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The lie behind the lesson/The soul in the open well/ Patience is the worst virtue and time is knowle

About Me

I don't enjoy watching flamingoes vomit but it does have a beautiful ring to it doesn't it? I enjoy artwork,music,anything that is cruel(almost),I'm very open-minded if I wasn't I'd be a bit hypocritical don't you think? I don't typically explain myself as if I am actually speaking directly to you and don't always ask rhetorical questions but they are fun, you agree? I also am extremely interested in all forms of expression in the experimental areas(pictures,music,other) surprise me if you think I will appreciate it tell me about it. I also enjoy philosophies,sociology, and any person's opinion of anything. Feel free to tell.I am flow I am affected by no one and nothing I move as I wish and as the Earth's energy guides me. *silence for 10 minutes he begins to wonder if what he thought was, was never anywhere but in his own, he contemplates himself and decides it is all figments: of reality,truth,time.He searches endlessly for himself finding things he thought were entities of another to carry him through.Tragically he realizes it was no one but himself, he is a god-a creator-but one who could never create individuality and acceptance of himself.He is alone and merely exists**his ignorance is not his bliss and he begins to destroy himself in the unknown because he creates what might or might not actually be* With the contemplation of death comes the carelessness of life.When the person can finally remove any attachments left harming itself it can finally end itself.When time has no bind on your actions when you lose yourself by knowing yourself then you can not give up but accept that you are no longer needed on this world and that your time if you will is through.Why learn of other's if it does nothing for yourself just accept you know everyhting you ever will and nothing you change will do anything for you.You come into the world alone and thats the way you can surely leave.You can be selfish to be safe but the hazard is wanting others to care.? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

My Interests

The truth, facts, why?, time, people, history, psychology, sociology, destruction, breakdown of materials, erosion, evaporation, rotting organisms, self-destruction, mental falter, exposing flaws, mocking humanity, internal struggles, death, after life, chaos theory, the unexplainable, music, artwork, ..experimental.. things of all kinds of categories, etc. Feel free to try me with something I won't think anything of what it is but it might interest me it is honest or abstract.QUOTES/LYRICS: I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me - - -Savage Garden, "Truly Madly Deeply" -------------------------------------------- You've got to get up every morning with a smile on your face And show the world all the love in your heart Then people gonna treat you better You're gonna find, yes you will That you're beautiful as you feel. - - - Carole King, "Beautiful" ------------------------------------ "To know and not to do is not to know" -Chinese saying ------------------------------------ "In times of change, learners inherit the Earth, while the learned find themselves beautifully equipped to deal with a world that no longer exists." -Eric Hoffer ---------------------------------- "If we don’t believe in freedom of expression for people we despise, we don’t believe in it at all." -Noam Chomsky --------------------------------- "I would rather have roses on my table than diamonds on my neck." -Emma Goldman --------------------------------- "So true is it that unnatural generally means only uncustomary and that everything which is usual appears natural" -John Stuart Mill ---------------------------------- "An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind" Mahatma Gandhi ------------------------------ "A good life is one inspired by love and guided by knowledge" Bertrand Russell ------------------------------ "There are two ways not to suffer from the inferno we are all living in every day. The first suits most people: accept the inferno and become part of it to the point where you don't even see it any more. The second is riskier and requires constant attention and willingness to learn: seek out and know how to recognize whoever and whatever, in the midst of the inferno, is not inferno, and help them last, give them space." -Italo Calvino ----------------------------------- Hey, let's get serious... God knows what he's doin' He wrote this book here An' the book says: "He made us all to be just like Him,"So... If we're dumb... Then God is dumb... (An' maybe even a little ugly on the side) -Frank Zappa "Dumb all over", You are What You Is, 1981 ---------------------------------- Fighting crime by building more jails is like fighting cancer by building more cemeteries. -Paul Kelly, New Party representative (Little Rock, AR) ------------------------------------- As long as someone else controls your history the truth shall remain just a mystery. -Ben Harper -------------------------------

I'd like to meet:

"Wall-when your world is dead inside then to protect yourself you have to abandon hope and give up/Victim of Circumstance" "Circumstance-When no matter how you do things they always turn out for the worse or better without your control, eventually I will realize I am damned and my life reflects this yet I still want to fight it and try but why try when all is nothingness?" "Eroding Wall-A stage where someone gets close enough to harm my defenses, they must be careful on knowing this because my emotions are strong and fragile if they come out they could never come back once harmed again." "Gray-a period where everything I do is niether for good or bad and apathy and chaos determine my actions.A point where nothing affects me to any connective degree." "Stan-A sinister, sadistic side that only wishes to harm the world, he lacks the understanding of hope and good.Stan feels that the world was destroyed before he became and only wants to rid it of any futher suffering, although he still takes pleasure in it's conflict."

Anyone who will amuse me but not annoy me too much.The masterminds behind O.P.P(Other Peeples Puppits). The god-damb sandwiches. Powdered toast man(he's a super hero). Billy Corgan, Jon Davis, Matt Groening, Some Steven-guy he has this website: The Steven .I am more interested for myspace though to meet new bands and find good tunes out there but if you seem to like me for whatever strange reasons you fester inside then feel free to invite me as a friend I accept almost everyone.I like meeting people!Oh and the twisted side of the reality of life.I have recently met the twisted side of the reality of life and well I wish I didn't it's not to complex to grasp it's flaws, just hard to accept it. What do you do when your world looks at you and shuts off it's lights and all that's left is the darkness that consumed you? This is my purgatory I hope you all fucking enjoy it!


