I am lazy, I am selfish, I am arrogant, I am flippant.
we are so many lifetimes away from the one we want to be, take your place and play the part
"I'm not normally a pubic hair obsessive - I really have no ongoing fetishes, I don't think, because each woman is different, and you never know what particular feature or transition between features is going to grab you and say, "Look at this - you've never thought about exactly this before!" Each woman inspires her own fetishes. And it isn't that Joyce has some ridiculous Vagi-fro or massive Koosh-ball explosion of a sex-goatee - in fact her hair isn't thicker really than most. It's just that is covers a wider area, maybe, and its blackness sparkles, if you will - its curving border reaches a little higher on her stomach. A little? - what am I saying? It's the size of South America. To think that I could have died and not seen this - that I could have picked a different temp assignment when Jenny, my coordinator, told me my few choices a few weeks ago. What is exciting about its extent is maybe that, because it reaches higher than any other woman's pubic hair, it becomes less and more sexual at the same time - the slang for it, like "pussy hair" and "cunt hair" (I flinch at both those words, except when I'm close to coming), doesn't apply because it is no longer, strictly speaking, "pubic" hair at all - its borders are reaching out into soft abdominal love-areas, so love and sex mix. I wanted to feel it, the dense sisaly lush resilience of it, which makes that whole hippy part of her body look extraordinarily graceful. It is a kind of black cocktail dress under which her clit-heart beats - it has that much dignity.