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About Me

My lil boy Ashton and MY boyfriend Randy are my life. Im in College. I dont really drink. i use to be a BALL. Now im just kinda boring :). But i am happier then i have ever been.I would say the best thing about me is my lil man. he changed me into the person i needed to be. Sometimes the MISTAKES you think you have made end up being your GREATEST treasures in life.I don't need much. Just those two smiles....

My Blog

Please heart...dont fail me now

So i return to Elko tomorrow. Im excited as hell..but in the last hour its like i have gotten so sad about it and i dunno why. I mean i miss everyone so much that i cant wait to hug everyone and just ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 23:12:00 GMT

As the summer fades away..i still love you

so basically ill be back in elko in 2 weeks. its crazy how fast the summer went. I had a lot of different things happen this summer that i never had to deal with before. I found out tonight though tha...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 21:51:00 GMT

why cant i just smile

so i promised some of my friends i would write some blogs on how i am in FL. basically i havrnt had a lot of internet access so im lacking on that. Lets see...how am i? not good might be the best choi...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 09:01:00 GMT

the hardest Decison of my life

for all of my friends that dont know yet...sadly i will be moving in the next week ot two. There are somethings in my life that i need to get sorted out and i need to get away and clear my head. I dun...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 19:07:00 GMT

oh these amazing people

so here it goes...my explanation for my mood swings. latly i have been up and down with my moods and the people that know me best kno the crap ive had to deal with the last month or so. But i jsu...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 21:42:00 GMT

A Pathetic Disapointment

As I lie here in this bed of regretI wonder these thoughts to silenceAm i supose to feel this empty when my mind is fullFull of nothing but some how everythingThe nothing being the everything that has...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:38:00 GMT

i dunno

soooo tonight...i think it was intersting enough to write a blog about. well i woouldnt call it intesting..more like stupid...gay? i dunno. but first off...sorry to everyone i kinda treated like crap ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 01:42:00 GMT

senior year...friends...and just random thoughts.

Soooo ive been in FL for about a month and a half now and ill be coming home this tuesday. And going away for most of the summer has taught me a lot of stuff. For one...dont take ur friends for g...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 00:14:00 GMT

Beauty? such a stereotypical word

Is beauty all that it is made out to be? I think it is for the pretending fate Maybe its your understandings of life Or do you not understand at all? Mirrors are liars Darkness tells all but light is ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:41:00 GMT

gggggggggawd

Sooo Im sitting here in FL. Ya and im bored and kinda getting depressed which i havent in awhile. I like being here with my mom and it can be fun here sometimes but i miss home soooo bad. Well let me ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 14:28:00 GMT