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~*Mrs. Hillier*~

Love is taught hypocrisy from youth

About Me

No matter how thin i get, i ALWAYS think i'm fat. I lost my self confidence. If you find it, send it back please. I'm afraid of the dark. And about a hundred thousand other things. i'm SUPER EMOTIONAL, sucks if you can't deal with that, but that really isn't MY problem. I love wearing makeup and looking gorgeous, the whole process of getting ready for the day is fun for me, but lately it's a struggle just to get out of bed and put clean clothes on- don't even ask about the makeup. according to most every guy i've ever dated, including my husband, i'm a horrible communicator. Ironically, i'm great with words and an awesome writer... everything i want to say, i do, i just have to use a pen to do it. i wish i had the drive to be an artist. i cry a lot. i hate seafood, the smell makes me vomit in my mouth. as hard as i try to send out the vibe that i don't care what you think and i am a bad ass, inside it hurts and i really do want you to like me. in my desire to be sweet and likeable, i have sacrificed a distinct portion of myself. and that makes me angry. i'm actually very angry about a lot of things, and chances are i will never feel comfortable enough with myself to resolve those issues. it says i have 57 friends on myspace, but in real life i could count my friends on one hand. i absolutely cannot tolerate liars. i love books. they take me out of this world, and that's good because this world kind of sucks. i have the heart of a protester and the motivation of a slug. i'd like to stand for something, to be passoinate for a great cause, i just lack the energy and focus. there's a lot more that makes up the wonder that is me, good luck getting that info.
You Are 84% Girly
When the term "girly girl" was invented, they were thinking of someone like you.
You're a feminine and sweet and very high maintenance. But you're worth it! How Girly Are You?

My Interests


Myspace Countdown Clocks at WishAFriend.com

I'd like to meet:

I found my very own Mr. Darcy... So, Now I guess I'll set my sights on Gwen Stefani... I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Music:

No Doubt- I love you Gwenny Gwen Gwen! WEEZER, Five Iron Frenzy,Dashboard Confessional (the story of my life in EVERY song)

Movies:

Hmm... Anchorman is my favorite movie HANDS DOWN, I love The Wedding Singer, Ace Ventura (1&2), Rocky Horror Picture Show, Disney cartoons, Willy Wonka, Star Wars, ... basically any romantic comedy... I love laughing at a good movie.

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

Television:

I like the real world and real world/ road rules challenges, and Friends. and VH1 is the greatest channel, followed by MTV. I have recently developed an addiction to CSI, ALIAS and (i know i know!) THE O.C. And Grey's Anatomy is THE BEST show on television.

Books:

"there are few people whom i really love, and still fewer of whom i think well. The more i see of the world, the more i am dissatisfied with it: and everyday confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit or sense." (jane austen's pride & prejudice) What Pin Up girl are you?
you are the smartie pants! you're very intectual and love to read and write..its all good..you'll be successful later on in life!
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Heroes:

heroes are subjective... like art. Heroes are Art.

My Blog

Tag!

Here's how it works: Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 20 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 or more people to be tagged, listing ...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 09:48:00 PST

Randomness (Thanks Rebecca!)

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? Yes... I won't mention any names. I'm rising above. How do you flush the toilet in public? Double flush with my foot... you don't know wh...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 01:49:00 PST

Birthday...

So... Another year older... I can’t believe that I have only known my wonderful husband for 2 years! My birthday 2 years ago was our first "date"... It feels like I’ve known him forever, ...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 11:47:00 PST

Family Feud

Playing Family Feud!Can’t use my answers!1. Name something you use in the shower?shampoo2. Name something a football player wears under his uniform:pads3. Name something people hate to find on t...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:50:00 PST

Boiled Babies

The following quote is from Jonathan Swift's "A Modest Proposal"... I am including it here in my blog to illustrate to those few who misunderstand my writing. I am not the first person to write someth...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 02:15:00 PST

Who cares if a soldier dies... (thanks Jania)

Take a man and put him alone,Put him twelve thousand miles from home.Empty his heart of all but blood,Make him live in sand, in mud.This is the life I have to live,This the soul to God I give.You have...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 01:49:00 PST

Freedom isnt free

I love you hunny! Thank you so much for what you do everyday! I'm so proud of you! You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 07:34:00 PST

14 Things.... (thanks Melissa!)

14 things never to say Things NOT to say to a military spouse or girlfriend..1. "Aren't you afraid that he'll be killed?"(This one ranks in at numb...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 01:08:00 PST

Obama rhymes with OSAMA

Ok people... aside from what it would mean historically for our nation to have a black president, there is little to recommend this guy for presidency. If those other black guys couldn't pull it ...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 07:13:00 PST

How I met B~R~U~C~E (Thanks Drea)

1. Where did you meet?At the Honolulu Airport (that's the short version...)2. What was the first thought that went through your head when you met?I actually said to my friend, "Dibs on the driver!" H...
Posted by ~*Mrs. Hillier*~ on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 03:34:00 PST