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First let me make it VERY clear...I'm not on here looking for anything, if you write me and have something worth talking about I will respond, that doesn't mean I'm on here trying to give out my phone number and interact on a personal level.....With that being said, I can't possibly answer every note I get, so please don't take it personal if you see I "read" your note and I don't respond sometimes I just don't have the time and I get pretty backed up, I"m not ignoring you on purpose...I Have a whole folder full of saved notes I have to get back too...I am however on my message board daily talking about any and everything, if you feel you can't catch me on here and you still want to know something about me then just go over there and join in the convo.... JOIN MY MESSAGE BOARDI am a model/webdesigner and I currently live in RICHMOND CALI, but am relocating to Phoenix in Jan....I live my life to the fullest and how I want to and even along the way with all the people who insist I'm doing it all wrong I have still made it this far blessed as can be, no drama, no stress, a heart still filled with love, a roof over my head, my character still intact, my friends and family still by my side, still with GOD, and no remorse or regrets....Life is not a competition to me, its a journey and I follow my heart and my human natural instincts that haven't been surpressed by the world I live in....that's why there is no shame in my game....I'm not ashamed of my body, of my sexuality, I'm not ashamed to be a woman who is comfortable with herself, I'm not insulted others see my beauty inside and out, I'm not afraid to reveal myself to others inside and out, and I'm not afraid of life....I'm not for playing games with people, and I know you need money to live, but I don't live for money although I've been blessed to have it....I will give and give again as long as my kindness is not taken for granted, and I always treat others how I would like to be treated back....I respect you for who you are respect me for me....I stress to anyone that real beauty really does shine from the inside out...I like the visual just as much as anyone else, and the physical will catch somebody's attention for a moment in time, but the spiritual will capture their hearts forever.....learn to love yourself....I like the Made up me, but I truly love the real me, and all it takes is time and understanding to find yourself and realize the same about yourself...Because I guarantee if you feel the need to hate or judge anybody, that hate is a reflection of the emotion that you harbor inside you....I find it almost impossible to judge or find something wrong with another person period because I'm constantly looking for the good because I want to find in others what I feel inside me.....and if you have to get that hate out a lil bit at time to force yourself to look inwards at yourself and fix yourself, then I'm here to help you get to that point, so hate away...I am definitely a homebody and I enjoy being with myself as much as I can enjoy company, but I am a hard person to get close to so If I let you in then I am down for you till the end....I love to eat, so I love to cook, and even tho I switched my food intake to a more healthy natural and organic diet, I still throwdown and the food tastes even better....When I feel like doing something I just do it, I have learned to gradually discard fear and doubt from my life and I feel that I can do anything I want when I want to and know that I will be okay, so when I feel like up and taking a trip then I just up and go, at this point in my life I just take each day as it comes and as long as Im able to be so carefree and yet secure then I will try to make the most of each day...I've also taken a interest in yoga, great for the body and soul...I love itMy parents...true definition of unconditional love...my dad is one of the realist people on this planet and neither one of my parents judges me nor have they done n e thing except love me and have my back......taught me to be the person I am and to live to make myself happy not n e body else....I'm really daddy's lil girl....My dad always tells me that he will leave it up to me to keep a handle on life, but if he feels I can't handle it he would step in to help me get it back on track...and that has yet to happen, but its great to know he has my back like that...he calls to just to say he loves me all the time, and sometimes even sings the song....its so cute.....If either one of my parents were ever to say or express any type of disappointment in me because of how I choose to live then I wouldn't hesitate to change it, and I also wouldn't be the person I am today and I wouldn't be doing what I'm doing and have done and I wouldn't be happy...because I would be living for them instead of me and that's why they stick by me and offer nothing but love no matter what because they want me to be happy...if you are a parent think about that...Do you want your child to live for you so you can be happy and not judged by what they do, or will you give them the freedom be who they are no matter what?I saw this posted on a friends page and the words just ring true....INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE1.Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone everyday. 9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with love ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past. 14. Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality. 15. Be gentle with the earth. 16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before. 17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other. 18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it. 19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon. I use the layout generator at UltimateMySpace.com.