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Chandra

God is great, but sometimes life ain't always good. When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I th

About Me

When they say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all is COMPLETE BULLSHIT!
I've never been able to describe myself, but that's okay people are always ready to do that for you.
My favorite color is pink, but last year I hated it. I am obsessed with taking pictures. I love anything that deals with psychology, sociology, and philosophy. I am obsessed with Jessica Simpson. Writing is my release. I'm a dreamer. When I was little I wanted to be an ice skater, but I've never ice skated. I love poetry, and quotes. I have two younger sisters, and a baby brother who live with my mom in California. I spent 31 hours in a car straight, road tripping there last year with two friends. I love road trips. I've never been outside of the US. I like to drink, I love beer, but I also love me all my girly drinks. I think guys with long hair are sexy. I've been in love with Taylor Hanson since I was 11, but I used to never admit up to it. I want to go sky diving. I could eat orange chicken everyday. I have an obsession with lip gloss and "Laguna Beach". I love roller coasters. I'm reading every Stephen King book there is. I am the most indecisive person you'll ever meet. Seriously, that's the only thing I'm 100% sure of. I am such a procrastinator. I think my house is haunted, but my family thinks I'm crazy. I'll have a smile on my face no matter how much my heart is broken. I love the ocean, but I'm scared of it. I've only met two people with my name ever. I am slightly dramatic. I hate attention, but I crave it. I'm drawn to people who ignore me, but once I have your attention I'll push you away, just to see if you care enough to come back. I miss my old friends, but I love making new ones. I love being scared. I cry easy, almost on every movie I've ever seen, and every episode of "Dawson's Creek". I hate change, and I hate growing up. I love watching "The Real World" but I hate living in it. I think "The Notebook" is the best love story ever.
Allie: Why are you looking at me like that? Noah: Just a memory. This room. Allie: It was real wasn't it? You and me. Such a long time ago we were just a couple of kids. We really loved each other didn't we?
Allie: Why didn't you write me? Why!? It wasn't over for me. I waited for you for seven years. And now it's too late! Noah: I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you every day for a year. Allie: You wrote me? Noah: Yes! It wasn't over. Still isn't over.
Noah: You're bored! You're bored and you know it! You wouldn't be here if there weren't something missing. Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch! Noah: Would you just stay with me? Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we are already fighting. Noah: Well that's what we do. We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass. Which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound rate and yoru back do doing the next pain in the ass thing. Allie: So what. Noah: So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. And we're going to have to work at this every day. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, every day.
Pacey: Tell me is it the possibility of losing him to someone else that suddenly makes him seem so attractive?
Jen: You really think that I am that shallow, huh?
Pacey: No. I think you're that human.
And remember, you're still young enough to fall in and out of love a few more times before you get it right." - Brooks
"That doesn't sound very fun." - Dawson
"It isn't...And it is... And it isn't. But it's worth it. Every damn time." - Brooks
Joey: Your all time most life altering moment. Dawson: Hard to say... For all I know, it could be this one. It could be saying goodbye to you.

My Interests



Shopping, Hanging out with friends, Drinking, Parties, Music, Psychology, Meeting new people, Philosophy, Reading, Writing, Art, Sociology, Quotes, Poetry, Flirting, Photography, Lip gloss, The Holocaust, Traveling, Dolphins, Road trips, Hot tubs

I'd like to meet:



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Music:

Hanson

Jessica Simpson

The Click Five

Maroon 5

Kelly Clarkson

Ryan Cabrera

Ashlee Simpson

Christina Aguilera

Three Doors Down, Sarah McLachlan, Switchfoot, Lifehouse, Evanescence, Michael Tolcher, Gavin Degraw, The Pat McGee Band, Simple Plan, Linkin Park, Cheap Trick, Martina McBride, Ciara, Michelle Branch, Leann Womack, Faith Hill, Britney Spears, Three Days Grace, REO Speedwagon, Mariah Carey, Meatloaf, Styxx, Celine Dion, Eminem, Jessica Andrews, The Steve Miller Band, Jimmie Buffett, Jewel, Green Day, Alanis Morissette, Norah Jones, Edwin McCain, Tim McGraw, Elton John, Jo Dee Messina, Chantal Kreviazuk, Aslyn, Cat Stevens, Rascal Flatts, Nine Days, LeAnn Rimes, Destiny's Child, Blake Shelton, Lonestar, John Mayer, Stacie Orrico, Three Days Grace, Savage Garden, Nickelback, Dido, Sara Evans, Aerosmith, Queen, Billy Joel, Deana Carter, George Strait, Fleetwood Mac, Joss Stone, Everclear, Avril Lavigne, Terri Clark, Goo Goo Dolls, Hinder

