This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I like anime, video games, and board games. One of my favorites is chess. I like to write and read. I read a lot and write poetry and stories. I love to draw as well, its something you can always find me doing. Music is also very important to me......i will add more later
Obsessions.........Wings I have a big obsession with wing, and Ribbon as well. Blood is kind of a thing along with Vampires. Corsets to
Anime----you name it i watch it all..well most of it.
Games---- Final Fantasy, kingdom hearts 1,2 Chain of memories, Fatal frame 1,2 & 3, Blood Rayne, the longest journy, Clock tower 3, Rhapsody+more
Movies----there are so many out there but i will list a portion of the ones i like.
Labyrinth
legend
willy wonka and the chocolate factory
The Last Unicorn
Pirates of the Caribbean
Rocky Horror Picture show
Nightmare before Christmas
stigmata
House of a 1,000 copses
Devils Rejects
Resident Evil
Interview with a vampire
Queen of the dammed (love vampire movies)
Constantine
The cat Returns
Lemony Snicket a series of unfortunate events
Donnie Darko
Hellraiser
super troopers
Butterfly Effect
Secret Window
Crow
X-Men
The Never Ending Story
Edward Scissorhands
+ More
"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down. .."
Other things i like and like to do
Sleeping, reading, drawing
I like most Japanese Candy Favorite is pocky though, Ramune in witch I am drinking at this very moment (thanks to my angel for introducing me to this stuff). Any thing from Japan really I love the school uniforms.
Gothic clothing new and old style, Dreaming, Writing stories and Poetry, The cold...i love the nice cold weather yet to see snow though, Witch Craft, Daggers, swords, knives all sharp objects, The stars and the moon, Happy tree friends, Anime Figures statues and Gashapon, Journals, Roses, Silver, unique jewelry, Hot Topic, Vampires (drools), blood, the colors Black and Red, Tim Curry, Johnny depp, Marilyn Manson, Amy Lee + more
My heart aches completely every hour every day. And only when I am with you
dose the pain go away...
I am the Rose Bride, and from this day forward, I am your flower
Japanese Street Fashion
What Can I really say about this? I love to look at all clothing styles but by far this is my favorite. Theirs is such a unique style that I just adore. Most would find it strange if I walked down the streets wearing these thing, and I would probably get some attention good and bad. But what would I care what other people think. Their style is always changing, and their always up to date in the technology area. You may find that each person holds their own style. I would love to wear this stuff, and I can't wait till I get to go on that trip to Japan in the Future. I will post more pictures at a later date.
Perfect:
being entirely without fault or defect, corresponding to an ideal standard or abstract concept.
We try so hard to be perfect only to fail but
Perfection is only found in our imperfections.
It is what makes you ....you
Makes you different then the world
Dream by Shinedown
Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys
Lay there on the ground, and turn the dirt into your joy
From what I see and what I know, it's all been boring lately
So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
Time your riddles right, and make a point that has no sense
Make sure that you're smiling, and the money's been well spent
Innocence and ignorance, it all goes hand in hand
I'm not sure that I'm right, but I hope you'll understand
I hope that you're still searching for the start that has no end
And all the plastic people have now become your friends
Before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream
I just wanted to tell you that you're listening to a dream
Music:
Devil's Little Sister
I listen to a lot of different people but I will name the two I look up to the most. Marilyn Manson And Amy Lee
But there is way to much to list.
Just to name a few things i listen to
Marilyn Manson
Three Days Grace
SlipKnot
Linkin Park
Finger 11
Shine down
30 seconds to mars
Hoobastank
Linpbizkit
Pearl Jam
Nirvana
Evanescence
Lacuna Coil
NickelBack
Seether
P.O.D.
Switchfoot
GreenDay
Jimmy eat world
Orgy
Yellow card
Sugar Cult
No Doubt
Daft Punk
Disturbed
System Of A Down
Audioslave
Korn
Metallica
Kittie
Puddle of Mudd
David Bowie
Godsmack
Drowning Pool
Papa Roach
Voltaire
Cruxshadows
VOLTAIRE
Little samples for you
Book and Music
What is Goth
By Voltaire
Skulls
page 70
Goths love skulls. Mundanes have an irrational fear of them. Four hundred years go, if you saw a big black flag with a skull on it in the Caribbean, you had a reason to worry. it meant you were probably going to be killed, robbed, and/or raped ----- not necessarily in that order. Nowadays, if you see a guy in a black T-shirt with a skull on it all that means is that he probably lives near a mall that has a hot topic store in it.
The sad truth about Goth
page 86
Most people think that Goths are volatile freaks obsessed with death and gore, Don't be fooled. They're basically just melancholy, more likely to commit suicide then homicide. and for that matter, they aren't really sad all of the time; this is primarily just an act that empowers them with an air of mystery.
The truth is that very few Goths actually kill themselves -- they'd much rather contemplate suicide and then just write a really bad poem about it.
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When your evil
I pledge my allegiance, to all things dark
And I promise on my damned soul
To do as I am told, Lord Beelzebub
Has never seen a soldier quite like me
Not only does his job, but does it happily.
I'm the fear that keeps you awake
I'm the shadows on the wall
I'm the monsters they become
I'm the nightmare in your skull
I'm a dagger in your back
An extra turn on the rack
I'm the quivering of your heart
A stabbing pain, a sudden start.
And it's so easy when you're evil
This is the life, you see
The Devil tips his hat to me
I do it all because I'm evil
And I do it all for free
Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need
And I do it all for free
Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need
And I do it all for free
Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need
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Brains
BRAINS, BRAINS, I won't lie,
I'll eat their brains 'til they're zombified.
Sure they might think it's deranged
But they won't give it a thought
After I've eaten they’re brain.
BRAINS, BRAINS, It's okay.
It's not a matter if it isn't gray,
And if at first they thinks it's strange,
they won't think twice
If they don't have a brain!
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Ex lovers lover
What if I were to cut you up and mail each part
to a different town? It would take the most
brilliant private eye the rest of his life
Just to put you together.
a piece in each mailbox all over the planet
From Moscow to Tokyo to Guadalajara.
I wait for the day when I'll finally defile
The bodies of my ex lover's lovers.
I'll pile high to the sky
the bodies of my ex lover's lovers
I wait for the day when I'll finally destroy
The bodies of my ex lover's lovers.
I'll pile high to the sky
the bodies of my ex lover's lovers
Die die die die die die
die die die die die die die
watch them die.
watch them die.
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Feathery wings
the taste of tears
the sting of pain
the smell of fear
the sounds of crying
Cruxshadows
Annabel Lee
It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.
Song Lyrics/Quotes
"I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse"
*Rise Against*
*Swing Life Away*
"So Cut My Wrist And Black My Eyes"
*Hawthorne Hights*
*Ohio is for Lovers*
"I wanna hold you high and steal your pain, cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away"
*Seether*
*Broken*
"I tear my heart open. I sew my self shut. My weakness is that i care to much. And our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel"
*Papa Roach*
*Scars*
They say freak
When your singled out
The red...
It filters through
*chevelle*
*The red*
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Blue October
Hate Me
Click for Alter Ego Charms
I have started my own business of Italian Charms. I started collecting these things a couple of years ago but could never find the ones I wanted. So I figured people are making money off of costume charms, and you can make what ever you want. So I have decided to make my own and put a whole new side to the charm business.
