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MereD

Hate is just a word used for somebody you love, but no longer believe in.

About Me

I'm a 24 year old woman, sometimes girl. I love my family, and friends with all my heart. They are my rock, and the reason for life. I work at McCormick and Schmicks a restaurant in Bellevue. I live in an apartment in Queen Anne, with my best friend. I love to spend time with my friends, and make memories. I laugh when something is funny, I laugh when I'm scared, I laugh when I think that your acting a fool, I laugh when I want to cry. I'm the type of girl that in dead silence will burst out laughing at something from yesterday. I love to play softball, and watch my friends play, reading, dancing all night long, dancing in the rain, dancing in nothing but a smile, watching movies all day long, alone time, singing in the shower, and singing in the car, hot cocoa, breakfast in bed, eating a whole thing of ice cream, playing fetch with a dog, being able to share a moment with my best friend with just a look, being myself, cuddling, laughing at myself, doing something crazy in a stressful moment just to get a laugh out of someone, crying in hallmark commercials, watching epic war movies, playing pool, watching B movies, I love anything to do with the outdoors. Mountains, water, star watching, camping, hiking, softball, fishing, shooting (but not at something), and taking a walk in the rain with out a destination.

My Interests

Chicken Factory

Add to My Profile | More VideosHiking, camping, swimming, bridge jumping, dancing, reading, SLEEPING, eating, watching movies, SOFTBALL, hanging out with my roommate, hanging out with my dad and family.....and getting my heart broken, and my body used....kidding on the last two parts.

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I Am flirt, and thats the truth.
I Want to be in Thailand, right now.
I Have 6 tattoos.
I Wish that the star I wished on tonight wasn..'t a satelite...;)
I Hate the word hate.
I Fear that I will never make amends with the one person I want too.
I Hear .."This is the way I live.." Baby Boy
I Search for the path I need to take, to get where I want to be.
I Wonder why some boys never grow up to be men.
I Regret nothing, because at some point it was something that I wanted.
I Love wild, crazy, non commitment sex....er I mean a meaningful relationship.
I Ache for a strong relationship with my mom.
I Always will love my sisters...and you know who you are.
I Usually am texting like a mad woman, or am at a Mariner..'s game.
I Am Not who you want me to be.
I Dance whenever I get the chance.
I Sing when I know the words to a song, or Julie is singing.
I Never give a man an honest chance, I am always on my guard. Sorry...;)
I Rarely say .."I love you..", and not mean it.
I Cry when I think of my mom, and when I think of what life was like a year ago.
I Am Not Always open, and honest about how I feel towards someone.
I Lose my cell phone, keys, shoes, i.d., silver wallet, and interest all the time.
I'm Confused about why someone can say one thing and do another...
I Need to go to Thailand with Kristen.
I Should call Miranda aka Melain right now.

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I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet people who love life, and know what they want. Someone that is themselves, and proud to have me in their life. Just like I would be for them. Has to have a sense of humor, serious moments are important too, likes the outdoors, and loves to laugh their butts off...until a snort or whatever happens.I saw this and had to put it up for all my girls.....this is friggen' hilarious...HOW MANY EX'S DO WE HAVE THAT THIS REMINDS YOU OF??????????

Music:

Anastasia, Darkness, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies, Edwin McCain, Hootie & the Blow Fish...I also hate them too. John Mayer, Prince, Poe, Paula Cole, Tool, Montgomery Gentry, Brooks and Dunn, Faith Hill, Tim McGraw, Brad Paisley, Bucky Covington, Tobey Keith, Keith Urban, Garth Brooks, Sugarland, Rascall Flatts, Kenny Chesney, Garey Allen...pretty much anything country, Korn, Eagles, Scorpian, Steve Miller Band, Rainbow, and a bit of rap and hip hop too.

Movies:

Anastasia, 300, Boondock Saints, Tombstone, Anchorman, Borate, Rent, Center Stage, Top Gun, Goonies, Running Scared, Fractured, Wyatt Earp, Zoolander, Fraility, Battle Royale, Office Space, Blade 4, Casino Royal, V for Vendetta, The Departed, The Notebook, Death to Smoochie, All the Terminators, Alien VS. Predator, Donnie Darko, Footloose, Fat Albert, and Blades of Glory.

Television:

I love New York, That 70's Show, Sex and the City, Jericho, The Black Donnelys, Bones, CSI, Law and Order, and Conan O'brian.

Books:

Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card, Ender's Shadow, Odd Thomas, Pride and Prejudice, The Way of The Peaceful Warrior, The Journey of The Peaceful Warrior, and The Alchemist.
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Heroes:

DANE COOK...SUPERMAN...Chuck Norris, My dad, Lisa, Nauti, Kira, Mel, Klove, Kris, Molly, and the fat kid that loves cake.

My Blog

Hmm......

 I am really happy right now.  Things are going in a direction that I never thought possible.  I'm sober, financially stable, have amazing friends, and an amazing new friend in my life....
Posted by MereD on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:06:00 PST

18 months

Wow....I have 18 months sober today....I can't belive that I did it....but I know that I didn't do it alone. I am loving life today.  I have amazing friends in my life that always will be in my h...
Posted by MereD on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 11:35:00 PST

My Hero.....CHUCK NORRIS

..http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b121/Leaf52382/shirtimag es2.gif" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"> 1.Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. 2.Chuck Norris does not sleep. H...
Posted by MereD on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:31:00 PST

The Alchemist

I am so content with being me today...getting the chance to be there for my friends, and family.  To being okay with being held accountable, even though I might not like it sometimes.  Wanti...
Posted by MereD on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 11:36:00 PST

To All Women

To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more,who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be that they are doing som...
Posted by MereD on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:29:00 PST

Unfortunate=Good

It just hit me...I am the luckiest girl alive.  Or atleast I think.  There as been many hard and unfortunate events that have happened the past year...moving, losing a job, grandmother'...
Posted by MereD on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 02:18:00 PST

So Lucky

I'm so happy right now....I have such amazing women in my life.  You all know who you are.  And I am so grateful to have you in my life.  Each and everyday either over the phone, text, ...
Posted by MereD on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST

To: My Mother

Nothing is ever good enough for you is it?  I don't work enough, I work too much.  I don't dress well enough, I'm not educated enough.  Even though that you curse, if I do it its the mo...
Posted by MereD on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 11:15:00 PST

When will this season be over?

I am happy right now...I have just been in a weird funk that past couple of days.  I went to the mountains on Tuesday, and had a blast skiing, while Starr-Stizzle boarded.  Then when I got h...
Posted by MereD on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:07:00 PST

Past

As I sit down and look at my past I start to break all my masks Through all the misery All I found was treachery Through all the pain I can only find me to blame Slowly I start to see And I only have ...
Posted by MereD on Fri, 12 May 2006 11:01:00 PST