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I am lost, Looking to the lighthouse to keep me from crashing into the rocks. Unfortunatly the light bulb is dim and I am blind so the collision is eminent. Tying to find my place in this world has proven more difficult then I ever imagined. People tell you to just be yourself then tell you that just being yourself is wrong. Cant figure out what it is that people want from me. Like being yourself just isnt good enough. How I am supposed to figure out who I am when I am always being told that who I am is wrong. I'm caring and always try to help anyone I can out when I can, atleast I used to. Ive helped out too many people just to have them turn a nose at me when I ask for a favor. Now I have nothing left to give but myself but even that is broken down and beaten up. So I guess I am out of things to offer this world. Hopefully I will find myself again. Until that day comes I will walk around blind looking for even the faintest of lights.

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Goodbye to Cooper

Today a really nice girl picked up Cooper. She really seemed like a good person and from the looks of it she will treat him great. he seemed really happy with her. and even as they drove away. She was...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 21:18:00 GMT

Is it too early to set a new Years Reselution?

Hmm ok so I have a goal set in my head.. By January 1st at the Latest (prefferably December) I want to move down south.. I know what I need to do and I have set goals to get there.. and I will do what...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:41:00 GMT

A Friend in Need

What is on top of your priority list.. on mine my number one priority is a friend or family member in need. I will drop everything to make sure they are ok.. and that is my promis to all my friends.. ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 00:40:00 GMT

Feeling Poetic

I was feeling poetic the other day. I still havent figured out where my inspiration came from but I am happy it came over me..this Poem is called Questions:   Questions...... While driving by,...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 04:37:00 GMT

To the Men!

Why is it if somone likes me, or tries hard to get me, would just forget that I exsist.. "I've been busy" Dont lie to me and tell me you like me, if I was important enought to you, you would find the ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 23:24:00 GMT

how to

How do you tell somone that they are stealing your heart? when everytime you hear their voice your heart just melts like butter.. How do you tell them that your tossing and turning at night thinking a...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 00:40:00 GMT

Light a candle for a lost friend

On Monday, my friend Amy died in the process of having a baby, she was having major complicantions which made the doctors decide to pull the baby out 2 1/2 months early. it was the only chance mommy a...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 20:48:00 GMT

Today

I actually realized something today.. I am over him. I can honestly move on with my life. no more fear no more broken heart. I dont hurt anymore. I know there are better things on my horizon. Its not ...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 00:02:00 GMT

Life

What do you do when you wake up one morning and realize that you lost all your dreams? you spent years of your life with somone helping them discover their dreams and forgot what yours were. then one ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 16:46:00 GMT

My first REAL lecture at work!

Never in the year and 2 months that I have worked at my job has my boss ever felt the need to lecture me. But today I get woken up to a phone call from my boss saying that he has something to give me ...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 15:31:00 GMT