Movies:

The Notebook
10 Things I Hate About You
A Walk To Remember
How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days
Legally Blonde
Harry Potter
Garden State

Running Scared, Sweet Home Alabama, Click, Meet Joe Black, The Life of David Gale, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, It, Brokedown Palace, Passion of the Christ, The Butterfly Effect, Chasing Liberty, Cruel Intentions, Catch Me If You Can, Now and then, Armageddon, Ocean's Eleven, Ever After, Win A Date With Tad Hamilton, Light It Up, Don't Tell Mom the Baby-sitters Dead, The Mighty Ducks, The Skulls, Blow, The Sound of Music, Moulin Rouge, A Knight's Tale, Pretty Women, Down to You, Bring It On, Almost Famous, Raising Helen, The Family Man, The Shawshank Redemption, Uptown Girl, Romeo and Juliet, Lord of The Ring Trilogy, Dirty Dancing, Beauty and the Beast, Anywhere But Here, Where the Heart Is,Saw, Saw 2, Thirteen Going on Thirty
Actors: Joshua Jackson, Topher Grace, Nicolas Cage, Chad Michael Murray, Shane West, Ben Affleck, Jason Behr, Marc Blucas
Actresses: Katie Holmes, Julia Stiles, Rachel McAdams, Reese Witherspoon, Kate Hudson Natalie Portman

Television:

Dawson's Creek

Friends

The Family Guy

Newlyweds

Laguna Beach

Deal or No Deal, Passions, Oprah, Dr. Phil, Racheal Ray, Futurama, The Real World, Roswell, Viva La Bam, Jay Leno

Books:

Don't Try This at Home by Dave Navarro, The Giver, Prozac Nation, To Kill A Mockingbird, The Outsiders, A Child Called It, The Lost Boy, any book dealing with psychology, anything Stephen King

Heroes:



My Blog

All Grown Up

I got my own place!! Finally!! I don't know what took me so long.  It was so hard to leave him, but I FINALLY did it.  After everything he did I wish I could say I hate him, but I don't.&nbs...
Posted by Chandra on Tue, 08 May 2007 07:51:00 PST

I'm Not Missing You

Was this just a sign that they played "Goin' Crazy" FIRST? I didn't even have it rated.  Wow.  "I'm Not Missing You" Stacie OrricoOh, OhI'm not missing youBeen through just about everything...
Posted by Chandra on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 11:41:00 PST

Suicide


Posted by Chandra on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 11:08:00 PST

Don't You Care No More?

Is shit like this always going to happen to me?  What the fuck.  Give me a damn break, somebody please.  You know I need it.  And you're not making it any fucking easier on me.
Posted by Chandra on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 12:48:00 PST

Broken

Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the skyThen it starts to rain, my defenses hit the groundAnd they shatter all around, so open and exposedI found strength in the struggleFace to face with my ...
Posted by Chandra on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:02:00 PST

Fuck Value City

HELL YES, I FINALLY QUIT MY FUCKING JOB! I hate Value City, and even though my car is broke, I don't care.  I QUIT.  We should all get together and celebrate.  Of course, I don't have a...
Posted by Chandra on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 11:51:00 PST

100 Bitches!

So yeah I just figured I'd say that in 100 days I'll be 21.  Not that it really matters because I do what I want anyway.  But yeah.  It's cool.  Everyone can come party with me for...
Posted by Chandra on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 02:00:00 PST

Pilot

So I've been sick for about 3 weeks now.  It's crazy, I just can't seem to get over whatever it is I have.  It's saved me some money though because I haven't partied in about 3 weeks.  ...
Posted by Chandra on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 12:31:00 PST

Ever The Same

"Ever The Same"We were drawn from the weedsWe were brave like soldiersFalling down under the pale moonlightYou were holding to meLike a someone brokenAnd I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you nowJus...
Posted by Chandra on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 11:36:00 PST

New Years Eve Party Pics

Me, Andrea, and Amanda right before the party started! Me and Amanda playing circle of death. awww :) Me drinking my Boone's.  Fuck yeah. Me and Adrian looking amazing of course :) I don't know...
Posted by Chandra on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 08:27:00 PST