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About Me

i'm me, not much said there, since i'm forever changing. idk where i'm at now. but 4sure there's never no half stepping with me, things are good or bad. right or wrong. hot or cold. etc. that's prob why most the time i feel like shyt. things are most always bad, cause idk what good is anymore. i used to be able to fake it, but i'm done. i quit. ;Dany who: pls don't add me if you don't know me & have no intentions on hollering. thx [cause i don't really need to have that many friends, bulletins, etc.]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Martha Mae
Birthday: April 19th [Aries Baby]
Birthplace: Maryvale, Az
Current Location: Peoria
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'9
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: ... haitian
The Shoes You Wore Today: strappy silver moses/jesus sandals
Your Weakness:
Your Fears: 1. abandonment 2. the dark
Your Perfect Pizza: one thats not too greasy, the dough not too mushy, & topped w/pepperoni & bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Start the Nursing Program! [or find out what else i wanna do]
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dont im. but i text: thats chill alot
Thoughts First Waking Up: gotta brush my teeth
Your Best Physical Feature: my legs
Your Bedtime: whenever. still have a 'curfew' tho. 1030
Your Most Missed Memory: those of me & my sis
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: idk.
Single or Group Dates: either. [single]
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i like Brisk Baby
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yessir
Do you Swear: yeah. a bit too often
Do you Sing: yeah
Do you Shower Daily: i try too.
Have you Been in Love: naw
Do you want to go to College: yeah. i'm there now
Do you want to get Married: yeah, but i cant see it.
Do you belive in yourself: not as much as i should.
Do you get Motion Sickness: idk
Do you think you are Attractive: yes
Are you a Health Freak: naw
Do you get along with your Parents: well enough
Do you like Thunderstorms: not exactly
Do you play an Instrument: naw. i'm not really musically inclined,
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yeah
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yessir i ♥ sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope. never dumped
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: naw
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope. not that i know of
Ever been Drunk: yessir
Ever been called a Tease: naw
Ever been Beaten up: naw, never that.
Ever Shoplifted: yep. i used to be a badass
How do you want to Die: painlessly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: wealthy enough to make a difference
What country would you most like to Visit: Paris, France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter really: brown
Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter really: natural
Short or Long Hair: doesnt matter really: short
Height: taller than me [5'8]
Weight: doesnt matter really
Best Clothing Style: ..
Number of Drugs I have taken: quite a few...
Number of CDs I own: bought idk.. burned a lot!
Number of Piercings: 3.
Number of Tattoos: none yet.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 3. [not fully voicing my opinion b4 my sis & dad ea left & falling behind in school]
Represent!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i actually don't care who i meet. as long as there not talking that bullshit like the rest of 'em.

Bang Me.
 

My Blog

My Experience with Dee Pietila

Okay so I got in touch with this woman photographer, Dee Pietila. We meet up on a Sunday afternoon to do a shoot. I was somewhat uneasy but she came off uber sweet and had some fun ideas, well awesome...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 22:45:00 GMT

SPD

Seriously FUCK the Scottsdale Police Department and their courts.I think I have something like 10/12 "traffic violations" now. mkay that's my own damn fault.. All of them for speeding were 15+ mph ove...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 03:46:00 GMT

crash

On May 15, 2008 around eight something I got into a car accident. No, it wasnt my fault. I dont remember what happened but my car was smashed up in front, leaving glass all up in my left arm. my right...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 14:08:00 GMT

Those who love nothing and hate nothing, have no fetters.

Taken from The Dhammapada the actually verse befor it & verse 211 is as follows:" Let no man ever look for what is pleasant, or what is unpleasant. Not to see what is pleasant is pain, and it is p...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 00:05:00 GMT

Kuwait here she comes

54days from me. like a year remaining til her return.
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 21:27:00 GMT

She packed, She left.

Todays the day my sister packed her shit, and left for iraq.The countdown begins.Just what 400some odd days til her return.
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 19:42:00 GMT

"Lucky" to be thin..

Ok so a few ppl recently have said "waoh your soo lucky.. your sooo thin... you look good". Ok so one person said exactly that and the rest said things similar. I'm not saying looking/being thin makes...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 14:05:00 GMT

Twisted Productions [A subN]

Ok so I have had these thoughts of Twisted Productions/Promotions/Inc.. I have these thoughts that would end up as really good/interesting photos! [like a whole bunch of things that 'aint write' but a...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 02:18:00 GMT

Real Talk: Salman Rushdie

Creepy looking atheist: YESBut a brilliant novelist!!!I'm actually looking forward to reading some of his works!Did U KnowDue to the publication of his novel, the Satanic Verses which is a satirical n...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 15:30:00 GMT

OUCH

soo it was made very clear to me that i must "shave off" 5 inches of this here wiast line to be down to 24/25in... oh I have like 3mo... maybe. .. sounds do able right??... ohh umm back to the beginin...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 01:36:00 GMT