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SecRet Spy AmbaR {cylwm} I'm his CraZy

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Create your own friendquiz herewell i can tell you right now, if you are a backstabber a liar or just rude in general...stay the fuck away i have no interest in you. other than having a very low tolerence for stupid people i am generally a nice person. i like to help peolpe in need, and dont like to watch anyone suffer. my name is amber, i am 17 lived in loomis my whole life. Lets see i am a very careing person but hurt someone i love and watch what a bitch i become. i smoke and if you dont like it, too bad get a life. if you tell me not to do something watch me do it just to spite u. dont test me. Ok i am generally refered to as a blonde, but let me make it clear i'm not as stupid as people think. and the only reason i continue to let people think im stupid is, i dont care what they think and i dont have to "prove" myself to anyone. Dont try and change me, and don't judge me. i make mistakes i also learn from them, and for the people who think i will never change... Fuck you i already have changed more than you ever will. thats pretty much it, just dont piss me off and we will be best friends.~ It's your life, and anything and everything you do... hold yourself accountable! YOU make the choices and you own up to your consequences. A very wise person once told me, you have nothing to regret as long as you don't make the same mistake twice. Those are big words coming from me, someone who makes a whole hell of a lotta mistakes. And honestly i do not regret what i can not change; i only regret what i could have changed but choose not to.~Have you ever heard the expression, "AN EYE FOR AN EYE WILL MAKE THE WORLD BLIND". It's true and it's my motto to live by. Sometimes justice is underserved. Also sometimes, bad things happen to people who don't deserve it. ANd sometimes, no matter what happens everything turns out for the best.message me~ aim- ditzzzigrl yahoo- ambersbigb00bs lighters are like sunglasses, they either break, some one steals them, or u lose them...
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Only people as cool as me..... No I'm just kidding, I'll be friends with a rock so I think your chances are pretty good.
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Music:

I listen to almost every kinda of music you could imagine and i like them all for the most part.

Movies:

i like all movies. i like scary movies, alot umm i don't know i know i like mvies that have a good story behind them.

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Television:

one tree hill is by far my favorite show!!! I WACTH ALOT OF FAMILY GUY, AND RERUNS OF FRIENDS. I like shows that make me laugh.

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MY BEST FRIEND IS MY BIGGST HERO.are my friends~ Friendship isn't about who you knew the longest, it's about who never left your sideI live for the nights I'll never remember with the friends I'll never forget.A friend is the first one to walk in when the world walks out.A true friend reaches out for your hand and ends up touching your heart.If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them.When you were born, everyone around you was smiling and you were crying. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Dont walk in front of me, I may not follow. Walk beside me and be my friend..Get Your Own! | View SlideshowHow jealous are you?
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My Blog

You break her down!!

But you will never find it she is gone. So sick of the lies,.. The thought of your name I despise. You break her down. You break her down. We both know you aren't changing. Her heart you're rearrangi...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:05:00 PST

the future..my future..

amazingly tonight i couldn't sleep which isnt really a shock because when your sick for over 2 months straight your sleeping habbits kinda do whatever they want. But this is not the amazing part. so l...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:26:00 PST

still his children no matter what!

He had many of bad habits He was trying hard to breakAnd every time he thought it got better He would make another mistakeThough he knows he's far from perfectHe is trying to live rightHe ask me to as...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 05:27:00 PST

This is who i am.

i am a girlmy emotions are all over the map.i get irritated over nothing.and sometimes huge life changeing things don't even phase me.i am an exlent problem solver, in fact i can handle everyones prob...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 05:36:00 PST

Alter egos~

amber ~ Widows Peak, miss peak, W peak kate~ Big forehead aka lobster, The Lobster Shandra~ Bubbles, or Bubbly mubbly *any one who wants to play may message me, no garentee you will be cool enough to ...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 12:48:00 PST

words of wisdom.

as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasnt suppose to ever let you down probably will more than once and its harder every time. Youll break hearts too, so remember hot it felt when y...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 08:01:00 PST

Why am i even supprised anymore???

why am i supprised? when this is what we do... you freak out and avoid me, and in the end i forgive you. Why do i even care? when all we were was friends. yet at the end of the day, we both know we're...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:03:00 PST

My Nana.

i wish now i would have spent more time with you. i wonder when/if you go will you miss me too? i wonder how life could exsist without you. as i have grown you have been there wacthing me. &&...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:11:00 PST

I may never get over you.

I can't cry, not over you. Not anymore. I'm still hurting deep down, but i can't let anyone see it... i won't let anyone see it. I wish you knew, what you have done to me. You played so many games i d...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 02:57:00 PST

LEAVE the peices when you go.

You're not sure that you love meBut you're not sure enough to let me goBaby it ain't fairYou kno you just keep me hanging roundYou say you don't wanna hurt meDon't wanna see my tearsSo why are yous ti...
Posted by ♥Widow§♥Peak♥ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:53:00 PST