Dead at 40

life is tenuous, brief, full of surprises and boredom.  It is strange at times.  The daily grind goes on forever, day in and day out.  The sun is up, wind blows, rain comes and goes.&nb...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 21:08:00 GMT

Burials and frost

Sunday morning I arose to the task of burying my cat.  She was 20 years old which is 90 something in your human years. Thats what the chart in the vets office said. I think she was 20.  Now ...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 20:43:00 GMT

pushing the wheel around

im pushing a big wheel around. Round and round and round.  Keep my head down and push. Every now and then i look up. Time passes.  days turn into years.  I was talking to someone, just ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 21:21:00 GMT

Inbetween

Im inbetween stuff.  My direction is towards some ambiguous terminus. What am i doing?  I am not absolutely clear on my place, i just know i enjoy makin art.  Being in a contemporary ar...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 20:14:00 GMT

confusion and an overwhelming sense of loss

A week of sadness and confusion.  I have stumbled through these days fighting off a chest cold and fever, while trying to figure out who and what I am.  40 years of this life, with most of i...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:24:00 GMT

Frogs and fireflies

On this early summer evening, the night is soft and warm.  Cloudless skies bring those gentle night breezes that stir memories of long ago.  Walking in this dark and peaceful night, I listen...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 20:18:00 GMT

Thirsty and slow

So much to do.  So much, that im not gonna do it. That will teach me. I am sitting here listening to Abstract Rapture, a wonderful groove black metal band from Luxemborg. Im not doin what i need ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 15:46:00 GMT

What’s a Mashup? will it give me super powers?

Being one of the originals on the planet, i always feel old. Older than the Old Ones and those kids. So I am constantly asking, "What the hell is that?"  Why are you talking when no one is around...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 10:34:00 GMT

tired and american

Sitting here, late at night, listening to the whir of my printer.  Im printing 36 pages of a book I am making on Blurb.com. One would think it would just print, but it doesnt. It slowly churns ou...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 21:15:00 GMT

Too much and too little

Ook.thats what a big orangutan like me says when  he has a little too much to do.Where are these days going?? Time is flying by so fast!!!ook, ook.I am working on a book cover for a Sci Fi book c...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:06:00 GMT