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Pamcake

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About Me

Who am I?I am a dreamer with too many dreams. I am a screamer with silent screams. I want to pretend for the world to see That I can open doors for my future family. To see their dreams come to life, Made possible through their mother’s endless strife. I cannot give up though I am torn That my opportunities are limited because of where I was born. But I hold my head up high when it should be bowed. I will always try though I am not allowed To portray the women of infamy, The Helens of Troy, Pocahontas’ and Shakespearean queens. I cannot change what God has chosen me to be, To always want more and never be free. But I am the girl that could never refrain, Exerting the strength that was forged through pain Of losing a constant love and calm In burying my beloved friend and mom. Soon I will prevail in all I seek, Though others try to make me weak. I will prove to the world what I can do, Prove to my dad my passions are true, Prove to my friends I’m not mistaken, Prove to my brother the path I have taken, Prove to myself that my dreams are real, Prove to my God that I can heal From all that has broken my spirit these years, All that has raped me of all my tears. I will show the possibilities of the passion of one girl. One girl that can change an entire world. One girl that can rise above her statistics. One girl who refuses to be realistic. One girl strong enough to pursue a dream. One girl that looks past how things may seem, To live a life beyond the simple plan. I am one girl, one girl who can.
Name: Pam
Born: Manila, Philippines
Birthday: Jan. 15, the year is none of your business
First thought waking up: Fuck not again
Last thought before bed: Oh God why
Best Friend: Fifi
Where do you work: Shut the hell up
What do you want to be when you grow up: Academy Award winner
Fears: failure, loneliness
Hopes: happiness, fulfillment
Dreams: Oscar, Emmy, London, Mahal Mahal
Regrets: absolutely none
What do you want: everything
What do you need: another chance
What do you deserve: all my heart desires
Love or Money: lots and lots of both
Beauty or Brains: I got it all baby!
Looks or Personality: personality
Strengths: passion, drive, determination, goals
Weaknesses: lust, sex, food, envy
Best physical feature: my hair and my back
What you look for in a guy/girl: nice smile, sense of humor
Most overused phrase: motherfucker, whatever
Do you love: often
Do you hate: never
Do you dream: uncontrolably
Do you fear: every waking moment
Do you believe: I want to
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My Interests

Black Eyed Peas "Bebot"Acting, Dancing, Martial Arts, Shopping, Cooking, Reading Gossip, Google News-obsessed. I love New York street vendors, Grey's Papaya, Ray's Pizza, Pubs in Canada, Clubs in Vegas, Pinks hot dogs, Sunday brunch at The Ivy, Industry parties, and driving along PCH. Can't wait for YouTube Celebutants, coming home to the Orsini, New York in April, Paris in August, Conte's in booth 40, and living without my deadly sins.I think God's messing with me! See what MySpace does to you LOL

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Depends on my mood. My Girls

Movies:

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Television:

I admit my guilty pleasure is reality TV. Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives. The History channel and medical shows totally get me hooked too.

Books:

The Catcher in the Rye; it changed my life. Shambala the Sacred Path of the Warrior; it changed the way I looked at life. The Secret; it changed the way I live my life.

Heroes:

Mom, Dad, Kerrie, Fina. People who aren't afraid to take the road less traveled. Me and Pops Mom and Dad as love struck teenagers in the Philippines