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The 48th Samurai

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About Me


Call me Nitro.
I got that name from some chick I used to work with.
For the record, I am still Michelle's Darling! I always will be.
I'm 26 years old.
I was born a decade too late for my way of thinking and most of my taste.
My second favorite color is RED.
I used to have long black hair down to my hips. Now it's a little bit past my shoulders. I'm growing it back out! Oh, yeah, it's still black.
I wear ripped jeans, black concert t-shirts (mostly Dream Theater tour shirts), and black boots.
I drink Guinness like a fish.
I get major psychotic cravings for medium-cooked steaks, barbecue ribs, and chicken livers all the time.
I'm the weirdo who would have sushi for breakfast.
I love going out to dinner at an expensive restaurant on a Saturday night--- BY MYSELF.
Yellow skies, be it from a sunrise or a sunset, make my heart ache.
I act a little "off" when I'm nervous, angry, or drunk. Ah-ha! A clue, Sherlock!
I'm both a marshmallow and a molotov cocktail. Depending on what's going on, I can be wearing a genuine smile or a homicidal frown. But there's a gray area. Most of the time, I look calm and indifferent.
My cynicism has a lot to do with why I'm an underachiever. "If you can't take it with you, then what's the use?" I'm aware that we all die, and I've never felt important enough to leave a legacy behind.
I'm NOT a nice person.
I'm NOT compassionate either.
Those adjectives are at best used to describe comatose people.
I smoke Marlboros.
I drive fast.
I satire everything. Too much Frank Zappa and George Carlin can do that to you.
There's very little, if none, that commands my loyalty.
I've never really considered myself political, and I'm not too crazy about talking about it, but if you really provoke me, you will be surprised about what I know.
I have read the Holy Bible from cover to cover. I'm not very good with the verses, but name a story, and chances are, I know it.
When I first started talking, my mother made me memorize the 23rd Psalm. I can still recite the whole thing.
Despite all that, I was never religious. I let logic take over and it has always worked like a charm.
Though, I've always been very fascinated with Buddhism and all the philosopies surrounding it, but I never really took it seriously because I'm such an angry motherfucker.
George Carlin has written the BEST books I've ever read.
I love it when it's freezing cold and it's raining at the same time.
Summertime depresses the fuck out of me.
I'm a couchjammer.
Melodic hard rock is my MAIN music genre.
I believe that music without a decent melody is audio garbage.
The first album I ever bought was Def Leppard's "Hysteria". I was 8 years old when I got it.
When Queensryche's "Operation: Mindcrime" came out, I was probably the only 9-year old on this planet who understood what it was about.
I don't listen to the radio, in fact, I don't have any stations programmed into my car stereo.
I don't watch MTV. I used to watch Headbangers' Ball religiously until they cancelled it. After that, I hated MTV with a passion.
I can't fucking stand white rappers.
In my own opinion, it's a fucking sacrilege to call Eminem a musician.
I like to slam dance--- I don't do that rave dance club shit.
I did a lot of coke in high school.
I did heroin once.
I tried to shoot myself once with a 9mm Beretta. The bullet didn't go off. I still have it.
After all the shit I've survived, I look at life a little more differently now.
I don't do drugs anymore, and I have no respect for those who do.
Personally, I think people on here with private profiles are SCHMUCKS.
A lot of things either amuse me, or just flat-out piss me off.
I'm not the most likeable person in the world. It doesn't surprise me that I get judged by people I've never met.
You wanna judge me, motherfucker? Be my guest. I don't really give a flying fuck.
Considering what an angry asshole I am, I REFUSE to take medication for it. That shit is for losers who can't write.
I'm deeply in love with the most beautiful woman in the world. I would live and die for her.
I'll update this part some more when I feel like it.

SOUNDTRACK TO YOUR LIFE!


