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Alicia

Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery.

About Me


I think the best way to describe me is...I'm a hippie, but without all the negative qualities. Like I actually shower and shave my armpits and eat meat, and don't listen to sucky Phish. Except hippies scare me... Once I was told I'm like a gay man stuck inside a woman's body. I think that's pretty accurate too.
Here's some quotes I like and I think describe me in one way or another:
"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the over-compensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."
"This is my simple religion. No need for temples. No need for complicated philosophy. Your own mind, your own heart, is the temple; your philosophy is simple kindness."
"The sky was there before the clouds gathered, and it will be after they have gone."
"Nothing endures but change."
"I love you. Because we're alike. Bad lots, both of us. Selfish and shrewd. But able to look things in the eyes as we call them by their right names."
"You're like the thief who isn't the least bit sorry he stole, but is terribly, terribly sorry he's going to jail."
"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."
"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal."
"See the whole thing is a world full of rucksack wanderers, Dharma Bums refusing to subscribe to the general demand that they consume production and therefore have to work for the privilege of consuming, all that crap they didn't really want anyway such as refrigerators, TV sets, cars, and general junk you finally always see a week later in the garbage anyway, all of them imprisoned in a system of work, produce, consume, work, produce, consume, I see a vision of a great rucksack revolution thousands or even millions of young Americans wandering around with rucksacks, going up to mountains to pray, making children laugh and old men glad, making young girls happy and old girls happier, all of 'em Zen Lunatics who go about writing poems that happen to appear in their heads for no reason and also by being kind and also by strange unexpected acts keep giving visions of eternal freedom to everybody and to all living creatures."
"I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."
"But I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin."
"Man serves the interests of no creature except himself."
"Worry is a waste of emotional reserve."
"Can't you see? Every step I have taken, since I was that child on the bridge has been to bring myself closer to you."
"We must not expect happiness, Sayuri. It is not something we deserve. When life goes well, it is a sudden gift; it cannot last forever!"
"It all ends in tears anyway."
"Heaven help me for the way I am. Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done. I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand, but I keep living this day like the next will never come."
"Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul, cause it seems that wrong really loves my company."
"We don't have a lot of time on this earth. We weren't meant to spend it this way. Human beings were not meant to sit in little cubicles staring at computer screens all day, filling out useless forms and listening to eight different bosses drone on about mission statements."
"This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time."
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis."
"God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables – slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our great war's a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars, but we won't. We're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."
According to SelectSmart.com's Spiritual Belief System quiz, my #1 belief match is THERAVADA BUDDHISM .
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You Are Boston
Both modern and old school, you never forget your roots.
Well educated and a little snobby, you demand the best.
And quite frankly, you think you are the best.
Famous people from the Boston area: Conan O'Brien, Ben Affleck, New Kids on the Block What American City Are You?

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My Blog

Sexy Men

So I just wanted to make a nice photo collage of all the men I think are sexy so I can come drool over them whenever I want. So here we go...  
Posted by on Sat, 31 May 2008 10:33:00 GMT

My Library- A List of All My Books *always updated*

Titles colored red I haven't read yetFiction Adams, Douglas - The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy Alexander, Alma - The Secrets of Jin-Shei Alexander, Tasha - And Only To Decieve Atwood, Margaret - T...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 14:28:00 GMT

Heaven Sent

So today when I got home I saw the coolest thing ever. For some reason there was a butt naked asian man standing outside my apartment building. It was sweet! He was just kinda standing there and then ...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:40:00 GMT

Coolest thing ever...

So today at the beach I saw what was perhaps the coolest thing I've ever seen...a mother fucking ice cream boat!!
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 19:40:00 GMT

Lonely

Dave is out of town and I'm sad. I miss him.
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:06:00 GMT

If you're bored...

Sixty-Nine Odd QuestionsAre your parents married or divorced?:divorced Are you a vegetarian?:hell no Do you believe in Heaven?:no Have you ever come close to dying?:kinda What jewelry do you wear 24/7...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 13:12:00 GMT

Friday night was...

AMAZING.
Posted by on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 09:16:00 GMT

Trip to Rock Springs

So yesterday me and Phil went to Rock Springs. It's so pretty there. If you ever decide to go, you must get a tube! We didn't have any, and it sucked! Theres so many rocks in the water, huge algae cov...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 15:01:00 GMT

Geebus!!

I just realized today that... god damn I have a lot of perfume and lotion! Look at this! Isn't it beautiful? Soo...the other day I had Phil install a shelf so I could put all my perfume crap on ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 May 2006 02:49:00 GMT

Things that I've always wanted to learn

So I was bored one day and decided to make a list of all the things I've always wanted to learn how to do.  So here it is! 1. Bellydancing 2. Glass blowing 3. Drive stick 4. Crochet/Knitting 5. ...
Posted by on Tue, 23 May 2006 12:25:00 GMT