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emotions catch up with me [i'm too fast for them]

About Me


Time favors no one and if we wait
we too can fall in love
a second too late
I know that on occasion my spelling/typing is terrible... so if you find any errors please correct them in your head... or tell me and i'll mail you something.. perhaps a cookie... seriously
OK... now here's some shit you should know about me. Try real hard to care.
My name's Steve. I'm probably the biggest geek you'll ever know, but i'm ok with that. If you're looking for people that can carry on great lengthy conversations and can keep you enthralled for hours with their interesting stories... i think you should leave my page now. I'm not that.
I do however kick ass. At least to myself, and seriously... thats really all that matters.
I'm really not hard to get along with. Just be nice to me and i'll love you forever. I cannot stand people who judge or label me... at least seriously. If its in good humor then make fun of me all you want, because if i like you and know you well enough... i'll probably give you a hard time too... just ask my roomate.
As far as my personality, i'm very shy... so if you message me/im me/text me/ whatever... and i'm slow getting back.. or if i fail to altogether.. its most likely because i think you're an awesome person and i'm too much of a pussy to say anything to you. I am getting better with this, but i may just end up taking this flaw to my grave. Seriously though... if u really want to talk to me keep trying... i'll get over my fear if i can tell you're interested enough.
Thats all that i have for now. If at this time you would like to contact me and let me know how much you hate me, please feel free. Here's my information:
My e-mail: [email protected]
My AIM sn: fetuscollector6
My cell phone (text me or call me): 1717.779.5334
My last.fm: Last.FM
I love you all
Never again will i be afraid
of being alone,
because being alone
is better
than dying
for you.
--Fordirelifesake - She Loves Me Not
One, breathe in to be free
Two more times and you'll see
Three, it will numb all the pain
How hard is it to be sane?
Want our will to be seen
Raise our hands and we'll scream
Speak your mind and you'll see
What it is like to free
--From Autumn To Ashes - Where Do you Draw the Line
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My Interests

bmx is my passion... as much as i suck at it, music is also huge in my life... i'd be lost without it. Other things i enjoy are hanging out with friends, computers, disc golf, robotics, and of course chocolate milk. Want to know more... ask.

I'd like to meet:

hahaa i love this line:
Chuck Norris once tried to sue Burger King after they refused to put razor wire in his Whopper Jr., insisting that that actually is "his" way.

I'd like to marry david hasselhoff.... j/k

I would drink the poison for my corpse bride
Someday I'll Find Her

Music:



...and oceans
36 crazyfists
40 below summer
adema
arch enemy
as i lay dying
atreyu
avenged sevenfold
bleeding through
boysetsfire
break the silence
children of bodom
chimaira
cky
coal chamber
dark tranquillity
dashboard confessional
demon hunter
devildriver
dimmu borgir
disturbed
dream evil
dropkick murphy's
evergreen terrace
fallout boy
fear factory
finch
flaw
foo fighters
fordirelifesake
from autumn to ashes
further seems forever
god dethroned
goldfinger
graveworm
haste the day
hatebreed
HIM
ill nino
in flames
killswitch engage
korn
lacuna coil
lamb of god
lollipop lust kill
machine head
mercury tide
moonspell
mudvayne
mushroomhead
mxpx
my chemical romance
norma jean
nothingface
open hand
odd project
orgy
poison the well
rammstein
red roses for a blue lady
rufio
senses fail
silverstein
slipknot
soul embraced
soulfly
spineshank
still remains
stone sour
suicide machines
system of a down
taking back sunday
the black dahlia murder
the dillinger escape plan
the eagles
the kovenant
the postal service
the smashing pumpkins
third eye blind
this day forward
thrice
thursday
trivium
trust company
tsunami bomb
underoath
unearth

There are so many bands that i love... and so many new ones that i find every week... i can't keep up with putting them all here... so this isn't it... there are so many more.

Movies:

corpse bride
the nightmare before christmas
anchorman
super troopers
eurotrip
edward scissorhands
boondock saints
donnie darko
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
office space
american beauty

Television:

southpark

Books:

sword of truth novels
hellsing manga (w0ot)

Heroes:

Tim Burton... One talented mother fucker.

All of the bands out there, no matter how much I may dislike you/your genre, you make us happy, you make us feel something, and for that i am forever in your debt.

Among my other heroes are people who are living out their dream, theres nothing more inspiring than knowing that dreams can come true.

Mr. T also makes it on this list because... well he's fucking Mr. T.

My Blog

For The Broken,

And its nights like these that kill meWondering how you areAnd its thoughts like these that drive me ever so far...This room seems so damn emptyAnd the air seems much too coldI'm missing you with each...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Thu, 04 May 2006 01:31:00 PST

~i apologize apologize~

Poison The Well -For a Bandaged Iris   I know we've never met and you'll probably never read this. There are certain things your voice does to me, it makes me feel the ground and sky again. How s...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 07:06:00 PST

-He's Drinking Alone Again-

Red Roses For A Blue Lady - Mecklenburg He's drinking alone again and man he's always thinking of a way to change... man something's got to change... its truckin' on midnight and I sit right off sixth...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 09:08:00 PST

-Could You Try-

If I tried to move on, would you care? Could you try? Never again will I trust, how can I love? So lost, moving forward while you hold your tongue. Never again will four letters of lies control my lif...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 05:51:00 PST

-A Song Too Good Not To Post-

This has to be one of my faovorite songs. ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------Atreyu - Dilated Yesterday I forgot to breathe for like the 6th time this week. maybe i...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 01:47:00 PST

-help-

ok so i posted this as a bulletin, but no one responed.. idk whether thats because you didn't read it... or because u didn't care, but i figured i'd post it as a blog and see if i can get any feedback...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 07:59:00 PST

-lamest blog ever-

yeah so i just got donw watching lords of dogtown. i didn't really expect anything good from it, mainly saw it because those are the roots of skating, and i think its awesome that someone would go mak...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Tue, 27 Sep 2005 10:35:00 PST

-These Phrases Killed Me In Cold Blood-

Shai Hulud - Let Us At Last Praise the Colonizers Of Dreams if i am to die - if i must die, i must inspire while i live, alongside the dreamers. let us at last praise the colonizers of dreams i surren...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 09:48:00 PST

-wtf is wrong with wearing suspenders-

I'm randomly in a good mood today... and i don't know whymaybe its the cheetosI'm such an idiot... last night i totally backed into some praked truck... Who the fuck does that?anyway the truck didn't ...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 09:45:00 PST

Am I Being To Cryptic? I Am The One That Bleeds

A boy jumped off a twelve story buildingInto a crowd of people commuting to workHis only wish was for once to be noticed by someoneFor once in his life to be seen as a personAnd not just another facel...
Posted by .:end cycle:. on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 11:05:00 PST