People that do things like this lmao: Clicky
What does your birth month reveal about you?

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin

My Friend Space
My Awesome 500ish Friends

Amber

Corpse Factory

Victims of the Purge

Mysteriis

Pillager

Exhumed

Venom [official]

Moon Dark

Naumachia

Oblivious Enslavement

Ephel Duath

Wolven Ancestry

Dark Tranfixion

Root of the Sick

Witchfinder General

Dead to this World

schwarzwald

Asmegin

Balor

Aura Noir

Today is the Day

As For Us

ABSU

Fast

Catalyst

Deadwater Drowning

Disarmonia Mundi

Svartsyn

ABACINATE

Dark Lunacy

Cryptik Howling

FORNOST

Dark Cell

Mister_Shexy

Sil Veth

~Tia~

Mic[hell]e

D4rk7h13f

Eat the Living

Ms. Raithby

See All My Friends
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Music:

30 Seconds to Mars Ablaze my Sorrow ABSU Acid Bath All That Remains Atheist Akercocke Amanda Bloom Amon Amarth Amorphis Anatta Apex Theory Apocolyptica Arch Enemy As Blood Runs Black As I Lay Dying Asmegin Aura Noir Baccas Ran Balor Bare the Burden Bedemon Black Engine Black Holiday Blind Guardian Blood Duster Blue Oyster Cult Bubblegum Octopus Burn the Priest Burzum Cadaver Eyes Candlemass Cannibal Corpse Carpathian Forest Castlevania Cave In Cattle Decapitation Catalyst Chimaira Christian Death Corpse Factory Cripple Bastards CROWBAR Cryptik Howling Crypt Orchid Dark Transfixion Dark Moon Dead to this World Dead Elvis and his one Man Grave Deadsy Deadwater Drowning Death Death Angel Dekapitator Demians Dark Lunacy David Usher Diecast Disarmonia Mundi Destroyer 666 Dr. Dre Dying Fetus dystopia Exhorder Exhumed Ephel Duath Fast Filter Finntroll FORNOST Forsworn Frightmare Frozen Funeral Funerot Gadget Gravehaven Graveworm Grimefield Gutted with Broken Glass Hecate Enthroned High on Fire Hole Hypocrisy Ice Cube I Mother Earth Imperanon In Flames I hate sally INTREPID Jack Off Jill Job for a Cowboy Just Like Jimmy Kataklysm King Cobb Steelie King Diamond Korn Kreator Left for Dead Lost Soul Mago De Oz Marcy Playground marttyriooperatiio Mayhem Method Man Municipal Waste Murkna Mysteriis Nasum NAUMACHIA Nervous White Folk Nirvana NOFX None so Vile nonpoint Oblivious Enslavement Opeth Origin Otep People in Planes Pillager Pillar Pillar of Autumn Porkchop Sandwiches Queen Red Harvest Redman Revis Root of the Sick schwarzwald Sepultura Shadows Fall Shape of Despair Shot Down Sun Shugahi Sleep Slipknot S.O.D. S.O.B. Son of Sam Smashing Pumpkins Stampin Ground St. Vitus Subterranean Fecal Root Suffocation Svartszen Switchblade Symphony Swollen Members The 3rd and the Mortal The Cure The Cure For Ugly The Haunting The Human Abstract The Mighty Black Goat THORR'S HAMMER Through the eyes of the Dead Today is the Day Tonic Trust Company Uphill Battle Vader Venom Victims of the Purge wecamewithbrokenteeth Wintersun With Passion Witchfinder General Witness Wolfhunter Wolven Ancestry (I'll list more as they come or as I remember more)

Movies:

Night of the Living Dead, Dawn of the Dead, Killer Klowns from Outer Space,Day of the Dead, Evil Dead, Evil Dead 2, Army of Darkness, Nightmare on Elm Street(all), Friday the Thirteenth(all). Exhumed!

Television:

Disgusts me(cartoons are good though).My show I made it myself. x 0 0 0 0 0 0 x
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Books:

Jack Ketchum's "the girl next door, Stephen King's "The Stand", Dean Koontz's "DemonSeed".Steven, you are Balanced-brained That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation.When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over.While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

Heroes:

Powdered Toast Man. Dadananada!

My Blog

hate you but so beautiful

Sometimes a person becomes so shielded that they understand people yet have no idea why people do the things they do. I'm tired of being held responsible for others depressions. I have more than enoug...
Posted by Hater on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 04:55:00 PST

Yeah here is an update.(way to go creative titles)

Well time for a real blog no more slacking off with some song lyrics.I don't know if anyone reads these but it doesn't matter anyways your comments only humor me and humoring people seems rather point...
Posted by Hater on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:06:00 PST

Capricorn-30 Seconds to Mars

So I run and hide and tear myself upStart again with a brand new nameAnd eyes that see into infinity I will disappearI told you once and I'll say it againI want my message read clearI'll show you the ...
Posted by Hater on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 07:20:00 PST

Overburst

Well time for some blog updates I suppose. Well me and Amber are still together and I feel really close to her, hell we are very different people but we always are there when we need eachother and the...
Posted by Hater on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:12:00 PST

My Belief In Flow (Introduction)

So basically flow is my own discovery and belief for how I personally work, I would say everyone but I think everyone has their own flow. Flow is my own word which is my way of understanding how and w...
Posted by Hater on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 02:13:00 PST

My First Blog(sigh)

hey it's my first blog ever/i don't really feel like typing any of my adventures here because i'm way too lay-to-the-Z.but maybe when i get more fans and more visits i will be encouraged but right now...
Posted by Hater on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 05:43:00 PST