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l3eautifully l3roken

I'M ALMOST 21!!!!!

About Me

Life throws us unexpected twists and turns, and we are expected to jus turn. I have become pro at rolling with the punches and taking whatever comes my way. In the past year, I have been through hell and back. Losing many friends and family members, beloved family pets and friendships, but i'm gonna come out of it all, holding my head up, cause as someone close to me said the other day "you are the strongest girl i know, YOU will get through this, you are better then this all" Those words mean the world to me. I may seem weak, but in the end, you'll see that i'm stronger then you ever imagined.A few people that make me, well ME! ROBB~ I know we aren't together, but u are still in my heart an always will be. I wish u nothin but the best in life...MARIANNA~ The best friend a girl could ask for. I dont know where i'd be if you weren't in my life. You know whats wrong before i do sometimes. I dont even have to talk and u kno. Thats a TRUE BEST FRIEND! You have been there to listen to me cry, laugh, and blow off steam. I will never find another friend that will be as supportive of what i want/need in my life. You see what makes me happy when it makes me happy and what makes me wanna kill someone. You know what I go through in life and understand me for me. I LOVE YOU WOMEN!Grammy, Nanny, Amanda and everyone else up there watchin me~ I realize that you all are the reason i'm so strong. You make me able to roll with the punches and figure out my life. You make me be able to have a smile on my face when in reality, all i wanna do is cry. I LOVE YOU GUYS! an damn do i miss you!There are many other people that have always been there. You all know who you are and know that i love you dearly. I couldn't ask for a better support group.
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My Interests

snowboarding, dancin, clubbin, drinkin

I'd like to meet:


I wanna be able to meet my gram, Nanny and Amanda, they made a big impact on my life and I miss em all. I know they are all watching over me and keeping me safe. AMANDA, I'M GOIN OUT ON JUNE 23RD, JUS FOR U WOMAN... THROWIN SOME BACK! I LOVE YOU AN MISS U MORE AN MORE EVERYDAY

Music:

EVERYTHING but classical an jazz....its gotta keep me awake!

Movies:

A walk to remember, Pearl Harbor, Beauty shop, all disney movies.
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Heroes:

My grandmothers, they both taught me so many lessons in life. I miss them both soooo much.. I LOVE YOU GRAMMY and NANNY! Also, my mom and dad, for dealing with my brother and I fighting all the time and dropping everything whenever i need their help. I LOVE YOU GUYS

My Blog

A few songs for my life

da da da daThe smell of your skin lingers on me nowYou're probably on your flight back to your hometownI need some shelter of my own protection babyBe with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenityI ...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:52:00 PST

Breaking down.....

As I sit here, the tears flowing down my face, i can't help but wonder why i didnt break earlier. Its been 2 weeks since my gram died, and i'm jus cracking. I've been doing so good at bein positive an...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:11:00 PST

the end of a chapter,

Today, being Sunday, and Easter, I traveled the 1500 miles back to vermont. Back to reality and back to where nobody understood me. Being around all my family all week was awesome, cause people unders...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:11:00 PST

My nanny!

Today at about 4:30pm, we got a call that we had been dreading for a while now. Mom fell apart right in front of me, I couldn't help but fall with her. My gram who i called Nanny, had passed. When lif...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:05:00 PST

What DO I DO?

As i sit here, with the girls for the last night, i can't help but wonder, WHAT DO I DO NEXT? They have been everything to me in the last 2 months, and helped me be how strong i am. The winter season ...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 05:17:00 PST

Mother of all Fuck ups

Last night, I would have to say, i fucked up everything that i have worked so hard to get back with Robb. We got in a huge fight. I dont remember much of it, but i remember him saying it was OVER! tho...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 07:23:00 PST

Gettin better but worse first

So things seem to be looking up for me again slowly. Depending on how you look at it. Me n robb are talking and things are going good, as far as i can tell. I love him so much and am so happy that we ...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:50:00 PST

who knows anymore

Everything in my life seems so complicated. I try to smile as much as i can but its so hard latley. Things w/ me and robb seem like they are at an all time low, concidering his daughter was born yeste...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 06:25:00 PST

My friends

After all i have been thru in the last year, I have realized my true friends. They are the ones that stuck by my side no matter what. If i was happy, they were happy, if i was pissed, they were pissed...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:33:00 PST

The last year w/ my love

so its creeping up on our one yr...not that it really means anything anymore, but it does mean something to me. It was the start of the best thing that ever happened to me. I would never have guessed ...
Posted by l3eautifully l3roken on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 10:02:00 PST