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Some facts about me:
Hi,I am Camilla.How nice of you to stop by:)
I am here on myspace to catch up on some new and "old" music....I'm a passionate music lover..and I love to discover or "rediscover" music..
I am also here to catch up with new and old friends. I have met and do meet nice people here all the time..People from all over the world. It is really an amazing thing..
well enough about that..
Here is some info about ME:)
I am a girl with a lot of enthusiasm and passion for life. I enjoy life and all the wonders that comes its way.
I am also very,determinant to make the world around me to a positive,safe,relaxed and fun place to be..Life is a blessing!
I will now share something about me. I will share this because I believe in openness, and if I am open, more people will maybe also be..and really.... we need to share and be more open towards each other...That is my take on life anyway:D
So here it goes..Are you ready?..**laughs**
I have experienced a lot in my life, a lot of bad thing from an early age.
I grew up in a very sadistic, violent and abusive home.I had to get out from there by myself at age 7, the world around was to afraid to do anything to help.I was pretty much on my own from age 8..I spent a lot of my childhood in several orphanages and also living on the street. I have seen and experienced people at their absolute worse, but i have also seen people at their best(not the same people).I will not get in to detail because its a long story and also to graphic for people to handle.
It has been a dark bumpy ride, but this ride have taught me so much.
After a lot of soul-searching,I have found out that horrible experiences can be a "gift"..often it will give you a deeper insight and view of life..it will give you the ability to be more empathic, so you later can help and be supportive to others in bad situations..
It may sound harsh, that I see bad experiences as a gift..Dont get me wrong, it doesn't excuse the bad people are doing to each other..but in spite of all evil and traumas, you can get through it, and you can grew from it, and be stronger.
This is MY sight of it, not saying that it's the path for all people..But I do believe that all experiences are for us to find our inner wisdom and strengths..If you live in the light all your life, you never know anything else and of course it will be good.If you have been in the dark/rough for a while you have so much more appreciation for life and a greater insight of life..After you have fought through the darkness, you have two choices:
either stay in “the darkâ€, beginning to hate the world and everything in it .(Remember hating is the easy way out..)
Or let yourself embrace by the light which you now can be a part of..You will still have the wisdom from the dark, and can then recognize and help others..
The ride has also taught me a lot about compassion..How NOT to take the negativity from people (life is too short),about LOVE, to be humble, positive and grateful every day.Also, never to forget to be nice and helpful to people around..Because it can mean SO much..Just a nice word, compliment or just a smile..This I strive for EVERY day. This wisdom is so profoundly touching for me..I can’t even tell you. I'm very passionate about this..
The point of telling you guys this is, it is always hope, ALWAYS..You can come through any obstacle, and I promise you, when you are through it,you will be twice as wise and twice as strong..Dare to reach out a hand and it will be found, its not worth to end life or stay in misery..You can come out in the light again, trust me.. It is so many struggling people out there, and it breaks my heart..The point about me being as honest, is to maybe open you a little so you can be honest too..this is the first step to healing..
I have for a long time dreamed about starting a “safe house†for troubled children and youth. These children are our future, and these children can be a BIG resource in the future, we need people like them. People who have turned their bad luck and awful experiences to a strength.It is important to help them on their way.. They need to know that people DO care and that the world really is a nice and loving place..
The vision is that this place will be a place where they can come and learn "different tools" to handle a hard and rough everyday... They need help to find their inner voice and to find different ways to express what they are feeling inside. Through song, playing instrument, paint, writing,acting,talking etc.. It is important to get inside and get out the wonderful things these special kids have there -They really are Gods special little angels...And it is also important to give them the self-confident they so urgently need... My heart really bleeds for these children, and they need understanding, compassion, and most important LOVE..
Life have "unfortunately" (some people will say *laughs*) given me kind of black/dark, bad, childish and gallows humour.I think it is this sense of humour that really can save you from drowning in self-pity, self-importance and misery...Never let one day go by without laughing..I LOVE a good Laugh! The gift of laughter and humour is one of the most precious you have.Don't you loose it!
Other facts:
* I love and I find serenity taking and working with photos and paintings
I love and adore children..I have great fun with my childlike side that has a child's curiosity and enthusiasm for life.. and i love to play with kids because of this. They teach me new things about life everyday.
*I also love to write, I write poems, short stories, and I’ve also written a play which I tend to get on stage at some point.i do also have an ambition of writing an opera-play..I love opera, and the storyline I already have... .. I also have the big novel in process..I have several in my head already..Just need the energy to get it all out..That is the hard part..:P
*I love to cook; I love to create new things and make food for others. It is my big "obsession". I am a believer in that you always must make food with love.
Don’t make food when you’re angry, then the food will not be good...**LAUGHS**
I love to travel. My favourite country right now is Spain..I would love to travel more, but money and time haven't allowed it..Next destination is Ireland, I have always felt very drawn to Ireland.It must be something with the rough and the dramatic nature ..I am planning to go there someday soon..
Well enough about me now.. Appreciate life, its a beautiful thing, the greatest gift..
Love is everywhere if you look..and if you put out a smile, you will get ten in return..:)
- Love to all of you from the bottom of my heart..