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Heli

as i'm finding the right words you're getting away

About Me


All about my universe you never wanted to know
After joining myspace I had here "All about me" survey thing but I found it damn boring, uninteresting and unoriginal. So here's something about me in my own words. I'm 18-year-old high school student. Some of my friends and especially older people say me to be "smart" and "grown-up" which can sometimes be true but usually I'm childish, emotional, sarcastic, shy/extrovert (varies from day to day) and loving.
The main thing I'm here is music. I listen it. I sing it. I play it. I dance it. I'd say music is one of the most important things in my life and it could be (or is it already?) my boyfriend. I like gigs and festivals. I'm here to discover new bands that I wouldn't (ever?) hear in Finland. The indie scene here in Eastern Finland is allmost nonexistent *sigh*.
Beside music I love art, books, movies and travelling. I won't say no to new (like-minded) friends either. Friends are nice but I'm not looking for a foreing boyfriend from myspace. So please feel free to add me as a friend. If there's anything you want to know (from my favourite drink to if I believe love in the first sight), ask me. (Just don't ask what are my plans for future. I don't them yet (maybe I don't know them after ten years either) and/or I'm still trying to find them out) edit: I hope I'll study developemt studies or business managament :)
Some ramdom stuff about me -
I'm really into physical closeness and need to be hugged at least twice a day.
I love everything SPANISH
The most dummiest thing I've ever done was trying to listen crappy Finnish rock and pop bands as much as I could when I fancied a guy who (for God's sake) turned to be a real asshole
The song that is stuck in my head right now is I like you by Morrissey
I've a strange habit to start reading newspaper from the last page
I LOVE thunderstorms
My favourite animal is koala
I think love is all you need
I wish I was born before 1980 (not be old! I just wanted to see the amazing music scene in those days)
I'll keep the best of you
Ilove bagels with Phildelphia cheese
I hope there's such a thing as a soulmate
I have a strange fetish in guys in glasses, and with nice smiles
My bedtime depends from 23.00 to 5.00
I think the world is more beautiful in black and white
My goal is to learn some Spanish ("un cerveza, por favor" isn't enough, right)
I'm easily amused, yet easily bored
I speak a lot and I've a lot to say
I dislike being labeld by other people
I've had a self esteem issue but I've learnt to like myself as the way I am
A guy who can keep up a good conversation is attractive in my book
I like someone but he doesn't know that I'm attracted to him
I've an obsession with horror films, though I'm too afraid of watching the most scary parts
I secretly adore Dima Bilan (Russian Antti Tuisku/Alexander/Gareth Gates/whatever, a hiphop/rnb-singer, and in my friends opinion a "gay face") Don't blame me, blame my Russian roots
Always love by Nada Surf makes me sad even if the lyrics are so clever
I love to dance when nobody's at home

My Interests

♥ CISV, soulmate searching, books, stars and thunderstorms watching, movies, arts and crafts, vintage clothes, music playing, piano, guitar, music listening, snowboarding, off roading, Germany, Spain, Russia, photography, converse shoes, hugs, kisses

I'd like to meet:


YOU

Music:

EMO, PUNK, ROCK ♥

ALTERNATIVE, INDIE ♥

some SKA and DUB stuff too

I've too many favourite bands. I'll update this soon :

Movies:



This makes me sad

this makes me smile

Films by Tim Burton and Pedro Almodovar are my favourites. I like also Goodbye Lenin, , Amelie, Donnie Darko, Being John Malcovich, Barfuss, My life without me and Belyy Bim - Chyornoe ukho

Books:

The Little Prince by Antoine De Sain Exupéry, Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoi, Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel, The Shining by Stephen King, The Alchemist by Pablo Coelho, The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera, White Teeth by Zadie Smith

Heroes:

Zadie Smith. Being a kid with a computer is not enough. I want to become like her.

My Blog

THIS VIDEO IS LIKE READING MY MIND

It really is. Am I just stupid? Too picky? Proctecting my heart?Well, I don't know.I need someone more than anything else. But the someone is not here... It's strange. All I want now is to fall in lov...
Posted by Heli on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:33:00 PST

oh, Germany

How said that Germans have a bad sense of humor. I bet they are the funniest people in the whole world. I've a German issue again. And I wish I were there. *mwah*..>...
Posted by Heli on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST

stuck

Sometimes, you do things because you just have to. Right now i need to express myself. I don't exactly know how or why. But theres this need to communicate before my brain attacks itself. I am living ...
Posted by Heli on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:47:00 PST

when the world gives you lemons

.......... make lemonade or alternativley, squeeze the juice of the lemons into the eyes of your enemies.Breathe in Breath out Relaax......
Posted by Heli on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

sunday.

The most beautiful person in the whole world, galaxy, universum and everything is Devendra Banhart.And the one who says he isn't. Doesn't know anything about beauty. ...
Posted by Heli on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 11:48:00 PST

the biggest fear

I'm afraid of driving car when a truck overtakes me. Then I just want to close my eyes.I'm also afraid of driving car with eyes closed. Why the heck did they ever give me the driving licence?...
Posted by Heli on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 11:03:00 PST

grays and blacks

She is the creator of her own will. Unmoved and confident, she faces a canvas covered in nothing but blacks and grays. The canvas, a piece which once held so much potential, lay lifeless and cold like...
Posted by Heli on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 10:31:00 PST