I wish to do some Bunburying of my own. I think Oscar Wilde was a creative genius!.....................................................
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................................. I am tired of doing what is "expected" of me. I am just trying to live to live. I hate that everyone is living to die. I want to live for the present not for the future or the past. What is done and cannot be undone.
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...............Cynthia:God, don't you ever feel like everything we do and everything we've been taught is just to service the future?
Tony:Yeah I know, like it's all preparation.
Cynthia:Right. But what are we preparing ourselves for?
Mike:Death.
Tony:Life of the party.
Mike:It's true.
Cynthia:You know, but that's valid because if we are all gonna die anyway shouldn't we be enjoying ourselves now? You know, I'd like to quit thinking of the present, like right now, as some minor insignificant preamble to something else........................................................
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.............I've been thinking a lot about delusions recently. i believe that my entire life has been one big delusion. is it possible? does this reality really exist or did i create it?
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Moulin Rouge...
Argentinean: We have a dance in the brothels of Buenos Aires. It tells the story of the prostitute and a man who falls in love with her. First, there is desire. Then, passion. Then, suspicion. Jealousy. Anger. Betrayal. When love is for the highest bidder, there can be no trust. Without trust, there can be no love. Jealousy, yes, jealousy will drive you MAD.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Melinda
Birthday: 12/19/83
Birthplace: Baltimore
Current Location: Baldwin
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: polish, ukranian, german, swedish, english
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown slides
Your Weakness: my keifers
Your Fears: not tellin
Your Perfect Pizza: thinly sliced tomatoes, brocoli and xtra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: thats a secret
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: fucking alarm
Your Best Physical Feature: smile
Your Bedtime: between 2 and 4
Your Most Missed Memory: my fishies from shadyside
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: yes but not well
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: went and a waste of time
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: no
Do you get Motion Sickness: only if i m going backwards or i can't see infront of me
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: thats questionable? do you "date" your b/f?
&..39;In the past month have you gone to a Mall:' yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: when i was little, my sis
Ever Shoplifted: when i worked at cvs
How do you want to Die: hiring a hitman
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: who knows
What country would you most like to Visit: australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: 5'10+
Weight: as long as they are balanced
Best Clothing Style: preppy
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 besides prescription
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 2
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