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About Me

hmmm.....ok.....I'm

* satisified yet restless and wanting
* confident yet shy
* deep yet flippant
* level-headed yet neurotic
* intuitive yet oblivious
* emotional yet phlegmatic
* energetic yet lethargic
* trusting yet wary
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    BEAUTIFUL WORDS
Beautiful poem by Jon Sanders

This poem is about the battle between surviving at all costs and staying true to oneself

Life and I Falling

Life
in all its destitute
is putting on a parachute
'cause it just doesn't feel like dying today

But I stay where I've always been-
defied against our every wind;
not because I love to win,
but because I've always been that way

Life
in its regretted mind
disbelieves in leaving me behind;
but once again we surely find
that it does what it has to do

So maybe I'm out of mind,
or maybe I'm out of time,
or maybe both for staying in
He begged me once to come with him,
He begged me once as a friend
He begged me once to come with him,
but didn't ask again

Life
in its enduring trait
survived again within its fate-
Seldom ever looking back with solemn tone

But convinced he glimpsed, a part of me
had thought he loved the heart of me-
just before he left me on my very own

He was jealous of the art of me-
of how I'm made- the heart of me,
with courage in my every broken bone

He survived to live disheartedly
while I've broken every part of me,
but still he wished that he had never gone

Life
in all its destitute
lived because a parachute
took away the life he had to own

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Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is - Jim Morrison
If you hear a voice within you say "you cannot paint," then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced - Vincent Van Gogh
How can you explain that you need to know that the trees are still there, and the hills and the sky? Anyone knows they are. How can you say it is time your pulse responded to another rhythm, the rhythm of the day and the season instead of the hour and the minute? No, you cannot explain. So you walk. ~Author unknown

My Interests

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Other artists who can inspire and encourage me
British passport seekers need not apply

My Blog

The important dilemmas teenage boys have to deal with

Phillip my 18 yr old has just started at Yale college in Wrexham and I have been amused - no astounded at the length of time it takes him to get ready in the morning. He asked if a few of his mat...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:26:00 GMT

As a P.I I Make a Good LSA

This is a little story to demonstrate the trouble being impulsive can bring you - even if it is done with the right intentions. This morning, after discovering I had no cigs or milk (things tend ...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 03:49:00 GMT

House Update - Part ?

Well finally I'm seeing an end to the work. I've spent the last 3 weeks looking decidely 'ungirly', permanently in work clothes with paint spatters in my hair and have slogged from the moment I wake u...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 14:43:00 GMT

Magical Happenings

Bizarre and magical events have taken place in St Asaph this evening. It's Friday night - the television and Playstation are switched off and all you can hear is......silence,...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 14:57:00 GMT

House Update

Well I've finally finished most of the work, bar a few little bits and the house is looking good. I've become a kind of obsessively tidy 'Stepford Wife' type person who permanently has a duster in her...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 07:39:00 GMT

House update

Well it's starting to come together...I can see daylight anyway. The carpets are finally down and the new furniture positioned.....I'm now just obsessively following the children round the house with ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 03:16:00 GMT

Kittens

I have 11 kittens I seriously need to find good homes for this week. They're between 10 and 12 weeks old - fully weaned and can use the cat flap! The new carpets arrive this week and I've got to rehou...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 01:34:00 GMT

He caught a trout .......and his mother

Why....why??? Steven's not been fishing for ages - I've been too busy to take him and the weather has been too bad, so tonight I promised I'd drop him off as I have the joiner coming first thing and n...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 16:33:00 GMT

House Move Update ...and stuff

First of all I have a question.......Why as you get older does alcohol have such a bad effect on you? I can't drink anymore without feeling soooo crap and it's not good.....although much cheaper! Anyw...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 20:01:00 GMT

Mountain Pony

So here's a sweet little story to warm the cockles of your hearts .... After crap week, I was determined was going to get on my mountain and de-sensitise. Woke early to greet decorator and got jobs fi...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 06:29:00 GMT