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About Me

the rents named me jessica. i dont really like it because its way to common. i am 18 yrs young. i am not straight-edge and dont really want to be. as for the kids that are;; more power to ya. i love hanging with my friends. my best friends are kyle && courtney, my cousin, and jarrod. the first two have been with me through thick and thin. i have only known kyle since his seventh grade year. we hated each other at first but we got over it. my cousin && i basically raised each other when we were young. we tend to get on each others' nerves quite often but at the end of the day we still love each other. jarrod i met in college. hes been there ever since. i love him lots :]. my favorite color is green and i love my cell phone. i am a text-a-holic. i will text anyone at anytime. so just message me with your number. ever since my two surgerys i haven't really wanted to smoke or drink. i am really getting tired of people complainin' about my life style. it is my life! let me live how i want to dang it. if i mess up, it is on me, not you! i love to be random at times when random is inappropriate. i am very bi-polar but only one doctor seems to believe me so i take abilify for it :]. i also love, love, love to sing. i am now an alumni from flint southwestern academy. god, it feels great ! i am currently attending baker college of flint and i live in the dorms. well thats enough about me. tell me about you :].
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:



i want to meet a guy who wont break my heart. who will love me through all times. i want a guy who wont let his friends mess with the girl he supposidly cares about. i want him to realize what is right infront of him. i want a guy to love me for me and will stick up for me. i want a guy to realize that i can be one of the most caring;; loving;; kind person you will probably ever meet. when i am crying i want a guy to wipe my tears away;; hold me tight and tell me everything will be okay. i want a guy to look me in the eyes and tell me i am beautiful; not sexy. i want a guy to do everything in his power to prove that his intentions are true if i just so happen not to believe him. i want a guy who wont lie to me and know that my heart his fragile and can break very easily when dropped. i want a guy who cherishes me and wants to spend time with me. i want a guy who i can miss before he even leaves the room and whos smile can give me the butterflies. a guy that likes to cuddle and can be happy with just a movie and popcorn at home.

My Blog

all my love goes to you

my mind is racing just thinking about him. i can barely take one night without seeing/talking to him. if i dont, i feel as if apart of me is missing. i hate that feeling with an undying passion. ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:58:00 GMT

my future

so its been awhile. a lot has gone on since i last wrote. ive been trying to focus on graduating and getting ready for prom. but through all of this ive been thinking about my baby and me marrying him...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 10:25:00 GMT

tiffany ):

girl i never wanted to make you cry. those things are never easy. i did what i thought was best and what i thought was right. i really am sorry things didnt turn out better and i really do love you bu...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 08:50:00 GMT

life is grand<3 [[01.24.08]]

well my lifes been crazy. ive had alot of ups and downs. through it all i can actually say ive been happy. life did suck for awhile after i had broken up with my ex. it hurt so bad but i got used to t...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:58:00 GMT

Wow...

Wow...ive been through soo much lately. There have been times where i thought i wasnt gonna make it. But look at me now. Im here and pullin strong. If it werent for my friends who randomly thought of ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:38:00 GMT

This is for my best friend....

Hey bry this songs for you and I know you wont take it the wrong way:Umbrella- Rihanna You have my heart And we'll never be worlds apart May be in magazines But you'll still be my star Baby cause in t...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 13:49:00 GMT

Face down...this is for Ambers ex

 THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS Face Down Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Co...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 09:03:00 GMT

So freaking tired of all this bs

Why wont this stop? Seriously! I can't handle it anymore. I'm so confused, hurt betrayed. I don't trust anyone anymore. I'm sorry to all that I've hurt. I'm going to a state where I'm all by myself. T...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 21:37:00 GMT

So confused and hurt

Im just so sick of this. I can't take it anymore. I'm sooo confused because cory said he didn't start the rumor which kinda relieves me because I couldn't understand why he would say something like th...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 08:49:00 GMT

Sooo much pain

Wow I haven't felt this much pain in sooo long. It hurts to think that a person who was once your best friend would start a rumor about you. I'm not mad at the person for thinking what he did. I'm mad...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:14:00 GMT