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Pete Steel

from the deepest desires often come the deadliest hate...

About Me

I'm crazy people... No, seriously. I never listened to my parents, I've always stayed up past bedtime, I never made it in before cerfew, I was always late for class, I don't follow the rules, I'm always out-spoken, sometimes I speed, I smoke and drink, usually I'm never in dresscode, at times I wear my heart on my sleeve, I'll put things off till the last minute, I never decided what I was gonna be when I grow up, I have no idea where I'm going, and I spend waaay too much time on the web... Like I said, Crazy, people.
Poke'n Holes piercing up my lil brother... and next up, ink...
Bright days... my sisters last few days in florida... reminiscing with old friends... new friends... and well... an april weekend that lasted more like a week...
bye, bye, bye um... me, sleepless, creative... a restless echo.
Me, livingsome clips of me, living my life... i never get all the good stuff on tape, but i try.
Rated PG-13um... i don't think this video needed a caption... i'm only human
Piercingshort mix of body piercings i've done
Funny ass sh*t!really messed up b-day shout i made
For my Godfather
he was a fighter pilot in the Greek airforce
i feel so much pain... just knowing the horror they endure, cursed from the beginning... how is it we must kill for something we don't need? why do we choose death time and time again... i can't stop the trembling of my hands as i imagine the cruelty, the torture, and completely terrifying horror of what people allow to happen... to feed upon the flesh of a fellow earthling... to take life... no matter how big or how small... something created in such a bliss of hope and love... only to be taken in utter slaughter. i still can't fathom how anyone with any intelligence at all can even think of feeding upon the soul of another... for we are born into this world just the same as an animal... so how different is a creature that breathes the same air, drinks the same water, feels the same cold, sees the same sun, differs from us? you know of what i speak... for years and even to this day we scream of equality... the struggle to stop racism... well, at one time or another your ancestors were treated as inferior... non deserving of the life they were given and treated as if just that... unworthy... genocide... so take a step back and look at the bigger picture... we kill when we shouldn't, we allow this to happen over and over and over and over again.... my heart aches for the torture of these short lived lives of pain... i am vegan because i know... because i choose not to look the other way... because i choose to say no to the complete waste of life, the complete waste of something so beautiful as living... for it is something we cannot just buy, then again... we do... a life... not sure of the cost? just check your local grocery store. choose life. no matter how small, short, or important... choose to be humane... just choose to be human.
Oh... just one more thing... I care.
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lollapalooza chicago '08 got on a plane, & surprised my lil sister for her birthday... she cried, i laughed!

my videotape so, yea i have no idea what i waz think'n ;P

Christmasclips and pictures of the family

Life in a momentjust pieces of my life, remixed

Poke'n Folkslatest remixed stick'n addition...

Body Modificationone of my first vid portfolio's

Inked Upsleeved by casper

My HeartachePart 1Part 2Part 3

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My Blog

blended thoughts...

so i am, again in question. emotions in turmoil, waiting to receive... my must, my purpose, at least my direction. for i am once more in stand still... not wanting what i have, but what i had... the ...
Posted by Pete Steel on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 02:32:00 PST

something, sometime, somewhere....

a vision, not really awake...  nor really asleep ... blurred and screwed, though still... something was shown, something revealed... something, i just can't wrap my underdeveloped mind arou...
Posted by Pete Steel on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 02:43:00 PST

humbled sanity...

so where is that notion of security... the sanity we are so familiar with... so accustomed to... so fond of... what is it that keeps us from falling over the edge... going down in the deep end... wha...
Posted by Pete Steel on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:06:00 PST

troubled sleep...

dark...  cold...  dreary, is the hollow hallway of soaked bricks...  as if they are persperating...  alive, a faint feeling of drifting away, the light fades...  i follow, onl...
Posted by Pete Steel on Wed, 07 May 2008 04:45:00 PST

harsh reality

ignore the obvious and heed the impossible, for it is inevitable... the chosen fate. it just isn't like me not to understand... i calculated the math... i studied the probability. i waited in anticip...
Posted by Pete Steel on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:39:00 PST

Taking leave....

so here i am, in need of more pieces to the puzzle, words to the riddle... for i am lost in value, held in escrow... my soul? sold sign in the front yard.   moving towards distraction... clo...
Posted by Pete Steel on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 04:40:00 PST

Memory, unexplained

again it happens... i find myself feeling empty. a flash of cold renders my body still. i free fall into thought... head first into the unknown, everything i know, everything that matters, doesn't. i...
Posted by Pete Steel on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 04:30:00 PST

A year ends...

another year has come and gone... it's as if it heeded no warning, even though the calendar always seems to do just that... still correcting the date on all the checks... still wondering what hadn't ...
Posted by Pete Steel on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 04:18:00 PST

Soon will be...

Currently speechless and nothing short of loathing... what soon will be, for the past is gone, yet i remain calm to the obvious... abruptly patient... change... it happens everywhere and all the time....
Posted by Pete Steel on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 08:34:00 PST

The other half

To start this random blog off, a quote of some sort, pertaining to the questions I keep hearing from everyone...   "I am alone, but not lonely."  A quote I found myself saying...
Posted by Pete Steel on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 07:36:00 PST