*~Watch as I DeFy all odds~*

I'm a FUCKIN NINJA!!!!!! Noelle is my Best FRIEND and partner in CRIME!!!!! Ashley is my QUEEN!!!! Jessica is my hero!!!! Chris is my brother and Romeo!!!! I owe everything to them and they owe me nothing!! They alone make up the handprint on my heart!! Forever their and only i can feel it within me You FUCK with any of them and I will FUCKIN KILL YOU!!!!!Im an extreamly happy person when Im with my friends!! I get along with anyone and everyone!! The ppl who I dont like are the ppl who have done something bad to me or one of my friends!!! I've loved and got my heart broken!! I'm very sensitive but will only let few people see that vonerable side of me!!! I can hold a grudg!! For the most part I can forgive ppl but if ur unsure then talk to me about it!! I wont be a bitch to u but I'll be more then happy to tell u the truth!! sometimes I'm the girl you wish you could be and sometimes im a compleat BITCH!! I have LOT'S of friends but very few close ones. I'm friends with people two years younger then me but they are cooler then the people my age!!! The close friends I have that are my one age are cooler then you could ever wish you were. I'm really out going!!! I hate it when "people" act like they are so high and mighty!!! ( When they have to realize FUCKING with other peoples LIVES and EMOTIONS is DANGEROUS!!!!) One day I will die and so will you!!! Currently I am suspended from school for my 2nd effence of possesion of cigerets and my first with weed. Dont tell me not to do drugs!!! If Im ganna fuck up my life let me learn!!! I suffer from EXTREAM depression!!! I have never tried to kill myself but I have been sent to a mental hospital. My miturity has droped drasticaly and now that I realize that I will no longer pretend to not understand shit. I'm pritty smart but I cant speel to save my life!! I no longer belive in love the way people discribe how they feel about others!! I use to but I belive if their is such a thing as love then you wouldnt be able to fall out of it!!! For those of you waiting for all of hell to brake lose you missed it!!! look around you..... it's HELL ON EARTH!!Acting is the one thing that keeps me sane!! being able to become someone ealse and intertain ppl is my life!! Singing use to be a big part of my life and it still is except im in an all girls chior this year and some of the chicks are soooo caty that ive actually just not gone to class this year!! I love singing and having to deal with ppl who say shit behind ppl's backs about the way they sing drives me crazy!!! if ppl like to sing then just FUCKIN let them sing!! My friend will know no matter how shity I feel i will always act like everything is great and then some in thaetor!!! It use to be that way in chior too but this year I'd rather be sick then listen to girls bitch about things!!I love animals!!!!! CLEO MY DOG!!!!! DONETELLO MY TURTLE!!!!I LOVE CUP-CAKE'S. I MISS MY CUP-CAKE):