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Open Credits "Life Is Beautiful" by Nikki Sixx
Wake Up "Gods Come Together" by Pink Cream 69
Average Day "Down Incognito" by Winger
First Date "Die For You" by Starbreaker
Fall in Love "Can't Stop Love" by Mecca
Love Scene "One Light Burning" by Richie Sambora
After Sex "Cyberdreamer" by Westworld
Fight Scene "Mean Bone" by Slash's Snakepit
Breaking Up "Crawl" by Danger Danger
Getting Back Together "Give Me A Reason To Stay" by Freddy Curci
Secret Love "A Million Miles" by Westworld
Life is Good "Simple Things" by Amy Grant
Mental Breakdown "The Mirror" and "Lie" by Dream Theater
Driving "No Fire Without You" by Brett Walker
Learning a Lesson "Reason To Believe" by Xcarnation
Deep Thought "Free" by Kip Winger
Flashback "That Was Yesterday" by Pink Cream 69
Partying "My Way" by Butch Walker
Wild Drunk "No Guarantees" by TNT
FUCKED up Drunk "Pig" by Steve Vai
Slow Dance "The Month Of Sundays" by TNT
Happy Dance "Kickstart My Heart" by Motley Crue
Regretting "Ordinary World" by Duran Duran
Long Night Alone "Limbo" by Westworld
Falling Out "Maybe I'll Die Tomorrow" by Paul Gilbert
Drugs "Hell's Kitchen" by Dream Theater
Falling Asleep "Only One Word" by Kip Winger
Karaoke "The Search Is Over" by Survivor
Discovering the Meaning of Life "Underneath A Falling Sky" by Starbreaker
Discovering the Love of your Life "Now And Forever" by Kip Winger
Closing Credits "Goodbye To Yesterday (Reprise)" by Dante Fox

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Your mom. I mean, hey, if she's hot and she likes Winger and Danger Danger, why not, right?

But seriously. I'm already spoken for and I'm very happy.

I have 3 words for ya:
MELODIC HARD ROCK.

How about 3 letters:
AOR.

If you know ANYTHING about these keywords, please, feel free to contact me.

My Blog

...Then the seven skies turned into so many years; I waited.

I was going to do my homework today. I haven't received all my textbooks yet, especially the one I need for this one lab, New Perspectives on Computer Concepts, 8th Edition. So for most of the day, I ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 18:56:00 GMT

When you're out on a limb and don't know where to begin...

I know it's been forever and 3 quarters since I've written anything, but my life has been a little more than turbulent for the past 6 months. I've had to deal with everything from my difficulty concen...
Posted by on Mon, 14 May 2007 06:32:00 GMT

The best game on the internet, EVER!

Do you have what it takes to play?Alright, now here's what I need you to do. Go play the game and BEAT IT. Make sure you have the audio enabled. Then, come back to this blog and post a comment of wha...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:44:00 GMT

In the year of the Month Of Sundays...

YES, it's been a whole year! I'm still speechless. Happy anniversary, my beautiful darling Michelle. I love you so much.
Posted by on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 20:54:00 GMT

On a night like Devil's Night

1. Does drinking really eradicate your dead worthless braincells (the blah-ness), or, do you just lose your inhibitions and get honest about how you really feel? Who cares--- right now, it's all the s...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 18:06:00 GMT

Nevertheless...:-)

It's just one of those days when I decided to drop what I'm doing to sit here and write a silly entry.Bad news first: I am broke (AGAIN!), and most probably will be for the next 2 weeks. Yeah, but wha...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 10:39:00 GMT

But seriously... :-)

I know it's been a while since I've actually written anything, but if you want an update:1. My boss has been strangely civil with me for the past 2 months.2. Anybody who knows me knows that anger and ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 12:59:00 GMT

The Month Of Sundays, Episode 10

Dear Michelle,There was a time when I thought emotions like these only existed in romance movies and Nicholas Sparks novels. I never really thought it was possible. Then you came along, and I was neve...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 10:46:00 GMT

I was nothing like your scumbag ex-boyfriend...

This is actually a repost of something I wrote in November. It just NEEDS to go public. So here it is. Thanks, Donna, for bringing it up.I would never ever treat anybody the way he treated you. All I ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 03:35:00 GMT

I'm keeping it all inside, believe me when I say it's coming....

I know it's been a while since I've posted here. I haven't really had anything interesting to say, and the whole "work sucks" thing has been done to death by everybody and his mother's boyfriend, but ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 15:14:00 GMT