangled and fallingStrangled and lifeless...My world has become the endless disaster I always knew it would be...I sit here and cannot understand where it all went wrongHow could it slip through my fi...
Posted by anastasia! on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:43:00 PST

Untitled

so dreadful... the screaming in my head the endless negativity being dumped on myself this torment is never ending only pausing when i am sleeping in my slumber i find the sancuary i desire i dream...
Posted by anastasia! on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 05:07:00 PST

020405

Yet again i find myself stumbling downhill. im falling, faster than the second before. im reaching out for something to stop me. theres nothing but knives and razorblades surrounding me. i grab on hel...
Posted by anastasia! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 04:31:00 PST

02-04.04

the dollies have began to drown the water turning crimson what a crime to harm the innocent but it doesnt matter you cant hear their screams you cant see their fear you cant feel their pain its as i...
Posted by anastasia! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 04:22:00 PST

Shoot me now please..

I am but a worn out rag doll, i will never be the beautiful china doll we both know you want and hope for.... I want it back so bad, the happiness i once tasted. the razor dug into my flesh. I crave t...
Posted by anastasia! on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 04:16:00 PST

Random expression?

Lost my concentration Lost my motivation Just want to sit in my cacoon My numb head filled with the empty void I had the directions in my hand Yet i still lost the way The way to live on one more da...
Posted by anastasia! on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 06:20:00 PST