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Just a Girl in the World

About Me





     I live where the Baltimore Harbor and Chesapeake Bay meet a little place called Todds Farm, My Mom passed away last year and now I'm moving on with My Transition ... you see I didn't what My Transition to add stress to her life. My Home is cool if you like the unique which I do, you see I tried what people would call a "Normal" life, Lordie it just about killed me. so I have now have My SRS Date 03/13/09 Yes that's Friday the 13th .... seemed sorta fittin' don'tcha think?? I just went through a hair transplant. I have been amazed how many people have been surportive, I work for Sears and they still let me work on the Sales Floor and Not hide me in thne back somewhere.       I have been dressing since I was 5. You see my Mother was a fashion designer and she made a lot of clothes for my cousin that was my age and she used me for her sewing dummy. Oh on the outside I protested but on the inside I loved it so much. she even made her custom Barbie clothes, I still would love to get my hands on those, I mean she had real cashmere sweater and skirt set the 12 inch bitch! One of my Sister Sharon was a very good loookin' when I was young it was from her I learned makeup. She would "Doll" me up sometimes for fun. It was her who told me I couldn't be a girl when I grew up (Guess I Fooled Her;-) ). When I told her I was Transsexual she said she figured it was something like that and she supported me being me. Then there was Heaven or as most people call it the basement, store racks of clothes my mother had made.       My Father told me when I was a teenager that if I turned "Sissy" he would disown me ... Well Honey he's gotta be rolling in his grave now. I spent a lifetime dealing with the fear and guilt of being this way and one day I said the hell with it and embraced who I really was and since that day I have been a much happier person. I always thought I was an "Ugly" person until that one day I saw the real me in the mirror ... Now I love who I am!I am a Parent of three wonderful children and I love them so much it hurts so much being so far from them I am Moving to Atlanta to be closer to them.   Dream the Good Dream,   Nikki

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Tara Emory Mika Doll David Bowie Bono Dr. Marcie Bowers (Who is doing my SRS Surgery) As Many TG Sisters as I can! A Lot of People That Are Dead Now!

My Blog

Angie Zapata's Murder

Ever since her death I have followed this case and Blogged about it all over the internet and what shocks me is how people blame Angie for her murder because they believe something her murderer said n...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 16:10:00 GMT

Just a Perfect Day

Every once and awhile you have one of those Perfect Days.   Sunday June 8,2009 was one of those wonderful days. I had a party for my best friend Barbi Satin the Fetish Model. Since the bulk of my...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:05:00 GMT

Be-All

Well I just got back from the Be-All In Chicago a one week non stop party .. For details you will have to check copies of several police reports! lol   I reconnected with a lot of old friends, ma...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 08:12:00 GMT

OMG

Cinco de Mayo   Well Last night was a blast from my past in a way!   One of the girls at work invited me to a party at "Dock of the Bay" a nice restaurant/bar. Things started out with some d...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 06:49:00 GMT

My Life ... An Update

Life couldn't be better!   I have a great job where my transition is going great .. better then I ever dreamed of ... I just hope when I transfer to Atlanta things go as well. I'm sure it will th...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 14:36:00 GMT

Family Update

I love it My Big Sister reminded me not to come over on Easter ... Don’t I feel so Special!   Dream The Good Dream,Nikki
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:06:00 GMT

Family

I don’t know how many Family members I have lost because I chose to be me .... Most of My Sister Carolyn’s Family ... Many haven’t talked to me since they found out! I have managed t...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 18:08:00 GMT

T-Minus One Year and Counting!

One year from today I will have my SRS Surgery!   I can’t explain how that feels! I can see the light at the end of a very long tunnel ... After half a century I get to finally be the perso...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 16:28:00 GMT

My Life at Work

Or what it's like to transition in public at work!   Very Simply Amazed of how wonderful everyone has been to me since I transitioned on the job. Both Customers and Co-workers ....   OK I g...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 15:25:00 GMT

What’s Happenin’ in Nikkiland!

Right now there is a three way race in my family to see who lives and who dies!   Mom has dropped fast in the last two weeks ... She has lost the will to live.   Big Sister (Who has Disowned...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 16:06:00 GMT