hello.... ok so where do i begin! lol Basics?
well im 18 years old and i live in bridgend lol! i have brown eyes and brown hair, i wear glasses (if ya hadnt noticed!!!) im not skinny, im chuncky lol. i aint no angel thats for sure but i aint that bad lol, im not perfect by far and we all have our faults. i dont like hurting or upsetting people, its just not me, i dnt like being horrible but i will stand up for my self when i can be bothered lol, when i ant i just hide the fact that they have got to me lol i do try to let things go over my head, im not hard and i wont fight, im a big softy at heart lol. have a habit of scaring men off tho? :s really its not funny i dunnowhat i do!!!!!???? 2 weeeks max n they leg it lmao its true lmao :s
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im a qualified bench joiner (for all of you who dnt know what that is im like a carpenter but i make the doors and windows instaed of fittin them! lol)i studied wood occupations for two years at bridgend college! i also worked as an apprentice bench joiner for 10 months during my second year till i qualified last june! i gave up my job as a joiner at the end of august as i am goin back to bridgend college in september to do my national diploma in travel and tourism!
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i really want to go on to become cabin crew, travel around and see the world that way, suppose it would make a nice change from bridgend. i dunno if this is a way of escaping things and starting fresh or me just running and hiding from everyone and everything here. i would love to go into the long haul flights eventually maybe even move abroad and have my work base there and do flights to the UK and back, i dunno see how things go i suppose. i should start applying for seasonal jobs so i can start flyin as soon as possible!!! i cant wait to go, i just wanna see the world!!!
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i love all my friends to bits they are fantastic! And id be lost with out them!!! Men just totally suck at the mo, lol they just dnt have a clue do they! lol(girls you know what i mean?)
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i love guys in eyeliner, it looks relly sexy, especialy with dark hair! lol thats a bit weird in it lol. i like the goth/emo look i think its cute lol. i like tatoos they look gd dependin on what they are tho, and piercings are cool, i like the lip on a guy it looks gd lol.i want a couple of tattoos, i want (and dont think im strange) the word 'IDIOT' on the top of my left butt cheek,the word 'FOOL' in my hair line (but i think that might hurt and plus id have a bald patch lmao, my star sign on my right hip, a ram on my left, flowers down my left thigh and a cross on the inside of my right leg at the top. i dnt want much lmao, ill probably nevr all of them done, but theres no harm in wanting something.
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every wednesday i go down the ps with my gorgeous friend naomi or my mad and totally nuts mate kim, to have a drink and too watch loads of local talented bands so if u recognise me then thats y (im the one whos loud an chopsey!!! he he )!! lol.
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i was learning to drive but i gave up as ive failed 5 driving tests!!! lol dnt laugh its not funny!!!! na it is kinda funny i think i just gat nervous lol. i nearly hit a bus on one of them! lmao lol, a couple of curbs too!! lol
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um well im quite a loud, choppsey person! i think that can be a good and bad thing about me lol! some times its good, because i say what i think n feel but then i can be choppsey and thats when its not good and i get my self into trouble. hehe! lol on the other hand i can also be quite shy when i want to be! (shockinly yes i am!!)
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im quite self conscience and not very confident most of the time lol im quite shy as well, until you get to know me !!!! thats when i dnt shut up lol. im not a very patient person to tell the truth, i hate it when i dnt get a reply or answer immediatey. i drive mysef insane sometimes with paranoia lol, and i hate not knowing where i stand with people!! or in a siutation. i dnt like talking to people about things, i dnt like people knowing my business. i hate people who interfer with my business and stick their noses in where its not wanted!!! i dont like people who seem to think that everything is to do with them! i hate people who think they are perfect and people who think the world revolves around them! because shockinly it dnt!!! i am a jealous person and i know its not a good thing i thiks its cos i dont trust people very much. im quite independant, i dont like being spoken to as if im 3 years old, that really irritates me lol. i work my ass off doin college and work 4 nights after college and on the weekend.
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well theres some info on me and if you wanna get to me then comment me or email me on
[email protected] lol
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byes xxxx
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